Pretty bad start of Febrary.

Okay, I'm now back.....

I didnt intend to quit writing for so long.... but then the connections to blogger was quite laggy when i'm in the right mood to write..... i really missed the feeling of writing here....

I always dont have a good feeling towards Feb. especially after a long Chinese Lunar Holiday and it's now time to work 10+ hours in the hospital, taking blame both from the top (tutors, professors) and bottom (the patients.... they really suffer though)..... leave alone the stresses from studies..... man, life is real tough....

It's getting quite windy and cold in hong kong these few days... dunno why but i just simply hate this kind of weather.....

Spent my Saturday and Sunday leisurely..... without doing much but i guess that's the only way to rejuvenate my worn-out soul....

Monday, full day clinic, as dementing as usual..... just lucky enough to witness the effect aspirin has on a surgical wound without killing the patient.... that's really horrible when you see blood flowing out (pretty much like you open a tap) instead of just dripping out..... Bloody Hell....

Tuesday... struggled for long before decided to get back for school in the morning.... pretty much a normal day....

It's a St. Valentine's Dayon Tuesday as well.... dunno what i should write here... probably it's just my personality... i have no chance to fulfill my plans.... Au revoir.

Wednesday... was kinda sloppy again.... took the patient folder back to hall but didnt even touched it.... Just wanna sit real still and feel.... images kept flashing in my head.... it's quite a wonderful feeling.... now that i understand why people will love meditation or Zen.... it really helps your mind.....

Thursday.... clinic again.... have decided to take this patient as my log case (i've gotta present his progress to my superior at the end of term)..... it's time to get serious.... gotta prove myself. (but all these come with a price... eg. i stayed till 7 in the library just to flip through his previous dental history and work out the diagnosis and treatment planning...... i hope it's worth it)

Dear all.... Sorry if i sound too chaotic in this entry..... frankly... i dun really know what i'm writing as well.... just some random thoughts~

PS. Jeff, dun be too upset about your car, it's just sheer bad luck (just be optimistic and wait for the good luck to come)

紀念 - 鄧穎芝

到了　紀念約會那套好戲那截戲飛失落了
我卻知道　若是毫無大變　我怎麼會哭了
送了　禮物有沒有接收過我亦給你傷害了
坐到通宵　你為何只懂苦笑
如暗示我再難被你需要

從沒有人知　當初我共你相戀為何紀念只可以到此
再沒後來也想將你懷緬　延續那感情線
換你手中的戒指　
原諒我無知　情人節講分手算不算絕情未能和你試一次
我這個玩笑　不得已成真　分手初吻　在同一天終結　可不可以

算了　紀念再重要到底也接近尾聲玩完了
再見擁抱　並沒甜言蜜語　已經不再緊要
散了　你亦要令我痛心說最後一次失陪了
面對失戀　我如何抑止心跳
人已被你挾持沒法呼叫

從沒有人知　當初我共你相戀為何紀念只可以到此
再沒後來也想將你懷緬　延續那感情線
換你手中的戒指　
原諒我無知　情人節講分手算不算絕情未能和你試一次
我這個玩笑　不得已成真　分手初吻　在同一天終結　可不可以

記得　當年今日我們剛開始現在　
你的吻卻帶有苦澀
苦得我不敢親口承認感情終止
紀念日誰像我如此

當初發誓要一起為何紀念只可以到此
我自問曾放開一切嘗試留在你生命線
做你掌心的女子

難道你明知情人節講分手至少夠突然令人忘卻了心智
你繼續陪我　我繼續流淚　多麼諷刺
但求你別淡忘　這種景緻