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Have taken several small steps to walk me out of my misery for now.... just feel quite clueless about myself (Jeff.... i'm fine.... just complaining right here)

Kinda like sitting real still on my bed, thinking of what's happening around me (that's some kind of meditation...) i now realize the fact that this world is always much larger that what we think.... and what we do always give a impact to it.... but we can never control it.... it might be better if we dun think of any consequences and do things as we wanted.... in this way you may have a better life......

Alright... Enough blathering... let me see what i have done for today....... Full day clinic again... have quite a bizzarre encounter with my year 1 tutor that she ended up picking me up to PPDH from Hall..... well... it's really a strange story..... but i'd consider myself lucky in ways.....

Morning session.... fighting with my nemesis again.... used 3 amalgam pellet to completely restore a grossly broken down tooth (with only one-sixth of tooth substance left.... i'd say it's a rather impressive work from me ^^)

Afternoon.... endured a boring MOS consultation.... met a rather problematic patient (i actually have pity on her as i consider myself a whole lot more fortunate than she do....) i guess that only good thing about dentistry is that it gives you a chance to interact with people... and if you're willing to think more, you'll get more out of it......

Night.... was occupied by the Hall business again..... just tedious works and works and works.....

Just some incident has swirled my mind again..... shall i live with regrets? In one way, it's always worth the try to things that you're not confident with... but then.... why not leave a trace of regret in life such that it drive you through the rest of your life?? that's really something contradicting..... What can I do?

PS. Secrets cant be kept for long
PS2. Thanks Horace, "Problems are meant to be solved, but not to evade from it." I'll mark you words.