Motivation

Seem to have lost the motivation to write here...... actually more accurately speaking... i seem to lose the momentum to do anything.... start to hate myself, love dreaming, with all sort of goals but failed to get them done...... Such a loser~

Basically isolated myself from the world in the Chinese new year.... i must apologize to my friends for not finding/calling them even i have time...... just dun feel like it..... but i really do miss all of you~

My studies are still in a mess.... gotta try harder......

Suddenly realize that i am not a picky person.... this can be good or bad..... i might sometimes be too indifferent towards things.....

Men are afraid of changes.... but somehow.... i'd like a change from the current me though......

I am too used to being alone.... more and more intolerant towards people bugging me....

Watched "Narnia".... i wished i have such a wardrobe which i can hide in as well..... just to hide in my fantasy world~

PS. Friends.... i miss you badly...