Sick, but i am not going to fall yet.
For i know i am not alone. I cant let people to worry about me.
Chow Fai, Horus: Remember what we have talked tonight, have faith, we'll get there. It's my greatest honour to have known you two in my dental life.
PS. Want to study more than ever, i still have my patient to take care of.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
Love & Obligation
Probably the last weekend i'll ever waste again.
Slept till late afternoon on Saturday.
Visited by the 'old ghost' of my floor later that night..... fun and early tea altogether.
Spent the sleeping time chatting with Kennon, Thanks for all the inspiration on how i view love.... Love & Obligation.... interesting thoughts.... you're just so charming that if someday (tho very unlikely to happen) i go gay, i'm sure i'll find you as my companion ^^ (probably coz we're the same kind of person, maybe?)
Sunday.... still in holiday mood..... finally cleaning up my room for what's soon going to happen.... Chaos~
Is a little sick right now.... but i feel good after 37:50.... concern.
Shall sleep now and probably write later~
PS. Janice, glad to know you're coming back soon.
PS2. Song of the day:
浪漫手機 - 周杰倫
輕輕放 我就是卸不下對妳的喜歡
原來愛會慢慢增加重量
想關上這城市所有的燈光
黑暗中專心聞妳的髮香
這夜晚 讓暗戀很有畫面感 回想
與妳約會過的地方 都捨不得刪
在腦海裏儲存欣賞
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來真心送出愛是這麼簡單
溫習螢幕上 妳可愛的模樣
關於緣份的解釋我又多傳了一行
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來愛情可以來的這麼突然
短信的橋樑 將曖昧期拉長
我們的感情蔓延滋長
用文字培養 在虛擬土壤
電視牆 吵雜的情歌還在拼命播放
我安靜在鬧區等來電鈴響
有一些話打好了卻不敢傳
怕收到信息的妳在為難
街道上 人潮襯托我的孤單 想像
誰幸運的陪在妳身旁 卻誤會一場
妳也在等妳手機響
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來真心送出愛是這麼簡單
溫習螢幕上 妳可愛的模樣
關於緣份的解釋我又多傳了一行
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來愛情可以來的這麼突然
短信的橋樑 將曖昧期拉長
我們的感情蔓延滋長
用文字培養 在虛擬土壤
Slept till late afternoon on Saturday.
Visited by the 'old ghost' of my floor later that night..... fun and early tea altogether.
Spent the sleeping time chatting with Kennon, Thanks for all the inspiration on how i view love.... Love & Obligation.... interesting thoughts.... you're just so charming that if someday (tho very unlikely to happen) i go gay, i'm sure i'll find you as my companion ^^ (probably coz we're the same kind of person, maybe?)
Sunday.... still in holiday mood..... finally cleaning up my room for what's soon going to happen.... Chaos~
Is a little sick right now.... but i feel good after 37:50.... concern.
Shall sleep now and probably write later~
PS. Janice, glad to know you're coming back soon.
PS2. Song of the day:
浪漫手機 - 周杰倫
輕輕放 我就是卸不下對妳的喜歡
原來愛會慢慢增加重量
想關上這城市所有的燈光
黑暗中專心聞妳的髮香
這夜晚 讓暗戀很有畫面感 回想
與妳約會過的地方 都捨不得刪
在腦海裏儲存欣賞
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來真心送出愛是這麼簡單
溫習螢幕上 妳可愛的模樣
關於緣份的解釋我又多傳了一行
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來愛情可以來的這麼突然
短信的橋樑 將曖昧期拉長
我們的感情蔓延滋長
用文字培養 在虛擬土壤
電視牆 吵雜的情歌還在拼命播放
我安靜在鬧區等來電鈴響
有一些話打好了卻不敢傳
怕收到信息的妳在為難
街道上 人潮襯托我的孤單 想像
誰幸運的陪在妳身旁 卻誤會一場
妳也在等妳手機響
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來真心送出愛是這麼簡單
溫習螢幕上 妳可愛的模樣
關於緣份的解釋我又多傳了一行
妳微笑瀏覽 手機裏的浪漫
原來愛情可以來的這麼突然
短信的橋樑 將曖昧期拉長
我們的感情蔓延滋長
用文字培養 在虛擬土壤
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Special
Finally, for once, i feel myself special today.
Early Friday morning, while i am just about to sleep, Kathy and Jon ask me out.... to LKF.... have no reason to resist for these 2 are the best friend of mine (and they need me on this occassion)... been introduced to one special drink, Absinthe..... try to look it up in wiki, that's pretty cool....
Spent the night chatting in a park near Lan kwai fong.... something near SOHO... it's such a special place that it's a great retreat from such a crowded area..... and interestingly there are nobody except the few of us..... had a bizarre feeling when lying on the spinning merry-go-round and watch the sky.... everything around you just seems to go away from you... but then when you stop, when you get back to reality, it's like a re-birth......
Had McDonald breakfast before heading to hall.... "A good morning starts with McDonald's morning'.... that's pretty true.... and i have a special combination of food.... whenever i have Filet-O-Fish with Sausage Muffin with Egg.... good luck seems to come.....
Barely slept for few hours before heading to school at 2.
Yet again, doubt my ability to become a good dentist... how possible can i be so stupid as to miss such an important clinical finding on the radiograph when i am in my year 2??? (i must admit this sentence is a bit too long, some punctations might make things better.... have been reading the book "Eat, shoots and leaves" by Lynne Truss on these few days... it's really a brilliant, educational book)..... Anyways.... the problem has been rectified and done a good job on the case today....
Spent the evening at home.... afterall, my home are not that bad......
Special event.... watched the "Da Vinci Code" in a special cinema in a special time.... special occassion... eno laiceps a htiw
Bought a 'mouse' back to hall... just realize myself is a mouse in chinese calender, however, if i were a mouse, i am a mouse who love cat ^^ 2 in a row, synchronized? special?
Had a wonderful late dinner, enjoyed a nice chat.... i start to miss mum right now...
Fall in love with the snacks from Muji.
Um..... time for me to be serious on study again... i shall enjoy a good sleep and start revision, wish me luck. And a Sweet goodnight to you all.
PS. Currently listening: Southern all stars - Tsuami/蘇永康 - 其實我很擔心
PS2. Unbearable pain comes from heart, instead of body.... and i knew it tonight... perhaps, before...
Early Friday morning, while i am just about to sleep, Kathy and Jon ask me out.... to LKF.... have no reason to resist for these 2 are the best friend of mine (and they need me on this occassion)... been introduced to one special drink, Absinthe..... try to look it up in wiki, that's pretty cool....
Spent the night chatting in a park near Lan kwai fong.... something near SOHO... it's such a special place that it's a great retreat from such a crowded area..... and interestingly there are nobody except the few of us..... had a bizarre feeling when lying on the spinning merry-go-round and watch the sky.... everything around you just seems to go away from you... but then when you stop, when you get back to reality, it's like a re-birth......
Had McDonald breakfast before heading to hall.... "A good morning starts with McDonald's morning'.... that's pretty true.... and i have a special combination of food.... whenever i have Filet-O-Fish with Sausage Muffin with Egg.... good luck seems to come.....
Barely slept for few hours before heading to school at 2.
Yet again, doubt my ability to become a good dentist... how possible can i be so stupid as to miss such an important clinical finding on the radiograph when i am in my year 2??? (i must admit this sentence is a bit too long, some punctations might make things better.... have been reading the book "Eat, shoots and leaves" by Lynne Truss on these few days... it's really a brilliant, educational book)..... Anyways.... the problem has been rectified and done a good job on the case today....
Spent the evening at home.... afterall, my home are not that bad......
Special event.... watched the "Da Vinci Code" in a special cinema in a special time.... special occassion... eno laiceps a htiw
Bought a 'mouse' back to hall... just realize myself is a mouse in chinese calender, however, if i were a mouse, i am a mouse who love cat ^^ 2 in a row, synchronized? special?
Had a wonderful late dinner, enjoyed a nice chat.... i start to miss mum right now...
Fall in love with the snacks from Muji.
Um..... time for me to be serious on study again... i shall enjoy a good sleep and start revision, wish me luck. And a Sweet goodnight to you all.
PS. Currently listening: Southern all stars - Tsuami/蘇永康 - 其實我很擔心
PS2. Unbearable pain comes from heart, instead of body.... and i knew it tonight... perhaps, before...
Friday, May 26, 2006
Mood swings.
Everything's back on track again.
Mood is good.
Wednesday, learned how to do a very esthetic composite crown for patient (just realize how adapted i have become when handling hand piece, i'd rather use it than to use a pair of scissors to do the fine adjustments....)
Dinner with dad. Study till very late that night....
Thursday, um... both good and bad mood appears. Glad that i have finally finished the 48BO amalgam with the help and advice i got from the tutors..... Unhappy because i realize i can not do it on my own.... must improve myself....
No study today...
Start to envy those who have finished their exams.... i wish i can be one of you.
Mood is good.
Wednesday, learned how to do a very esthetic composite crown for patient (just realize how adapted i have become when handling hand piece, i'd rather use it than to use a pair of scissors to do the fine adjustments....)
Dinner with dad. Study till very late that night....
Thursday, um... both good and bad mood appears. Glad that i have finally finished the 48BO amalgam with the help and advice i got from the tutors..... Unhappy because i realize i can not do it on my own.... must improve myself....
No study today...
Start to envy those who have finished their exams.... i wish i can be one of you.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
傻瓜~
I'm such a fool.
Got my mind so jinxed up over the last few days... simply because of something that i 'predicted' will happen.... and now i found out it's all not true.... should have my mind focused on my study again.
Um... spent a non-productive day today.... how come every book i read seems never-ending? When can i finish them all?
Once again got the habit of browsing people's xanga again, dunno if they'll read mine here, but anyways, just a few random messages for them.
Winnie: True that a person can be fragile sometimes, but c'est la vive, we're just here to live our life fully, and we leave no regret when we leave.
Samson and Shirlin: Congratulations, all your pics are great.
WUS chongmates: Exam is soon over, wish you all the best with the result and we shall meet again very soon
Dental classmates: Exam's approaching.... Study + Study + Study.....
Jeff: Too bad you're not coming back for the World Cup, missed the days in Lantau... anyways lets find some time for a chat maybe.... btw, it seems that i dont have your contact in the states, mind sending it to me via email or whatsoever?
Alright, i guess it's almost time for me to sleep now.... shall write again soon.
PS. Still failed to find a song for my mood....
Got my mind so jinxed up over the last few days... simply because of something that i 'predicted' will happen.... and now i found out it's all not true.... should have my mind focused on my study again.
Um... spent a non-productive day today.... how come every book i read seems never-ending? When can i finish them all?
Once again got the habit of browsing people's xanga again, dunno if they'll read mine here, but anyways, just a few random messages for them.
Winnie: True that a person can be fragile sometimes, but c'est la vive, we're just here to live our life fully, and we leave no regret when we leave.
Samson and Shirlin: Congratulations, all your pics are great.
WUS chongmates: Exam is soon over, wish you all the best with the result and we shall meet again very soon
Dental classmates: Exam's approaching.... Study + Study + Study.....
Jeff: Too bad you're not coming back for the World Cup, missed the days in Lantau... anyways lets find some time for a chat maybe.... btw, it seems that i dont have your contact in the states, mind sending it to me via email or whatsoever?
Alright, i guess it's almost time for me to sleep now.... shall write again soon.
PS. Still failed to find a song for my mood....
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Bit by bit...
Dentistry is an art.... not only am i meaning the hand craft involved in making a good (both functional and aesthetic) restoration.... but also in terms of the treatment planning procedure.... there can be many ways in making the patient feel better about their dentition, say, for a lost teeth, you can offer him/her with implants, bridges, dentures or even no treatment at all... same as the decision to each diseased tooth.... whether to keep it or not.... how best to restore it.... or what to do about it after extraction..... all these are considerations to be made by the dentist.... tough choice, and it would probably take forever for the dentist to learn about all these...... (but interesting i have exam on this treatment planning part when i am in my year 2..... really doubt what i know about all these at that time....)
Slept for long on monday after the morning clinic....
Woke at night and dedicated the time in studies.....
Bought a new file with a very lovely image of kitten on it.... gonna bring it to school from now on....
PS. Jeff, church are not bad in nature, at least they inspired millions in doing good things, and consider the fact that currently many regard it as the centre of their life, they have the very reason to exist. I kind of understand what you're thinking (probably me and you are the same type of person, for me, i dont believe in Jesus as well, i think he really did walk on this earth and i didnt deny his influence as a political and religious leader, however, regarding his divine identity, i still bear some doubts... what it wrote in Dan Brown's "Da Vinci Code" is very much close to what i am thinking now...) nevermind.... it's probably a long story, but you feel like wanna chat about it, please do... i'd like to see how you think about it as well. (i dont want to spark a religious debate here, so i'd ask people not to post comment regarding this issue here)
PS2. Failed to find a song to represent my mood right now.....
Slept for long on monday after the morning clinic....
Woke at night and dedicated the time in studies.....
Bought a new file with a very lovely image of kitten on it.... gonna bring it to school from now on....
PS. Jeff, church are not bad in nature, at least they inspired millions in doing good things, and consider the fact that currently many regard it as the centre of their life, they have the very reason to exist. I kind of understand what you're thinking (probably me and you are the same type of person, for me, i dont believe in Jesus as well, i think he really did walk on this earth and i didnt deny his influence as a political and religious leader, however, regarding his divine identity, i still bear some doubts... what it wrote in Dan Brown's "Da Vinci Code" is very much close to what i am thinking now...) nevermind.... it's probably a long story, but you feel like wanna chat about it, please do... i'd like to see how you think about it as well. (i dont want to spark a religious debate here, so i'd ask people not to post comment regarding this issue here)
PS2. Failed to find a song to represent my mood right now.....
Monday, May 22, 2006
Study day.
Spent my whole day studying in the 3/F.
Still with lots to go.
Picking up the habit in browsing people's Xanga... reading it over and over again then i start to digest what is the exact meaning behind every pharse, every verse or every word.... that's a hell of work and most of the time the effort is just futile..... no.... i dont want to guess no more..... i just cant keep doing that as it's soon driving me nuts.....
I must not think too much for the moment... closer, further, let the fate to decide... "the wheel of destiny has started rolling, and there is no turning back"
I guess i will soon have a rupture heart.
Still with lots to go.
Picking up the habit in browsing people's Xanga... reading it over and over again then i start to digest what is the exact meaning behind every pharse, every verse or every word.... that's a hell of work and most of the time the effort is just futile..... no.... i dont want to guess no more..... i just cant keep doing that as it's soon driving me nuts.....
I must not think too much for the moment... closer, further, let the fate to decide... "the wheel of destiny has started rolling, and there is no turning back"
I guess i will soon have a rupture heart.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Pain.
Feel painful.
Dunno where it started.
Just let it hide in the deepest corner of my heart.
Convince me, everything can go unchanged, cant they?
But do i want a change or not?
Dunno where it started.
Just let it hide in the deepest corner of my heart.
Convince me, everything can go unchanged, cant they?
But do i want a change or not?
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Clarity
No patient on Friday doesnt mean it's a free day for me.... finally reading through all my patient record, laughing at my own naivity and stupidness when doing treatment planning..... have planned better for the future.... sometimes, you just need a break when things seemed like overwhelming.....
Had dinner with family that night..... so much fun, and my young cousins are as cute as before~
Joined Horus, Chow Fai, Chiu, Andy, Dustin and Hon Ki for a drink later that night..... what a dental update night....
My mind in a unpreceeded acuity when the night is over... thought so much about religion, self identity and philosophy.... of coz i must thank Horus and Chow Fai for their enlightenment....
About to have the chance to chat with them again, i'm now leaving for the superpass dinner with them again~ Shall write again soon.
PS. Just found out Corrinne May has released a new albume, "Safe in a crazy world".
Had dinner with family that night..... so much fun, and my young cousins are as cute as before~
Joined Horus, Chow Fai, Chiu, Andy, Dustin and Hon Ki for a drink later that night..... what a dental update night....
My mind in a unpreceeded acuity when the night is over... thought so much about religion, self identity and philosophy.... of coz i must thank Horus and Chow Fai for their enlightenment....
About to have the chance to chat with them again, i'm now leaving for the superpass dinner with them again~ Shall write again soon.
PS. Just found out Corrinne May has released a new albume, "Safe in a crazy world".
Friday, May 19, 2006
Unease
Mood in a record low today.
Cooked a not-so-good-tasting congee for the breakfast.... (but one good side, i finally realized for how long i havent talked to mum)
Was totally exhausted in the afternoon.... treating patient.... things could have done better.
Slept in the afternoon.
Once again... fate is inescapable... i hope you well.
Cooked a not-so-good-tasting congee for the breakfast.... (but one good side, i finally realized for how long i havent talked to mum)
Was totally exhausted in the afternoon.... treating patient.... things could have done better.
Slept in the afternoon.
Once again... fate is inescapable... i hope you well.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Complications.
How come things always have to go the wrong way?
Quotes from Bruce Almighty:
Jim Carrey: How do you make so many people love you without affecting Free Will?
Morgen Freeman: [snorts] Heh, welcome to my world, son. If you come up with an answer to that one, let me know.
Free Will, something that i cant control, neither do the almighty Lord...
I still believe things might go a little smoother if there are not so many 'smart alec' making their comments on things they have no idea on.
If peeping is a crime, please make paparazzo-ing an eternal sin; for i found them with utmost annoyance.
Sometimes, things just dont need to get to that extreme position. That would be my wish.
開場白 - 蔡依林
再見面 已經是朋友了
我們就這麼單純 瞎聊著彼此說以後
時間過了 學會珍惜了
原來最初的快樂並不是我們要的
終於能夠坦白說著 我當時的脆弱
是唯一的一次 不留著遺憾的
簡單結束了陌生
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 就這樣
我們為彼此推翻著 不擾了
我們都笑了 時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻 放下累積的負荷
卸下沉默 學會了 不保留
再見後 真的是朋友了
我們都不再單純 也會笑著看以後
時間過了 也更珍惜了
原來當時的快樂 仍在你我記憶中
終於能夠坦白說著 我現在不寂寞
是全新的一次 再也沒了遺憾
簡單地回應著傷痛
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 就這樣
我們為彼此推翻著 不擾了
我們都笑了 時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻 放下累積的負荷
卸下沉默 學會了 不保留
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 你好嗎
多麼默契的開場白 我笑了
我們不走了 不再尷尬了
不回頭湊理由
希望我們從此都真的快樂
說好了 不說走
Quotes from Bruce Almighty:
Jim Carrey: How do you make so many people love you without affecting Free Will?
Morgen Freeman: [snorts] Heh, welcome to my world, son. If you come up with an answer to that one, let me know.
Free Will, something that i cant control, neither do the almighty Lord...
I still believe things might go a little smoother if there are not so many 'smart alec' making their comments on things they have no idea on.
If peeping is a crime, please make paparazzo-ing an eternal sin; for i found them with utmost annoyance.
Sometimes, things just dont need to get to that extreme position. That would be my wish.
開場白 - 蔡依林
再見面 已經是朋友了
我們就這麼單純 瞎聊著彼此說以後
時間過了 學會珍惜了
原來最初的快樂並不是我們要的
終於能夠坦白說著 我當時的脆弱
是唯一的一次 不留著遺憾的
簡單結束了陌生
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 就這樣
我們為彼此推翻著 不擾了
我們都笑了 時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻 放下累積的負荷
卸下沉默 學會了 不保留
再見後 真的是朋友了
我們都不再單純 也會笑著看以後
時間過了 也更珍惜了
原來當時的快樂 仍在你我記憶中
終於能夠坦白說著 我現在不寂寞
是全新的一次 再也沒了遺憾
簡單地回應著傷痛
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 就這樣
我們為彼此推翻著 不擾了
我們都笑了 時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻 放下累積的負荷
卸下沉默 學會了 不保留
我們微笑了 也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠 你好嗎
多麼默契的開場白 我笑了
我們不走了 不再尷尬了
不回頭湊理由
希望我們從此都真的快樂
說好了 不說走
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Overestimation.
Never overestimate one's own ability in study.....
Patient management is something i need to work on..... stressed.... i now know why most GP failed to deliver satisfactory service to their patients, they dont want to, but they just cant help it.
Have got the usual feeling of fatigue over these two days... feel extremely bad when waking in the law library only to find that i have done no study at all.
I have, without reason, passed my first exam.
Patient management is something i need to work on..... stressed.... i now know why most GP failed to deliver satisfactory service to their patients, they dont want to, but they just cant help it.
Have got the usual feeling of fatigue over these two days... feel extremely bad when waking in the law library only to find that i have done no study at all.
I have, without reason, passed my first exam.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Drift.
My mind went drifting again.... this is stolen from my friend's xanga.
112 樣你鍾意一個人o既跡象 [From 903 節目【妹妹妹妹】- 2006-05-06]
1. 見倒佢果陣時會心跳加速
2. 口齒突然間變得好唔伶俐
3. 經常發呆
4. 人地都無話打俾你，你又猛咁o係度等人電話
5. 當佢o係你視線範圍之內，你就會扮睇唔倒佢
6. 當佢離開左你視線範圍之內，你就會勁望佢究竟去左邊
7. 見倒佢開心你自己又會暗地裡開心
8. 出完街之後，好想佢送你返屋企
9. 一班friend食飯果陣時，希望有意無意咁樣坐嚮佢隔離
10. Send SMS俾佢陣時，會好介意自己英文Grammar有冇錯
11. 當佢話唔舒服果陣，你就勁叫佢睇醫生，但係平時自己病又唔會去睇
12. 個個都可以睇你張身分證，除左佢之外
13. 好想佢送o的o野俾你，乜o野都好
14. 成日都留意佢o既言行舉止，估下佢係咪對你有o野呢
15. 如果見倒佢同異性傾計果陣，你會想知佢地講o的乜
16. 成日發夢都夢見佢
17. 如果咁o岩大家著左o的好襯o既衫，就會自己心裡暗叫……妙
18. 不斷打聽佢拍拖o既歷史
19. 會介意佢去完旅行之後返黎無送手信俾你
20. 襯佢背著你o既時候即刻猛咁望著佢個背脊
21. 佢叫你做乜都即刻做，好聽話
22. 偷偷地幫佢執手尾
23. o係手提電話果度噤佢個名或者噤佢o的相出黎睇
24. 同佢o的friend變得好friend
25. 成日去佢經常出沒o既地方留連
26. Send SMS之前同之後都翻睇又翻睇自己寫左o的咩俾佢
27. 主動借o的書借o的碟俾佢，製造再見o既機會
28. 就算佢o係你隔離，你都會成日掛著佢
29. 行街見倒佢鍾意o既o野都會有奇妙o既感覺
30. o係街果度聞倒佢搽果隻香水味會即刻好緊張
31. 就算你有幾唔得閒都會應承佢出去
32. 用133打俾佢，佢一喂就即刻收線
33. 無情情想嗌佢個名
34. 唔敢走去佢附近
35. 習慣每晚都要睇佢個blog
36. 唔想俾佢知你有男朋友
37. 成日開msn或者icq果o的message history回味一下
38. 會深入研究佢所有喜歡o既o野，就算你一o的興趣都無
39. 好想講自己o的o野俾佢聽
40. 佢講乜o野你都會信
41. 見倒佢父母會特別拘緊
42. 講o野之前會plan定一大輪
43. 兩個人獨處有dead air o既時候會感覺十分尷尬
44. 會記著晒佢鍾意食咩、唔鍾意食咩
45. 經過佢屋企o既時候會望上去或者o係下面停一停
46. 一起身擘大眼就會即刻諗起佢
47. 製造無理要求，睇o下佢有咩反應
48. 想知佢鍾意邊個類型o既女仔
49. 佢做任何衰o野都會幫佢諗籍口
50. 用佢幅相黎做電腦wallpaper
51. 不論內容係乜o野，總之save晒o的SMS Message
52. 做垃圾婆，總之有關佢o既o野就乜o野都要keep
53. 會o係紙上面不停咁寫佢個名
54. 成日自己估人地對你有冇o野
55. 每次就算有正經o野搵佢，都會緊張一番
56. 想佢欠你o的o野，例如幫佢買o野又未收佢錢就有鬼得佢
57. 覺得佢梳咩髮型同著咩衫都ok
58. 唔想聽倒佢同佢女朋友講電話
59. 佢一出聲就豎起耳仔，但係就扮晒唔係聽緊佢講o野
60. 好想度下佢高你幾多
61. 同friend講起佢o既時候會用花名或者暗號
62. 唔敢送太貴重或者太大件o既禮物俾佢
63. 因為諗起佢，行行o下街都會無啦啦笑左出黎
64. 搵機會同佢合照
65. 會刻意同佢鬥咀
66. 會留o的問題性o既SMS俾佢，等佢一定要覆返你
67. 如果佢讚你靚，就會keep著果個look
68. 買o的有佢個名o既o野
69. 同佢msn果陣，如果佢覆得唔快就會好失望，而且仲要望著下面果欄寫著"邊個is typing a message now"
70. Send俾佢o既聖誕同新年SMS會同其他人唔同
71. 覺得佢好叻
72. 人地講佢壞話o既時候，絕對唔會加入
73. 同朋友講起佢o既時候會覺得好爽
74. 搵機會度下佢隻手大過你隻手幾多
75. Check下自己o既星座同佢夾唔夾
76. 討厭佢所有討厭o既人
77. 唔介意望倒佢o既腳趾
78. 佢生日o既時候，唔會買o的人人都知佢鍾意o既o野俾佢
79. 唔捨得熄電腦，怕佢隨時online
80. 想見佢，但係見倒佢又會覺得辛苦
81. 同佢對話o既時候，會壓制著自己o既面部表情，反而搞到自己唔知想點咁
82. 許親願或者玩親咩占卜，都係同佢有關
83. 唔會介紹o的靚女friend俾佢識
84. 借o的咦同佢share o的o野飲
85. 同佢搭巴士果陣時扮訓著
86. 搣花瓣
87. 乜都幫佢頂
88. 去唱K o既時候扮晒無男仔陪你唱合唱歌，然之後迫佢同你唱
89. 送o野俾佢唔留名
90. 突然間對所有o的異性都失去興趣
91. 人人講起o的情情搭搭o野果時都覺得講緊自己
92. 覺得如果同佢拍倒拖，就一定會好幸福
93. 覺得大家都ok襯，就算個個都話唔襯
94. 連續打兩個"乞痴"就覺得佢一定係掛著我
95. 少少o野就話自己好唔舒服睇o下佢有咩反應
96. 同佢去完街，返到屋企會勁重溫大家相處果o的片段、說話、食過o的咩……
97. 好Enjoy俾人誤會你地兩個有o野
98. 迫佢同你有單獨相處o既機會
99. o係同一個場合，佢唔走，你唔走
100. 著得靚果日，好鬼想o係條街果度撞倒佢
101. 見倒佢online，等佢同你say hi先，如果佢唔理你，你就會勁灰
102. 唔小心同佢有肌膚之親，都會即刻有觸電o既感覺
103. 每次同佢單獨坐車o既時候，感覺都好似去旅行
104. 就算唔係去果度都話係，等佢順便可以車埋你
105. 佢借o的小o野俾你都會keep著唔還
106. 對佢特別小器
107. o係friendster果度睇晒佢有o的咩friend
108. 特登俾佢知道你有人追
109. 經常對自己o既言行舉止好後悔
110. 希望佢同佢女朋友嗌交
111. 人地問你係咪鍾意佢，你就會答：「痴線」
112. 如果你一路聽我地呢段o野一路諗起某人o既話——你鍾意左佢
Perhaps, these are all true in the past.
112 樣你鍾意一個人o既跡象 [From 903 節目【妹妹妹妹】- 2006-05-06]
1. 見倒佢果陣時會心跳加速
2. 口齒突然間變得好唔伶俐
3. 經常發呆
4. 人地都無話打俾你，你又猛咁o係度等人電話
5. 當佢o係你視線範圍之內，你就會扮睇唔倒佢
6. 當佢離開左你視線範圍之內，你就會勁望佢究竟去左邊
7. 見倒佢開心你自己又會暗地裡開心
8. 出完街之後，好想佢送你返屋企
9. 一班friend食飯果陣時，希望有意無意咁樣坐嚮佢隔離
10. Send SMS俾佢陣時，會好介意自己英文Grammar有冇錯
11. 當佢話唔舒服果陣，你就勁叫佢睇醫生，但係平時自己病又唔會去睇
12. 個個都可以睇你張身分證，除左佢之外
13. 好想佢送o的o野俾你，乜o野都好
14. 成日都留意佢o既言行舉止，估下佢係咪對你有o野呢
15. 如果見倒佢同異性傾計果陣，你會想知佢地講o的乜
16. 成日發夢都夢見佢
17. 如果咁o岩大家著左o的好襯o既衫，就會自己心裡暗叫……妙
18. 不斷打聽佢拍拖o既歷史
19. 會介意佢去完旅行之後返黎無送手信俾你
20. 襯佢背著你o既時候即刻猛咁望著佢個背脊
21. 佢叫你做乜都即刻做，好聽話
22. 偷偷地幫佢執手尾
23. o係手提電話果度噤佢個名或者噤佢o的相出黎睇
24. 同佢o的friend變得好friend
25. 成日去佢經常出沒o既地方留連
26. Send SMS之前同之後都翻睇又翻睇自己寫左o的咩俾佢
27. 主動借o的書借o的碟俾佢，製造再見o既機會
28. 就算佢o係你隔離，你都會成日掛著佢
29. 行街見倒佢鍾意o既o野都會有奇妙o既感覺
30. o係街果度聞倒佢搽果隻香水味會即刻好緊張
31. 就算你有幾唔得閒都會應承佢出去
32. 用133打俾佢，佢一喂就即刻收線
33. 無情情想嗌佢個名
34. 唔敢走去佢附近
35. 習慣每晚都要睇佢個blog
36. 唔想俾佢知你有男朋友
37. 成日開msn或者icq果o的message history回味一下
38. 會深入研究佢所有喜歡o既o野，就算你一o的興趣都無
39. 好想講自己o的o野俾佢聽
40. 佢講乜o野你都會信
41. 見倒佢父母會特別拘緊
42. 講o野之前會plan定一大輪
43. 兩個人獨處有dead air o既時候會感覺十分尷尬
44. 會記著晒佢鍾意食咩、唔鍾意食咩
45. 經過佢屋企o既時候會望上去或者o係下面停一停
46. 一起身擘大眼就會即刻諗起佢
47. 製造無理要求，睇o下佢有咩反應
48. 想知佢鍾意邊個類型o既女仔
49. 佢做任何衰o野都會幫佢諗籍口
50. 用佢幅相黎做電腦wallpaper
51. 不論內容係乜o野，總之save晒o的SMS Message
52. 做垃圾婆，總之有關佢o既o野就乜o野都要keep
53. 會o係紙上面不停咁寫佢個名
54. 成日自己估人地對你有冇o野
55. 每次就算有正經o野搵佢，都會緊張一番
56. 想佢欠你o的o野，例如幫佢買o野又未收佢錢就有鬼得佢
57. 覺得佢梳咩髮型同著咩衫都ok
58. 唔想聽倒佢同佢女朋友講電話
59. 佢一出聲就豎起耳仔，但係就扮晒唔係聽緊佢講o野
60. 好想度下佢高你幾多
61. 同friend講起佢o既時候會用花名或者暗號
62. 唔敢送太貴重或者太大件o既禮物俾佢
63. 因為諗起佢，行行o下街都會無啦啦笑左出黎
64. 搵機會同佢合照
65. 會刻意同佢鬥咀
66. 會留o的問題性o既SMS俾佢，等佢一定要覆返你
67. 如果佢讚你靚，就會keep著果個look
68. 買o的有佢個名o既o野
69. 同佢msn果陣，如果佢覆得唔快就會好失望，而且仲要望著下面果欄寫著"邊個is typing a message now"
70. Send俾佢o既聖誕同新年SMS會同其他人唔同
71. 覺得佢好叻
72. 人地講佢壞話o既時候，絕對唔會加入
73. 同朋友講起佢o既時候會覺得好爽
74. 搵機會度下佢隻手大過你隻手幾多
75. Check下自己o既星座同佢夾唔夾
76. 討厭佢所有討厭o既人
77. 唔介意望倒佢o既腳趾
78. 佢生日o既時候，唔會買o的人人都知佢鍾意o既o野俾佢
79. 唔捨得熄電腦，怕佢隨時online
80. 想見佢，但係見倒佢又會覺得辛苦
81. 同佢對話o既時候，會壓制著自己o既面部表情，反而搞到自己唔知想點咁
82. 許親願或者玩親咩占卜，都係同佢有關
83. 唔會介紹o的靚女friend俾佢識
84. 借o的咦同佢share o的o野飲
85. 同佢搭巴士果陣時扮訓著
86. 搣花瓣
87. 乜都幫佢頂
88. 去唱K o既時候扮晒無男仔陪你唱合唱歌，然之後迫佢同你唱
89. 送o野俾佢唔留名
90. 突然間對所有o的異性都失去興趣
91. 人人講起o的情情搭搭o野果時都覺得講緊自己
92. 覺得如果同佢拍倒拖，就一定會好幸福
93. 覺得大家都ok襯，就算個個都話唔襯
94. 連續打兩個"乞痴"就覺得佢一定係掛著我
95. 少少o野就話自己好唔舒服睇o下佢有咩反應
96. 同佢去完街，返到屋企會勁重溫大家相處果o的片段、說話、食過o的咩……
97. 好Enjoy俾人誤會你地兩個有o野
98. 迫佢同你有單獨相處o既機會
99. o係同一個場合，佢唔走，你唔走
100. 著得靚果日，好鬼想o係條街果度撞倒佢
101. 見倒佢online，等佢同你say hi先，如果佢唔理你，你就會勁灰
102. 唔小心同佢有肌膚之親，都會即刻有觸電o既感覺
103. 每次同佢單獨坐車o既時候，感覺都好似去旅行
104. 就算唔係去果度都話係，等佢順便可以車埋你
105. 佢借o的小o野俾你都會keep著唔還
106. 對佢特別小器
107. o係friendster果度睇晒佢有o的咩friend
108. 特登俾佢知道你有人追
109. 經常對自己o既言行舉止好後悔
110. 希望佢同佢女朋友嗌交
111. 人地問你係咪鍾意佢，你就會答：「痴線」
112. 如果你一路聽我地呢段o野一路諗起某人o既話——你鍾意左佢
Perhaps, these are all true in the past.
Delirium
How much do you know about Periodontology and Root Planing?
Dont ask me.... I am going to have clinical skills exam on it 5 hours later.
Today is a Pathetic studying day.
PS. I love taking snacks... Chocolate, biscuits, marshmallows, candies.... just about everything.
Dont ask me.... I am going to have clinical skills exam on it 5 hours later.
Today is a Pathetic studying day.
PS. I love taking snacks... Chocolate, biscuits, marshmallows, candies.... just about everything.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
No study day....
No study..... but enjoyed a day with family and friends.
Thanks Jon and Kathy for enabling my utmost bizarre idea come true.... you're both my 'best' and 'worst' friends.... Thanks~
Just feel that this world is unfair. Some people are less privileged than others.... Why not help them when you can? You can never know when you'll need help the same way in return. I'm glad that i've done something good tonight.
Moravian Philharmonic is great..... it's such a special night with good music.
PS. Tomorrow is reserved for study.
Thanks Jon and Kathy for enabling my utmost bizarre idea come true.... you're both my 'best' and 'worst' friends.... Thanks~
Just feel that this world is unfair. Some people are less privileged than others.... Why not help them when you can? You can never know when you'll need help the same way in return. I'm glad that i've done something good tonight.
Moravian Philharmonic is great..... it's such a special night with good music.
PS. Tomorrow is reserved for study.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Destiny.
Destiny is.... something that you cant hide nor escape.
Vision is deceiving.... but people tend to believe it.
Nevermind, i'm probably too confused right now. I am leaving for early tea with Kathy and Jon now..... it's a good start of the day.....
PS. Jeff, when are you coming back?
Vision is deceiving.... but people tend to believe it.
Nevermind, i'm probably too confused right now. I am leaving for early tea with Kathy and Jon now..... it's a good start of the day.....
PS. Jeff, when are you coming back?
Friday, May 12, 2006
What it takes to become a dentist.
Tough day... only barely slept for a few hours before popping up again for the log case.... worked for a while with my classmate in the hospital and have clinical session in the afternoon..... one of the worst clinic ever.....
1st patient, 48BO amalgam.... hard to work on..... once finished.... it fractured during occlusion checking (again).... what more can i say...
2nd patient, review.... found that the amalgam i restored in my early year 2 has failed.... the patient has an infected pulp and require a Root Canal Thearpy now.... o well... practice? Feeling down.....
Finally got something to cheer me up at night..... after fighting with the log case for 3 more hours in the hospital, i have finally finished it.... about to hand in tomorrow.....
Even greater news... watched 'silent hill' already..... the movie is quite a good one, i'd say it create the tension that is equally well represented in the original PS2 game. However, i feel that this movie is just not my style, unnecessary blood shedding and storyline that means nothing to me. There are a few thinking point in the movie, for example the religious frantics and their act, the kind of Good VS Evil (it's a little anti-christ/anti-chruch, if you cant tolerate this, it'd be nice if you skip this movie)
Listened to a long story tonight... remember the 'dont worry, be happy' philosophy....
PS. Jeff, glad to know you came by, wanna chat with you, i'll see if i can find you online, till then, take care~
PS.2 Belated Happy Birthday to Lo Kai, i should have told you face to face when we met 2 days ago but i forgot. Happy 22!
1st patient, 48BO amalgam.... hard to work on..... once finished.... it fractured during occlusion checking (again).... what more can i say...
2nd patient, review.... found that the amalgam i restored in my early year 2 has failed.... the patient has an infected pulp and require a Root Canal Thearpy now.... o well... practice? Feeling down.....
Finally got something to cheer me up at night..... after fighting with the log case for 3 more hours in the hospital, i have finally finished it.... about to hand in tomorrow.....
Even greater news... watched 'silent hill' already..... the movie is quite a good one, i'd say it create the tension that is equally well represented in the original PS2 game. However, i feel that this movie is just not my style, unnecessary blood shedding and storyline that means nothing to me. There are a few thinking point in the movie, for example the religious frantics and their act, the kind of Good VS Evil (it's a little anti-christ/anti-chruch, if you cant tolerate this, it'd be nice if you skip this movie)
Listened to a long story tonight... remember the 'dont worry, be happy' philosophy....
PS. Jeff, glad to know you came by, wanna chat with you, i'll see if i can find you online, till then, take care~
PS.2 Belated Happy Birthday to Lo Kai, i should have told you face to face when we met 2 days ago but i forgot. Happy 22!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Ambition.
What is ambition.... i never know until this day....
Was enlightened by Horace when i say, "I want to Be At the level of Charles Yu (my most admired tutor of all) when i gratuate." He told me, "Why not say You want to BEAT the level of Charles Yu when you gratuate." O man, this is really something.... is this a reachable goal? I dunno.... but i shall try my best to give a goal at it.... Be ambitious!
Locked myself in the library again... finally going to finish the anatomy briefly.... i guess i'd need just one more day to finish all and try to memorize them well.
Have to hand in my log-case (case report) on Friday... still stuck with it.... hopefully after some hours of sleep i can function better and write it.....
Dessert at night has become my routine again, thanks Horace.
Shall sleep for a while now.... Estimated Awaking Time: 0800....
PS. Silent Hill is showing on tomorrow, will i have the time to watch it?
Was enlightened by Horace when i say, "I want to Be At the level of Charles Yu (my most admired tutor of all) when i gratuate." He told me, "Why not say You want to BEAT the level of Charles Yu when you gratuate." O man, this is really something.... is this a reachable goal? I dunno.... but i shall try my best to give a goal at it.... Be ambitious!
Locked myself in the library again... finally going to finish the anatomy briefly.... i guess i'd need just one more day to finish all and try to memorize them well.
Have to hand in my log-case (case report) on Friday... still stuck with it.... hopefully after some hours of sleep i can function better and write it.....
Dessert at night has become my routine again, thanks Horace.
Shall sleep for a while now.... Estimated Awaking Time: 0800....
PS. Silent Hill is showing on tomorrow, will i have the time to watch it?
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Study....
Finally gluing myself up once again and head back to studies finally.... is now half way through my anatomy book..... was so astonished by the greek who discovered (and named) so many sturcture in our body (but still, i hate the greek words.... as they make no sense to me).....
Has performed an extraction of upper left and right premolar for a 17 years old boy..... it's so hard taking healthy teeth from healthy people as their bone tend to be hard...... took me so long and a fatigue arm to take those teeth out.... but it's worth it..... finally got 'above expectations' from the hands of my most respected tutor, Charles Yu, in the area of patient management and clinical skills..... gotta work harder and study more in order to get the scores in 'knowledge' as well.....
Skipped class today and enjoyed a long sleep, it's now time again for study.... shall write again soon.
Has performed an extraction of upper left and right premolar for a 17 years old boy..... it's so hard taking healthy teeth from healthy people as their bone tend to be hard...... took me so long and a fatigue arm to take those teeth out.... but it's worth it..... finally got 'above expectations' from the hands of my most respected tutor, Charles Yu, in the area of patient management and clinical skills..... gotta work harder and study more in order to get the scores in 'knowledge' as well.....
Skipped class today and enjoyed a long sleep, it's now time again for study.... shall write again soon.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Thanks
Dunno why... but feeling exhausted to update here.
Thanks to my friends for being here with me.
Kathy, i wish so badly that we can meet soon and enjoy some chat.... but the truth is, we both have the exam coming up.... let's just wait for a little longer....
Started reading finally.... but Armageddon isnt far from me....
'13th of May'..... should be a 'Black Saturday'..... another broken promise... once again...
PS. If i have a cat, i will name her 'Cocoa'... for she is going to be a cat fond of chocolate.
Thanks to my friends for being here with me.
Kathy, i wish so badly that we can meet soon and enjoy some chat.... but the truth is, we both have the exam coming up.... let's just wait for a little longer....
Started reading finally.... but Armageddon isnt far from me....
'13th of May'..... should be a 'Black Saturday'..... another broken promise... once again...
PS. If i have a cat, i will name her 'Cocoa'... for she is going to be a cat fond of chocolate.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Once again.
Was in a misery this few days... School is still in a mess.... seems that nothing is going right lately...
Loke Yew Hightable on Sunday.... was kind of fun and amazing experience....
Went to LKF that night.... done something that i should do in my whole life...
Congrads to my friends, who have foretold another true prophecy about me... I'm a mess, aint I?
Thanks Horace for being with me this afternoon.
PS. I'm have serious doubts on my ability as a Doctor for others.... the only thing i am capable of doing is just harm and damage.... I wish i never existed.
Loke Yew Hightable on Sunday.... was kind of fun and amazing experience....
Went to LKF that night.... done something that i should do in my whole life...
Congrads to my friends, who have foretold another true prophecy about me... I'm a mess, aint I?
Thanks Horace for being with me this afternoon.
PS. I'm have serious doubts on my ability as a Doctor for others.... the only thing i am capable of doing is just harm and damage.... I wish i never existed.
Reserved.
"I ain't no Saint,
For I am only Human;
O My Merciful Lord,
Please forgive my Sins."
What is done is done, there is nothing left in me...
A sincere sorry. Thanks for everything.
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For I am only Human;
O My Merciful Lord,
Please forgive my Sins."
What is done is done, there is nothing left in me...
A sincere sorry. Thanks for everything.
2005050302351415
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