Count Down

Last day of 2005.... trying to live most out of it.

The count down towards my exam has also started..... 5 days left.....

Have wasted the previous two days..... but i got my mind young and fresh again~

Spent last night chatting with Kathy and Jonathan on MSN.... just realized how long i havent logged on to MSN (my version is still on ver. 4.3..... while the latest release is ver. 7.5......) it's been really great chatting with them (or else i wont stay up this time in the morning)..... just hope that our problems will be solved as the new year approach~

PS. Happy Birthday to Kathy
PS2. Wanted to watch Love Actually again.... it's such a christmas must-watch..... somehow lost the warm feeling this christmas~

Post-Christmas time

As what i have mentioned in my last entry..... i have been growing lazy lately..... just didnt bother to write here too often.... but in order to clear the puzzle of what have happened to me (including some possible guess that i am dead or being kidnapped by E.T...... you name it....)... i have decided to put entries here once again......

I had quite a remarkable Christmas time this year... and also this year it's a lazy christmas as well.... i have met some of my best friends during the holiday break.... enjoyed a chat with James, Sally, Jonathan and Samuel (the usual gang of "hea").... watched the Harry Potter movie (which is quite good.... a 85 marks assumed that you have read the book already).... Had a traditional British Christmas meal in uncle's house..... um... pretty much of what i have done in this holiday.....

I still havent found the time to meet with my sister and some of my friends like Kathy and Chris.... so if you see my entry here... do tell me when you will be free so that we can meet someday, okay?

As it's coming to the end of 2005.... i cant stop looking back and see what i have done this year..... result.... just realized that this year is pretty much wasted.... what a shame....

New year's resolution..... didnt think much about this...... i guess i'd better be more concentrated on studies before i got kicked out of my faculty (not likely.... but still with a chance)..... and i dun need much luck in exam (as i always regard the exam result is the outcome of hardwork, instead of luck......)..... i hope i have better determination in putting myself in studies instead.....

Dear Friends, just wish you all a happy study life (merry book-eating) and all the best in year 2006.

Update....

Sorry for abandoning this place for so long.... just dun feel like writing lately.....

The temperature in HK is still cold.... but seems that i am starting to adapt to it.....

Failed the Key skills assessment... quite stupid actually.... but also reveals that i need to do more reading.....

Have fallen ill since the failed exam..... Still with a sore throat now.....

So many of my friends are back..... just hope to see you all soon~

I still havent started my revision..... what should i do?

I dunno...... just hope everyone a Merry Chirstmas.... the worries, leave till next year then~

Just like Heaven

Just 2 more things about the movie i watched last night.

First is a critic found on the net about this movie, very true and correct indeed....

Just Like Heaven
一套相當好的電影，看似老套，但亦有一定深度。
一連串的巧合，建構出一個不平凡的愛情故事。一連串的經歷締造兩個相愛的心。
同時面對天意的「戲弄」，迷失自己，不知道自己在幹嗎？不知道自己是誰？雖然好像是David單方為要協助Elizabeth尋找自己，甚至在最危急時冒險拯救。又或Elizabeth把他忘記，仍默默為她建造她心中的公園。看似單向，但 David其實同時亦找回了愛的勇氣。
每人心中都有他的天堂，一個在勞碌中休憩的地方，一個給你差電的空間。Elizabeth的天堂就是David所造。David的天堂就是Elizabeth的家。美！絕美！

Secondly, just one song that i feel really suited this movie

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Clinical Visit

Finally ended up doing nothing on the Tuesday night..... just gaming, gambling and chatting and spent the night till 5 in teh morning.....

Briefly caught a few hours of sleep and wake in a bloody cold morning..... dressed up and leave for Mong Kok to have a clinical visit of Dr. She's office..... so impressive.... it's not a big clinic but it's really neat.... might not be a too bad idea to run a private clinic if i can own a clinic quite like that.... i am also quite sure that i must work harder and become a specialist.... never encounter a general dental practitioner with such a cozy office......

Lunch.... Thanks to Dr She who treated our group to Langham Place for lunch.... it's a decent Jap/Chin restuarant (btw, it should be very expensive as well)..... got a very good meal there and dont even bother to look at the bill.... a great thanks to Dr. She..... (by the way.... just realized that Dr. She, though being a man at work and a tutor in PPDH.... his life style isnt really far from us.... can go clubbing or drinking some time later ^^)

Afternoon... went shopping in Mong Kok..... watched a movie "Just like Heaven".... first time watching a movie not even knowing the plot or the stars.... finally turn out just fine.... it's quite a simple plotted, romantic movie.... some scenes make me think of the classic 'Ghost'.... overall a 75 marks for this one....

It's getting late now and i shall sleep soon... gotta tune my biological clock back to normal such that i can wake on Friday for exam.....

PS. once again... i HATE the cold weather!!!

Special Project

Have been working on my 'special project' for the past few days..... i just realized that i am actually quite talented in doing such artwork.... um.... i better not talk too much here.... will let you know more afterwards.....

Was doing nothing lately.... i guess it would be better for me to head back to study soon....

Getting lazy

Woke up very late in the afternoon on Saturday..... went out to the hair stylist and got a new hair cut..... meet Kevin afterwards.... did a bit of shopping and enjoyed a meal in Mong Kok then get back to Hall and was exhausted.....

Sunday.... once again getting lazy.... doing nothing important for the whole day.... enjoyed a good movie, "Closer" by Julia Roberts, Clive Owen, Jude Law and Natalie Portman..... 4 great actors.... and the structure of the whole layout is even better..... the cruel side of the society and love is so accurately portrated..... if you havent seen this film you should try to squeeze sometime to watch it..... a 80 marks movie....

Study..... Study..... Study.... (red lights flashing....)

Holiday at last.....

Thanks god i have finally finished all class for year 2005 (still got one exam coming up actually), good time for a short break before heading to class again in 2006....

Friday morning, though i have plenty of sleep the night before, i still feel quite tired in the morning session when having the ortho lesson.... just cant get the faintest idea on orthodontics yet..... but today's lesson has already been better than a week before (which i slept as if i am dead....)... things will get better with times.... i am sure about this.....

Our group have also arranged a visit to Dr. She's clinic in MK next week.... really wanted to see how the private practice is like (this is actually the last PBL problem for year 5..... Kathy and Charles are having their final PBL lesson today.... that's so great, they can finally escape from this system while i still have years to go.....)

Had lunch and fell asleep like dead in the library....

Afternoon, clinical time.... has been doing quite well in the restorative work today.... i am going to have the exactly same procedure in my key skill assessment next week, just hope that i can maintain such standard on that day (hard as i dun have any clinic next week.... i am on holiday already....) Just realized one reason why i should hate Dr. F. Chu so much (just in case if you forgot... his name pop up quite often in my blog and he is the tutor for my group... whenever you see his name you shall also see the cursing i had for him....)... It so happened that he is a DBS boy... i never feel the rivalry between the 2 school as fierce as this..... (if you dont know what i am saying, just ignore it....)

Had a pleasurable chat with my groupmates in McDonald... that should be the last time we chat before the exam.... Add oil everyone.... Superpass is a must ^^

Got back to hall and did the laundry and cleaned my room... now the room is perfectly prepared for study.... gotta strive hard during the holiday!!!

Gave myself a break for today..... just gaming and chat with floormates....

Realized that i have not contacted my friends for long time..... i am going to make up for it.... shall meet with Kevin tomorrow and find sister for dinner sometime in next week~

Death week.....

Was pressed too hard by the school work in the last 2 days.....

Wednesday, last lesson for the RPD lesson..... was kind of disastrous as i have skipped many of the previous classes and the preparation i did in class was sub-optimal..... finally resulting in a denture that neither fit the dental arch nor allow functional occulsion..... during my trimming of the clasp even worse outcome resulted.... i have fractured the retentive clasp arm... i have expected that i will fail the course for certain (as i am never the favourite of the tutor anyways...) but somehow i got lucky and logically explained the mistake i made during the preparation and its consequence.... the tutor seemed to accept the explaination and i got a pass for the course in the end...... this shows that the previous studying on the topic you ought to know is indeed very important......

Wed afternoon... sleeping like hell....

Thursday, only wake because our group has arranged to have lunch with our LA clinic tutor Dr. Yu.... all went good except when we are in the canteen.... when some tutor (with the surname of Chu...) finished his lunch and was too free that he somehow stick his fat arse to one of the chair of our table..... gosh, one whole lunch gathering just been spoiled.....

Afternoon.... doomsday..... was totally speechless when answering the tutor's question.... somehow angry but i guess i should feel ashamed..... should have known the answer should i have done better in studies..... grey....

Night... gathering of the O camp group.... though not productive at all... but it's still quite fun.... just need occassion like that to relax myself..... just wish everyone a superpass here ^^

It's late at night now and i got classes tmr.... shall stop here... write soon.

PS. just failed to respond when somebody behave totally differently....

Damn cold day.....

I am not particularly hating winter... but days like today are just killing..... it's just too damn cold.... it's such a bad feeling when you can feel the coldness 'radiating' from outside to inside (through the windows and even the walls....).... it's even worse than snowing as places which snow will have heating of somekind.... but this is not the case in HK.... cold in HK is just a bad experience.... cant stop shievering even when dressed in so many layer of clothes....

My last few days.... pretty much as bad as the weather in HK... Sunday.... cant concentrate too much on study...

Monday.... slept till very late in the morning.... attended the surgery clinic in the afternoon... pretty normal day.... having the superpass dinner with floormate that night.... having witnessed a car accident that i was there to help the victim... some creepy feeling aroused again that i should have work harder for transfer to Medicine instead in my junior years.... just cant do too much to help as a dentist.... is it really too late now?

Tuesday... once again slept till late in the afternoon.... forgot to attend for the Hall photo taking (nevermind... just not interested this time....).... attended school in the afternoon and got quite a good evaluation from my tutor for this module..... so far so good for life... then later at night is the High Table... which many of the ex-floormate came back for the graduation photo.... quite a pleasant night....

Wednesday.... after 2 nights of excessive sleeping... i was totally deprived from sleep today... Wendy was sick last night and gotta look after her... i wish i am the one getting sick, just not her....

Just too tired right now.... school starts in 1 hour.... shall write soon~

Reunion...

Back to study mood.... finally did some study over the weekend time....

Saturday night, nice reunion with my O camp group pumpkins..... happiness, it's simple as that, isnt it?

PS. "傳聞"大會 is fun~

Basic need....

Was without sleep for long already....

Friday morning.... managed to get back to school (and very early indeed as i didnt sleep the night before) for the ortho lesson.... if i wasnt considering the attendance record i am certain i will skip the class as i did nothing during the class time but sleep..... i was so tired that i can sleep while my groupmates are chatting loudly (if not yelling) right next to me..... sigh.... need to work hard on othro once i finished the RPD reading in hand....

Afternoon.... my case got taken up by Dr. Chu..... what more can i say.... my electrosurgery case.....

Later that night... went back to home for dinner.... was too tired that i took a nap before going back to hall at 11......

123.... what a lovely number.....

PS. Happy Birthday to Jeff.

Kiss the Girl - Peter Andre

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
Possible she wants you too
There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl

Sha la la la la la
My oh my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Ain't that sad?
Ain't it a shame?
Too bad,
he gonna miss the girl

Now's your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl

Sha la la la la la
Don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You want to kiss the girl

Sha la la la la la
Float along
And listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
Sha la la la la
The music play
Do what the music say
You got to kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
You wanna kiss the girl
You've gotta kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl

My blog has became a weekly.

Sigh... been really busy over the last week and only got time for updates a few times this week..... had been really great in terms of attendence in class, only skipping one lab lesson on thursday, the others are all present..... just hope that this record is not going to spoil tomorrow....

Right, let me sum up what i have done this few days.

Wednesday, finally going back for the Removable partial denture class.... being nagged by Dr. Yiu constantly in the class (luckily i have sent my denture for fabrication of wax up yesterday).... still got a lot to do and work this week...

Afternoon, got lunch with the 3.6 groupmates (with Wendy joining me afterwards)..... the 3.6 study group then pop back to the library for studies that afternoon.... but that is a unproductive afternoon (probably because we had too much for lunch that afternoon)..... cant stop falling asleep... and by the time i wake at 5 that day i found that my members are already gone and i head back to hall as well.

Later that night, has been doing nothing serious as well, just recall playing a game or so... doing my laundry and was feeling a bit sick that night (has been on the brink of ill the whole week already.....) luckily i was with Wendy that night......

Thursday... has been struggling whether to maintain the 'perfect' record of my school attendance.... but then finally giving up (but i have made the right choice as my groupmates, without a thought, all skipped that lesson concurrently.....).... Waking up just briefly before the lesson start.... was running late for class but then even greater accident happened.... i was locked in the staircase with the faulty lock of PPDH..... gosh.... for the patient part.... fairly okay la..... nothing went too wrong..... but still a long way from discharging this patient.....

Afternoon.... after the dinner the 3 guys in 3.6 have done a good job in getting their studies done.... finally feeling the good side about this study group.... division of labour while each doing a specific topic.... add oil ar, groupmates.....

It's thursday night now and i'll have school tomorrow at 9.... shall stop here~

Healthy life.

Have been living quite a organized life this week..... and attending all of my class... (that's sounds new to me)

Monday, originally dun have class but Dr. She just given us one make-up class at 10..... could have sleep for a little longer but decided not to as i wanna spend some time with her... we travelled together back to school and i just took a nap in the common room before class.... the class that day was killing again... just lots of terminology and works.... make me feel more and more miserable towards orthodontics work..... maybe i really need to flip through some pages before i made the definite judgement... but for now i just feel that ortho is not my cup of tea.....

Had school till 1 in the afternoon..... only briefly had lunch in the canteen and have to work again, this time in LA clinic... was on a solo again, luckily i have decided not to take up the additional case as the one i am working on was so complicated (to me).... just lots of unhappy events took place that afternoon..... failure of local anaesthetic due to dentist technique (yea, that's me), incorrect application of elevator, nervousness.... o well.... out of the 3 teeth for extraction i can only manage to pull one out.... and the worse thing is that the tutor came and within 2 minutes he got the other 2 and discharged the patient..... gosh, he is my idol..... OMFS, the only place i wanna be after graduation......

Was too dead after the long day that my mind was floating when having dinner (sorry~) (and probably i have got a cold again).... Slept at 8 that night....

Sleeping fully prepares me for another day.... Tuesday, a useless PBL case and i am free for the whole day.... i spent it on study with the newly formed "3.6 Study Group".... it's not too effective as this is the few occassion that we learn together and from each other.... but things will work out soon... just glad that we're on the right track for studies finally.... (Also to note, this is also the day that the 3 guys of us, me, horace and jeff, all coincidentally slept in the tutorial room... not a bad event to mark the establishment of the study group, right?)..... study study study.....

Just one regret lately.... time is really not enough... wanna be with somebody when i'm physically locked in the library~

Anyways.... write later~ gotta sleep soon.... better before 11..... tomorrow is going to be another long day.

PS. Absent from school do have it's hidden cost..... i gotta work the whole day to clean up with the mess i made from not attending class.

Productive? Or not?

Have been working over the weekend, didnt expect the project for the broadening course will take me so long to complete...... i should have just scribble something and send to the course director as i never need to worry about the grades (as long as i pass the passing mark of coz)....

Was woken up at 3 on Saturday afternoon by my floormate (who happen to be my project groupmate)..... have been working on the project since then...... waking up from such a shallow sleep is killing.... can never concentrate after that brief 4 hours sleep..... by the way just feel that i havent written any academic english since promoting to University (lucky? some what...) now writing a 500 word report is already killing me..... leave alone the online assignment that require me to write a whole lot more...... nevermind.... finally making the deadline (handing in only 15 minutes before the midnight deadline....) enjoyed a good sleep afterwards....

Sunday, did something that i would not normally do... going to library for studies.... i must thank my groupmate for making such initiative (but that should happen more frequent tho)..... originally asked to meet at 10 but only able to gather at 11.... nevermind, it's not a bad start.... but i would really prefer to wake a little later such that i will not sleep in library for the first 2 hour to put myself together..... staying for 4 more hours afterwards, reading something that i should have read in year 1 or 2...... i now realize why some of my patient complained previously.... o well, everything is in part of the learning process, right??

Have been unproductive since the library closed...... going back to home and rest a little, caught some tv shows and then do the shopping..... coming back to hall at midnight and chatted with friends..... this routine must be changed soon.... if i can at least have 10 percent productivity that i currently wasted, i am sure i will not have to pick up my books again for a very long time...... sigh.... when can i do it??

All due respect.

Just been through several mood swings in one day.... got quite a lot to write right here.

Once again became the no-show in class.... skipping Dr. She's Ortho clinic again.... should i continue this way i might very soon live a fugitive life in the hospital.... sigh... (but still glad that i didnt show up for today's class.... from 9 till 1..... useless "professional" seminar.....)

Popping up in the hospital for polyclinic.... finally a seemingly normal class in this bizarre week... successfully finished what i planned to do at 4.... it wasnt long before Dr Chu came and told me to do some other procedures on my patient..... okay, i then worked.... it's not an easy case but luckily i wasnt under the 'close' supervision of the tutor (literal meaning of close.... his back touching my back....) cant finish the case before 5 but just temporarily dress it with IRM and have to wait till next week for some mild oral surgery (to be done by tutor anyways...).... everything still seemed fine until one of my groupmate perforated a tooth on his endo case.... the atmosphere of the clinic changed so rapidly.... he's under stress and the assisstant looked as though they could kill.... Dr Chu was no better.... all the 'other' students can only stand aside and see how things are going, each with a strong desire to leave first but nobody dare to ask under such circumstances.... by the time we leave the hospital is already one hour late than usual....

Quickly got back to hall and dress up (thanks tony for the ironing) while facing pressure from different groups... but just wanna say that money to me is nothing, if this small sum of money can buy someone's dignity, i never have to have second thoughts but to see you lose face... when some people, after 4 years of University studies, still cannot prioritize their options and blame that on other people.... yea well... what more can i say.... what a disgrace....

It's the annual dinner for the Faculty of Dentistry tonight in Happy Valley Racecourse, everyone is dressed in their best suit and it's quite a joyful night.... just too bad that Mei didnt come tonight or else our group can have a really great night~ (someday we are sure that class of 08 can win the beer drinking competition.... with me and Horace and Jeff, just no better combination than the trio of us in dental....) (For the less experienced drinker, just take care of yourself.... worried)

Went to some bars with our group first and then later joined the others in LKF.... never expected a wild night there can be so fun..... maybe we're all too stressed usually? Clubbing is always fun but seeing others drunk is not such a pleasant case.... especially when you feel you're the few left who are sane enough to escort them back...... well... overall a great night anyways~

End up travelling with Horace and Jeff.... we intended for a chat but it later transformed to a drinking party in campus (Hon Ki joined us some time afterwards).... What a wonderful chat with them.... it's the first time we have sat down like this and chat... just some causal topics but still with roars of laughters~ heard of something quite meaningful from them tonight, "Year 1 will never understand how life in Year 3 is like." True, very true indeed.... solutions?

Originally wanna drink the hell out of our lifes.... but turn out that everyone got something to do the next day (today).... nevermind.... just dunno when the next time will be......

Currently 'still' working on my project.... due today and i guess i'd be better to scribble something to them.... enough blathering right here..... write later~

PS. Getting sick of myself (and also people around me) being emotional...
PS2. I seemed to lose myself...

Updates.

Long time not writing here. Been very ill over the last few days that all my works came to an halt (including my schoolwork), deadlines are still looming closer and closer....

Just dont bother to write much here as i've been a biggest fool tonight... I'm sorry.

Interesting day....

Had a rough night last night.... unpacking my things at home and get them organized till 7 in the morning.... had lunch at home and went out for fun...

First time, getting to Shatin... Went there for movie, watched a Jap film called "Nana", which is a film about 2 girls who shared the same name, having a totally opposite character, end up knowing each other and live together, and have encountered some roughness on their search of their loved ones..... i didnt have much expectation towards Jap movie but this one really changed my mind.... the organization of this film is quite good and they way they film it is marvelous.... and the songs are great too (try to search for the song "Glamourous Sky" by 中島美嘉) (one more thing... the more i look at 中島美嘉, the more i feel that she's exactly the same as my sister Kathy.... must let her know about this...) an overall 80 marks movie~

Took the train back to Mong Kok for Dinner..... getting back to Hall afterwards.... it's really a cold day but i dun feel cold at all.....

Surprised how the news spread in the hall.... but i kinda enjoy that....

PS. LOTS of deadlines coming up.... gotta work hard~

向全世界說愛你 - 許志安

全世界也安靜 為了聽我宣佈
從前我最想找的已經遇到
全世界也感動 我真心我真意
同誠意送上祝福兩相偕老
(來陪你引證此生愛可不老)

有你便有最好 心因你自豪
同行共上路 有多驕傲
愛完全給你 亦同樣得到
動情原是極美的消耗

每一個羨慕 我都感覺到
向憂鬱苦惱寫句號
印於這路上 沒前後的腳步
心扣心 由長夜吻到清早

愛共你探討 火跟你製造
情全面傾倒 放膽表露
我從前雖也 像條害羞草
講I Love U 沒半點吞吐

Forced Retreat....

O well... life cant get better than waking up in the late afternoon.... all i see from the window when i wake is the dusking sun.... whole day wasted...

By the time i cooked my dinner and was about to get on some serious studies.... shit happens.... The fuse box of the floor just kinda exploded and left our whole floor in complete darkness (it's kind of unfair as only our floor is affected...).... the situation is really quite bad that i start to realize how the people in Iraq was living.... no electricity, no online service.... all i can do is to listen to radio and use the remaining power of my laptop to watch a movie (Spider Man 2, which is a good movie with some meaning..... sometimes for justice, you'll have to give up something that you desire... even your dreams..... that's awesome....).... have no other choice but to run with my frozen food (the fridge is out too....) back to home....

It's been quite a while since i last stayed at home.... and it's also the first time i came back after my room is renovated..... i finally start organizing my things into place.... saw so many photos that raise my memories.... and all the cards and letters my friend sent me.... just lovely... really missed the days we're together..... My dear friends, Friendship forever~

Tomorrow gonna be an interesting day.... expecting it to come.....

Medical Condition.

Okay.... i am thinking kind of slow as i have endured a really long day....

Friday morning.... it's a good ole friday morning and the bed is soft and warm.... just cant find places better than my dormitory room.... if it wasnt for the stupid orthodontics clinic lesson i will stay in bed as long as i could..... as its name suggest, 'ortho' clinic is awful.... have no idea what the tutor is doing as everyone judge the same case differently... we're kind of volunteer helping the tutor to see their case and make baseline record without learning a single thing.... and today is ever worse.... purely case discussion... which is staring at the slides and listening to the tutor murmuring alien language...... just found out i can perform some multi-tasking during class.... for example, dozing off and simultaneously nodding my head (it's kinda reflex anyways...).... have to struggle hard to stay awake.....

Lunch time.... busiest ever in my life in PP.... the ortho lesson has ran late till 1245 and i have to do all the paperwork for my patient, leave me with almost no time for lunch.... but still with plenty of time seeing people sleeping cozily on the sofa in the common room.... how lovely~

Afternoon.... Clinic under Dr. Chu.... finally have some inspiration regarding the popular said word 'Pok Chun' (meaning work hard....) if you try to rearrange the sequence of letter, you'll get "No PK Chu"..... isnt that obvious enough..... i can only perform to my best if that monster is not around...... received several critical hits regarding the medical history of my patient during the briefing time.... totally silenced..... sigh...

The clinical procedure are okay today..... have plenty of time left and enough to refer my patient to a specialist to consider for removal..... the only best thing i can do for my patient for now is to get them referred.... isnt that ironic?

Suddenly feel that my sister Kathy is really brilliant.... shown her with the radiograph and she can tell me what's wrong with the patient and the management.... it's as though she's seen the patient before..... i must work hard and one day perform as good as she do~~

Afterschool.... this is where the nightmare begin..... i first went to Sandy Bay to support the Hall's Hockey team.... it's been a really great performance by the team tonight.... we won Lady Ho Tung Hall by 1:0..... It's a real occassion i can feel such a strong hall spirit.....

Have to get back to campus immediately after the match to support the next chong's function.... seeing they have put together quite a successful function is a happy thing.... and more that they have gathered a group of people interested in the chong is even more satisifactory....

Went to dinner with Eddy and Josephine..... congrads to Eddy who have already secured his job offer... and all the best to Jo who's leaving for Toronto soon......

Later that night.... Time spent alone in MSN.... chatting with so many long without contact friends.... James... just surprised to heard from you.... Jeff... great dude.... Janice... support you in your exam.... Jason... U6 do look ugly anyways~

PS. With you, i'm never tired.... 抱抱天使的禮物....

Work and sleep...

Intentionally skipped the morning lesson as i desperately feel the urge to recharge myself.... was awake briefly at 8 but turn back to sleep again..... never know somebody was in my room during my sleep.... wake at noon and cook myself a lunch and went for school.... (late for the day... have to catch the cab....)

Originally i planned that with such sufficient sleep, my clinical performance will be much better.... indeed not... i do have much better control over my hand and moves... but then my judgement are impaired.... i act as though i know nothing about dentistry... pretty disastrous performance.... it's also the first time i received a below expectation grade from the tutor.... well.... not bad at all... at least it signified there's such a need for me to improve.... and as the tutor will give a 'below' to me..... someday i'll make him see that i do worth to get an 'above' as well....

Watched some dramas in the Dental Festival tonight.... if the drama is true... then i am sure i'll have a tough life.... (luckily that wont happen... i knew that....)

McDonald has never taste that good before....

I'm still in heavy debts of Homework.... gosh.... but i feel tired easily whenever i'm working on them.....

Death.

Have been associated with several 'death' issue lately....

Tuesday... morning lesson with a new (but not okay) tutor.... wasted one whole morning on some stupid topic....

Afternoon.... doing nothing productive.... played a few games before heading out with the ex-floormates for dinner in Wan Chai.... went for MJ with them afterwards.... but i was simply too tired to join any of their game that i'd rather choose to catch some sleep there..... have late dinner again before going back to Hall with Yu and Ewing... it's been really great chatting with Ewing as his speech is always enlightening... chat again when we have time~

Later that night... having a bad headache... thanks for the herbal medicine...

Wednesday.... falling asleep like dead... was late for school and my performance was really sub par.... basically have to sturggle hard to keep awake... sigh.... gotta catch up before next week....

Afternoon... after celebrating my dental group father's birthday in common room (not exactly like a celebration but more of a reunion... anyway....) went to Sai Wan with Lotion and Shiny to do the interview with the people in funeral business.... as we are doing a project for the broadening course we took together.... it's quite fascinating to see so many 'products' are available for the dead.... quite fun actually... but the write up part is disastrous.... gotta find some time to finish it...

Fell asleep like a dead man that afternoon.... sorry that i missed your call...

Meet with parents for a while at night.... just told them how i'm up to lately...

Received the 'letter of dead' (or maybe the 'Letter for the dead'??).... Exam time-table is out... gosh.... (projected death date: 5th Jan.....)

Works to do.... still got several write-ups and a project on my account.... plus to never ending reading that i have to complete... leave alone the journals..... when will i finish them all?

Conclusion: Doomed.....

戀人未滿

Everybody need some space. I'm going to appreciate that.

I have faith in us, just take it step by step.

Today would be an otherwise ordinary day..... waking up at noon and going back to school for the surgery clinic.... it's time for me to 'act' like a real dentist when i am doing the consultation for the patient.... dunno why i feel kind of relieved when i know i dun need to perform the surgery... am i just nervous or i am sub-consciously afraid of it? I just cant let this happen as i really wanted to get in this department..... hopefully when i'm actually doing to procedure i will feel better...

Staying in the library for the afternoon... it's about time for me to formulate a good study plan... (a 3-years-combined-into-1-year style).....

PS. 3 roses... meaning?
PS2. 怕 逃避你
PS3. 想 回到過去

2005-11-14 0300 我的開始在這裡...

"To the world you may be somebody; but to me, you are my world."

What more can i say?

I'd expect to do it in a better place, in a better time.... but who knows, being impulsive and causal can also be a good thing...

My current playlist:

第一天 - 孫燕姿
浪漫手機 - 周杰倫
I knew I loved you - Savage Garden
All that I need - Corrinne May
She - Elvis Costelo
When I Fall in Love - Nat King Cole
I was born to Love you - Queen
She's the One - Robbie Williams
When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
Unbreakable - Westlife
我找到了 - 何韻詩
刻不容緩 - 容祖兒/李克勤
I'll be Loving you - 梁詠琪
無條件為你 - 梁靜茹
Eyes on Me - 王菲
真愛無敵 - 許茹芸
不要離我太遠 - 鄧麗欣
愛你是我一生中理想 - 鄭秀文
一切很美．只因有你 - 陳慧琳
愛是最大權利 - Ping Pung
我愛你 - S.H.E.
戀愛大過天 - Twins
第一次 - 光良
愛你一萬年 - 劉德華
Be My Valentine - 古巨基
地下街 - 周國賢
不知不覺愛上你 -李克勤
每天愛你多一些 - 張學友
不得不愛 - 潘瑋柏
男人不該讓女人流淚 - 蘇永康
星河感覺 - 許志安
只要為你活一天 - 謝霆鋒
愛的呼喚 - 郭富城
一生愛你一個 - 鄭伊健
天下無雙 - 陳奕迅
愛很簡單 - 陶吉吉
我這樣愛你 - 黎明
Forever Love - 王力宏

PS. My room has finally finished the renovation.. but still with lots to tidy up.
PS2. Went to have dinner with family tonight... not so important after all....
PS3. 14th Nov, 2005 till forever. I'm just crazily in love....

Gossip Topic.

Today is a day of both good and bad....

Slept quite early last night... but then still missing the alarm clock and wake just 5 minutes before class time (failed to wake somebody...)..... if i have not skip the previous ortho lesson... i am quite sure i'll just keep on sleeping.... Attending the class is a bad idea.... i dun even have a patient for that lesson as i was absent on the clinical time.... the tutor simply read the facts from the book and we're just there to assist him treating patient... we learnt nothing out from that process at all.... I cant stop sending SMS during the class time... just too bored.... (i can now type in my mobile phone without looking at my key pad..... and i can also do it single-handedly under the table..... this might be useful sometimes)

Lunchtime... McDonald meal.... Salad and Big Mac.... the perfect match.... cant believe this was the first time somebody see me in uniform.... luckily i always look good in that not-so-good-looking uniform~

Afternoon... hellish clinical time... i start to feel pity for my patient.... who just received her second retreatment of endodontics in a row (just because the tutor feels like doing it....) Damn that bastard (i seldomly swear in this page... but this is just exceptional...) Precious clinical time wasted totally.....

As i always believed, this world is fair.... i was in such a rage but there's always somebody who can clam me down.... We had dinner near campus tonight.... ran into some of my friends and hallmates.... i can forsee my name will get pop up in some of their future conversation.... o well... i just dun wanna give a thought on that...... just let it be.....

Later the night... RC fest day 3.... i am just too bored today that i finally chose to skip this event but to join my friends in TST (the usual me, Kathy, Sally and Jonathan configuration)..... it's always fun to hang out with these crazy and gorgeous people.... we can tell secrets to each other as we knew that they're never going to anyone else.... just feel great chatting with them~

Some of the graduated floormates have come back tonight.... just feel like chatting with them as well..... I shall write soon~

PS. Lucky to know that SMS within the same network is free....
PS2. Sorry to the SPOC family... too bad i couldnt join the ReU tonight..... maybe next time~

Perfect Dinner.

Had experienced the most disastrous morning lesson in record history.... just 4 out of 8 student show up in a dental lab demostration (i start to query why the master-of-class-skipping, me, will be present on such a class?)... the class itself is not bad... quite interesting indeed.... but the sleeping hours are just too precious to compare with....

Afternoon... clinic... have the feeling that most of my year 2 time are wasted.... cause all the things that i didnt know is related to the things i learnt then... the Oral Diagnosis and about the Operative Dentistry.... shit... when can i catch up... Or will i ever catch up?

Have a stroll to the campus afterschool today.... seeing so many familiar faces.... make me think of the days of my early U life....

Had a perfect dinner tonight in Western market... the decoration of the bistro is quite good, but i dun really take note of it though.... the food are okay, but i just dun bother to taste them... all that matters.... just because UOY HTIW MA I.

PS. Further confirming some things... but i shouldnt be bothered anymore, right?
PS.2 I am in a frenzy mode to catch up with those i havent learnt in year 1 and 2.... visiting to the copier shop for notes and textbook is a must for my afterschool activity.....
PS.3 Dental Annual dinner is coming....

Skipping class again....

Total number of class in the last 2 days: 4

Number of class that i have attended: 1

The situation doesnt look too good..... I have already skipped the practical lesson on the Tuesday morning (it's a smart move though, as the lesson is really useless... but the more important point is that it count towards the attendance.... gosh)... just cant wake in time so i skipped it.... spent the morning in dental library for "some" studies.... meet sister in there as well... enjoyed a little chat....

Tuesday afternoon.... PBL lesson.... shortest lesson i ever had in my 3 years of studies.... which i think is quite good as i regard that lesson as totally useless anyways~

Later night... was quite tired already.... dun exactly recall what i have done that day.... just remember that i have reshelved all my books.... now they are in more reasonable order (also found out that i lacked a lot of essential/recommened textbook...... really need to buy them)

Wednesday.... first time skipping the RPD class.... i have woken up that morning but just felt that i need 3 more minutes of sleep... then i slept all the way till 3 in the afternoon.... skipping the broadening class in the afternoon as well.....

When i woke up Wendy came for an visit with her friend.... we chit-chated for some while before i head back towards my study... current reading "Tooth Extraction".... hope that i can finish this book as soon as possible....

Now it's time for the second day of RC festival.... gotta run again.... write later~

RC festival Day 1...

I can now be very sure that teh relationship between time spent on study and it's result is not related..... I've stayed in the Dental library for 2 hours in morning and have already done the total of what i'll done in one week.... sigh... too bad i cant stay longer.....

First time feeling like a Dentist for real..... i was the one actually doing the whole consultation process (though the case are screened for us already)..... cant feel better..... after a short afternoon stay in the LA clinic has already strengthened my mind on getting into this department..... the fact that they dun need lengthy patient record but a more down to earth approach suit me perfectly..... Really gotta Strive HARD!!!

RC festival started tonight.... we've got singing performances from each floor and a ball session..... the performances are quite great.... and the ball was fun too.... sometimes, you just cant work hard alone to get what you wanna get.... you'll need some luck as well.... 向左走向右走 is true even in real life..

Spent the night chatting with her... i kind of enjoy doing so....

PS. Just heard something related to somebody... i was at first shocked but see clues when i try to gather the pieces together..... Kinda simplify everything now... as what i said to Ceci a few days ago... O camp is a special setting.... Nevermind...

Save the Last Dance for Me - Michael Buble

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight

You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light

But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the musics fine
Like sparklin' wine go and have your fun

Laugh and sing, but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone

But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance, go and carry on
Till the night is gone

And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he take you home,you must tell him no

Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me

Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

Accident Happens.....

Have been keeping up with my "Habit"..... Doing nothing productive in the weekend.....

Monday (which only started for 9 hours when i'm writing this entry)..... a very tragic incident already happened.... it came with no sign and the victim (note: it's a singular) has no idea before this actually happen.....
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......... plain stupidity
..........carelessness
...........i just found out i have no school in the morning......
What more can i say?

Nevermind... i'd better use this chance as a Self-Directed Learning lesson (which is something ususally spent on bed).... I'm in Library now.... Shall write soon~

PS. "Sleeping late at night is bad for health"
PS2. "A good morning start with a good breakfast.... which is something that i enjoyed today"
PS3. "According to sources that leaving Sassoon Road before 8:45 has great chance that you'll arrive PPDH on time... really no need to take the cab wor~"

Wasted Day...

Dun want to write anything about my day..... as it's simple wasted.....

Thanks so much for the roasted hazelnut.... they are great.

Tough Day...

Argh... my feelings for today is a mixed one...

First talk about school.... got a really tough day today.... I have woken up at 7 something this morning and arrived school on time for the class at 9.... it's a really difficult thing to do when you have only slept for a few hours the night before... how would you react when somebody told you that the class has been cancelled because the tutor was not there?? Got nothing more to say...

Spent the time 'wisely' by lying on the cozy sofa of the common room and took a nap... it's so refreshing afterwards.... it's already the second time in 2 days that i have slept there... i cant make this a routine for me... gotta have a more controlled lifestyle and the lunchtime should be spent on studying!!!

Got my first case for extraction... 80 years old patient presented with cardiac arrhythmia, cardiomegaly and was on Aspirin.... tough case....

Clinic in the afternoon, maybe the nap really helped, today's the first time i ever felt that the clinical work is not too difficult..... but end up being scolded that my case could be done better..... o well.... i admit that there are still rooms for improvement.... and i'll work on it....

That pretty much conclude the day as the afternoon was spent on joint-floor gatherings and floor meetings stuff like that.... dun want to write much in here....

Something i wanna share here.... one of my floormate is quitting hall... this really affect me in some degree... just thinking that if it's really worth it to continue living here? I must find the reason why i'm staying here... or will i ever stay for all 5 years if my studies?

"Out of sight, out of mind?" Is this true? I dun really think so... Thanks to the technology we now got phones and SMS whatever... communication is never a problem.... but it's still a weird feeling not being able to see her.....

Kinda frustrated....

Dunno why i should feel troubled by some problem which is totally not related to me... I guess it's just too much has happened in my class... i feel concerned just because i do have the idea that we should be as close as a family... but not enemies trying to kill or hurt others.... but somehow.... these incidence maybe a general good thing for the whole class.... at least we can be our true self again, loving or hating each other straight from their hearts... no longer have to be fake just as to suit somebody else..... dunno what might happen tomorrow or next week... but what the heck... i just wanna stay neutral.... (it's a hard thing to do though)

Alright.... today's lesson.... morning is the dental lab "DEMO" (meaning no hands on work).... so whenever there's silence during the lesson it cant stop me from drifting to my dreamland.... (i slept so soundly that somebody need to pinch my thigh real hard to wake me....).... luckily the class end at 1100.... meaning that i can grab some time for sleep in the common room.... i simply collapsed to the sofa and almost missed the whole of the lunch hour.... feeling much better afterwards.....

BTW... lot of incidents happen in the same afternoon, which i heard some and knew some more later that night~

Afternoon..... first week having 2 clinical lesson..... our tutor is KC Yeung, who's quite nice to us..... (maybe we didnt do anything related to denture).... suddenly realize how little i know about dentistry when doing ODTP.... lots of essential question missed.... seems that i really gotta work on the skills..... Try to write up the folder after the clinic.... finally giving up as i'm just too tired and lacked the momentum to do so..... went out for dinner with Horace... find a new place where we can eat with full stomach and not spending more than 30 bucks each..... we two chatted with lots of mo liu stuff and headed for dessert (again?!).... it's been a great chat~

Back to Hall.... time went to the blackhole as usual.... but i'm really happy that somebody do care about me in the hall.... Thanks Wendy for encouragement and i shall be fine soon... (I'd better be sleeping soon as we have talked all the way till 5 in the morning.....)

Write soon.

PS. Thanks Horace for the song.

真情流露 - 張學友

仍難盡信我是這樣地無窮好運　能遇上精采的你
我缺點勝別人　你竟費盡心神　把我留起

如仍未清楚地說在目前和今後　無論那一天都愛你
我這刻要直言　到滄海或桑田　最深愛的 亦只是你

我與你永不可別離　愛你愛到死
因只得你　方可使我　流露自己

你眼裡那種種傳奇　醉我醉到死
一生使我動情　是你

Stressed out....

Bad feeling.... the more and more i worried about one thing.... i start to see that i cant actually do much to help.... this is especially true in my study and revision..... Just cant squeeze the time out for study..... that's really bad....

Today is quite a ordinary day... nearly missed the alarm call and arrive at school just in time.... Had been performing above my average performance in the RPD lesson.... part of the reason due to the revision i have done previously and the changes in mentality.... it's not a bad lesson afterall (i especially like the tutor of this class, Dr. Pong.... he's also that kind of efficiency-orientated people, which suits my style)

Lunch.... with Horace, Yvonne and Maggie.... we then went out to mong kok for some shopping.... i was supposed to have school in the afternoon but i have decided that i should skip it (i once thought i could spend the time on reading... but then...) I went to see my orthodontist in the afternoon and got back to hall..... dunno where my time was spent again.... just feeling tired the whole afternoon.... just managed to read a few pages before Wendy came and found me for a chat.... it's been relaxing chatting with her though..... together we sent so many mo liu ICQ msg and SMS to disturb my friends~~ it's really a wonderful night~

Later tonight.... floor practice on a performance we're going to give in the coming RC festival.... took me quite a long time.... i'm now left with very little time and worried about my patient tomorrow, whether i should skip sleeping and read more (but i still got full day on Thurs and Friday....) or just sleep and possibly jeopardize my patient.... tough call....

I guess i'd better sleep now, write later~

PS. Obvious = Determined...
Worried = Uncertainty...
PS2. Male brain and Female brain worked differently... how to bridge the difference?

Antihistamine needed.....

I've been sneezing non-stop for the last few hours.... must be the old problem with the allergic rhinitis, the temperaturing is changing so sharply that the symptoms come out all at once..... i can now feel shortness of breath and seizure of the intercostal muscle in between my ribs (because of sneezing).... not a good feeling.... worst still.... i have run out of my perscribed antihistamine... just hope that a warm shower can alleviate the symptoms a bit....

These 2 days are not spent too efficiently.... Monday... woke up to find out it's already 10:15.... that really scared the hell out of me and made me jump.... but then i realized i only got class in the afternoon that i fell back to sleep.... it's like that for a few days already.... sometimes i'll even wake in 5 am doing nothing..... must be the stress..... all i can say is that no matter for how long i have slept.... i still feel tired afterwards....

The first lesson in LA clinic... no wonder they're called the best department in the hospital... everything is totally different (the people, the equipment and even the system).... watched a demo case on real patient.... it's pretty interesting but i just cant help thinking if i am capable to deliever such standard of treatment to my future patients?? In serious doubts~

Dunno why the times seems to pass so quickly in Hall... got back and cooked a dinner.... then by the time i got back to my room again it's already mid-night..... chat with Jeff and my cousin for a while on the net and slept... no reading done....

Tuesday... (woke up at 5 and slept again.... sleep interrupted)... base on the poor experience of skipping PBL lessons... i struggled to get back to school..... this module the tutor is from the facutly of Medicine and he's actually quite cool.... no bull-shit style~ that's a character that suit me so well... gonna have some fun under his supervision~

By the time the lesson end it's only 1030am.... still have the time to have a McDonald breakfast.... linger in the shop for a while and got back at noon to meet with the personal tutor.... this time i have done no wrong but only that he wanted to meet with me and my groups.... so we were there... he's talking the same stuff about study again.... which i think for some points he is quite right... really gotta work harder if we want to be a high-achiever (i've some proud thinking... if i am among the top to come in the faculty... by the time when i graduate i must make sure i'm one of the best to get out as well....)

Went to meet with my orthodontist again for the replacement of the lost lower retainer... get to know one of my future tutor (Louisa Wong from Ortho).....

High-table dinner at night.... i'm actually quite tired of this routine.... enjoyed a really good sleep during the hightable talk.... and took plenty of good photos with my friends~~

This leave me here... i'm too sick to carry on writing.... must stop now... write later~

PS. Sometimes waiting in misery is the worst thing to experience.... I hate uncertainty....

Infatuation...

I'm having the exact problem as Jeff with the 'naming' of the title for entries.... i guess i'll just randomly put words that i can think of at the moment when i put the entry... if there isnt any word i can think of, just leave it blank...

Today has been an idle day... sleeping till late evening.... woke up and cooked a meal... then the whole night is spent on chatting and (occassionly) reading books..... Gosh, got a lot to read....

The temperature in HK has dropped markedly today... Dear friends, do look after yourself and take care~

Tomorrow is going to be the first time i work in the LA clinic (for extraction and surgery....), now got a mix of excitement and nervousness.....

I start to hate removable partial denture as the concepts are too hard to understand.....

I have no idea why i'm still writing the blog in times which i should well be sleeping.... maybe i'm really as what Ceci said of me.... I'm infatuated with something?

I wish i have the time to chat with my dear friends....

WUS Reunion

Forgot to put this in my last entry... i'd like to thank Ceci for spending time to chat with me last night.... it's great that i can talk to somebody who can share my worries.... Thanks so much~

Um... today is another busy day... woke up at noon and went out to CB for the reunion of my previous chong... our old habit of being late kick in again (i felt this is quite familiar though).... but most of us did show up in this reunion (all except Sam....).... it's been great seeing them again and have some really great chat with them... Do keep in touch, buddies~

Went back to Hall in the afternoon for the Halloween party... this year i dressed like Dracula, which is a pretty scary look~ Had some fun and play till late night.... i'm totally exhausted right now....

PS. I have uploaded some of my recent photos to my photo albume. Do check it out~

Happy Day No.3

My would be ordinary Friday has unexpectedly transformed into a marvelous day...

Woke up so reluctantly from sleep in the morning and struggled to school... i am 'supposed' to have class from 9 till 5 that day.... the year 3 and 4 students have been arranged to a lecture given by a clinical psychiatrist on how to deal with stress and cope with patient kind of stuff..... i ran into my senior, Anne on the mini bus ride and told her about my class, the instant response from her was that i should skip it and head back to hall and sleep.... i thought that's a lurcative proposal but then considering my attendence record for this semester i have no other choice but to show up....

I was in the lecture theatre sharp at 9 but there are only a little more than two dozen people there.... Isnt it true that there are around 100 students from both years?? Where were they?? I didnt have much time to think before the speaker start her presentation... the presentation itself is not too bad, but the date is really awful... should there not be such an interruption in between my holiday and weekend i could have a 5 days holiday..... darn.... the speaker was foolish enough to take a break in 1030 and everyone i know packed up and leave the venun in unity.... we end up having Breakfast in McDonald.... it's the first time i had McDonald breakfast since i entered Hall.... in schooldays i'll have no time for it coz i'm too late for school... and for non-schooldays i'm just too lazy to get up for breakfast.... so.... afterall, it's not that bad to attend the class today.....

Went out to Mong Kok with my classmates for no reason... just dun feel like getting back to Hall to sleep... we hang out in the Langham Place for a while and i gave Wendy a call, knowing that she's in Mong Kok also.... meeting her for lunch and after that we went to shop for the Halloween costumes.... got a really nice vampire costume and she got a dark angel look... which is great~ We had dessert before we part and i was on my way to buy presents for my friends~ I went totally crazy when i'm trendy zone today.... Disney just released a new product line of halloween figures... including Mickey and Minnie, Stitch and Marie..... just cant stop buying them......

Later i went to TST to meet with my beloved sister, Kathy... we got tickets for movie and enjoyed a stroll in the shopping mall.... she's changed quite a lot since i last saw her.... but this time she only became more familiar to the sister figure in my memories.... probably because she got her hair dyed black again? All i can say is that she looked gorgeous that evening......

The movie, "Home sweet home" was okay.... (i dun pay special attention though as i was too tired...).. as a local produced scary movie i think it's acceptable.....

Went to dinner at a Japaness restaurant.... we chatted and chatted for so long about all the things happened to us lately, both dental and non-dental..... just feeling glad that i have such a good sister and congratulations to sister for almost completing her degree.... (i still got 3 more years)

When i'm walking Kathy home in mong kok i ran into some dental classmates, and horace is among one of them... finally ended up playing arcade with him.... what a buddy...

Kennon is back to hall again (and the activities that he play best).... i didnt wanted to do mahjong that night so i went to chat with Ceci.... knowing that a lot has happened lately.... um... just take it easy.... during the chat we're invited to go for 'early tea' with the O camp group..... i end up only getting back to continue my blog at 5 something.... and tomorrow i still have to meet with my WUS chongmate for an reunion.... i guess i'd better be sleeping now~~

PS. These few days have been running really smoothly.... just hope that tomorrow will be the same.
PS2. When a person is drunk, he/she looks more cute than usual.

Happy Day No.2

Got another brilliant day today....

Sleep all the way till noon. Waking up to have lunch and got back to PPDH.... met a lot of Dental juniors from class 2010... I went to movie in the afternoon with Wendy and Elisa... we saw "FlightPlan" in IFC.... which i think the movie is quite good, it accurately show the tension in the cabin during flight in the post 9-11 days... and the acting from Jodie Foster is great as well, she clearly demostrated how a mother would be when their child is in danger, the kind of helpless, the maniac, the hysteria.... just great~

Took a tram ride back to my home... it's been ages since i last took the tram... we did some shopping in Wellcome and got back to hall where i have my chance to cook again.... on the menu we have the Steak in Japaness sauce, Grilled Fish Fillet, "Swiss" style Chicken Wings, spaghetti and veggies..... that's probably the best meal i cooked ever.... Yummy~ (forgot to mention i have cooked a chinese soup as well.... not a bad try this time~)

Have been doing nothing for the night afterwards.... Sometimes it's good to take a break and clear my mind....

Starting to love Minnie the Mouse....

PS Looking forward to Happy Day No.3 tomorrow~
PS2. I'm supposed to have class 4 hours later... but who cares?

Happy Day.

Woke up in a hellish state... struggled for long before finally going back to school for class.... during the course i saw many of my classmates, who are also running late for their class... i guess it's really due to the fact that the lesson is just too useless and boring.... but i'd say i'm lucky that i didnt miss today's class as missing it will cause serious complications in the upcoming few weeks..... so nevermind, just a lesson spent leisurely......

In the afternoon i casually grabbed a McDonald meal for lunch (as i'll too tired to eat anything seriously...) getting back to hall to settle some matters then i went out for TST for the interschool swimming competition (originally)..... i took the MTR to Central when i gave Wendy a call, she too was in Central that we have arranged to meet (not so arranged as i just pop out from no where when i saw her in HMV)..... we've chatted and spent some great times in HMV before we move on to the Starbucks in Alexander House...... we've found ourself a real cozy sofa to sit in and when we're talking carelessly about all sort of topics, Wendy just spotted the prescence of two very strange individual... who on earth will wear a sunshade in indoor.... idols do..... they're So Wing Hong and Chui Ho Ying (Wife of Eason Chan) with her baby daughter~ They are just one table across and we can hear everything they're chatting.... it's quite a funny scene~~ It's been a really pleasurable afternoon.... (it's so pleasure that i finally didnt go for the interschool swimming.... sorry peter and sam~)

Talking about the swimming result.... La Salle came in overall second, which i think is quite an improvment when compared with the past.... but sad enough that our rival school has captured all 3 champions in A, B and C grades and securing their overall champion's place.... Never give up LaSallian~ Next year will be your year, i am sure of it~

Got back to Hall and i went out almost immediately for the reunion of the O camp group, we're having dinner in Mong Kok.... we've got Lowell, Jennifer, Cecilia, Doll, Charles, Fu, Katherine and Winsy for this gathering... we became so hyper during the chatting.... it's been a great day~~ too bad everybody is kind of busy with the exams coming up that we couldnt stay longer..... maybe next time then~~

I'm now back to the Hall and many of the ex-floormates had come back and were staying for the night..... with so many friends back we just had our happy conversation like old times..... and i end up not sleeping for 2 days already..... i guess i'd better be sleeping soon before i pass out... write later~

PS, Movie tomorrow.

Time for study?

It turns out that i didnt have the momentum to do my studies in the morning... sleeping all the way till noon..... only wake to cook myself a lunch and i'm on my way to school again....

Attended the classes without any preparation..... tough time..... it's the last lesson in the module which we had our evaluation on the performance in class..... i once had the feeling that i'm not going to pass this module..... but then my result are much better than what i have expected... dont have the slightest clue on it....

I am working on a very hard IQ question lately.... if a person cant do his study in the morning, and need to attend school in the afternoon, feels too tired to read once he get back to hall and finds too many temptations to distract him from studies.... then when is the best time to do the revision??? Answer needed.....

I met Sister in PP today... we're going to have dinner on Friday... got so much to tell her~~

Work out in Gym in the afternoon..... my whole body is soaring but somehow i liked this feeling.... it's a feeling that you have paid your effort.....

Can't sleep tonight, just dun feel like sleeping.... Ceci was around and we chatted for so long.... it's so great that i have met such a good friend....

PS. whether to do it intentionally or unintentionally.... i chose the later...
PS2. I like movies~

Great feeling~~

Never feel better than today in the last few months already.....

I had a chat with my cousin last night (meaning almost 6 in the morning....) she's doing quite well in England right now... just wish her luck with her upcoming exam....

By the time i fell to bed, i had a strange feeling and i turned to check my schedule.... gosh... i have mistaken the dates.... i am supposed to have a full day of class instead of just one in the morning.... my original planning of napping in the afternoon and studying were all vanished at once.....

Barely sleep for 2 hours and i went to Queen Mary hospital for lectures.... this lecture is the identical one with a year 2 lecutre, but i somehow missed that one in year 2... so it's a very good chance for me to make up for my laziness in the past..... it's a very hard lecutre but then attending it is quite worth it (it's mainly microbiological stuffs).... had lunch in QM canteen where i ran into a lot of different old friends (all medical students though)..... i saw Kevin, my chongmate in JIC, Calvin (LaSallian) and Jenny (O camp groupmate).... it's been a great day there~~

My body surrendered to the tireness when i got back to hall that i slept for 1 hour..... travel all the way to PPDH for class at 2..... we're stupid to be there so early as the tutor also went late.... today's lab is a rather simple one as there's nothing much we can do.... we're just there to observe... it's not that bad as it may sound, the procedure of casting the metal frame for denture is actually quite interesting.... and the good thing about today lesson is that at around 4 we gotta wait till the agar impression is cooled down and set... so we have an unexpected tea-break.... it's really cool to chit-chat in the common room, eating McDonald meals, while others are diligent having lessons..... (Horace suggested today, he said, "If all school days are so free like today then it would be a perfect school life." but i disagree with what he said, "If life is like this, then we're most likely not going to make it to Year 4!" Sarcastic? somewhat, but in some sense it's the fact too.... Gotta work hard.....)

A phone call can mean so much.... it's a really pleasant conversation.

I'm at hall right now.... i guess i better sleep early to compensate for the lost of sleep last night.... and i still have to wake early for the preparation of PBL case tomorrow morning..... write soon~

Getting serious....

Didnt have to mood to put entries here for the last few days.... my thoughts are quite unorganized and chaotic that i dont know where shall i start with.... nevermind, i'll just scribble somthing here... (To Janice: this may explain why my entries are getting longer and longer.... i am writing less often and i just write things i wanna write randomly without a goal....)

Okay, my mind is on something lately... it's getting me quite frustrated but yet i am sure i'll try my very best on it.... i am quite a different me lately... just wanna share with others but that might become a disaster considering the circumstances.... well.... i hope i'll have to chance to writ it here when the time is right...

"To the world you maybe somebody; but to somebody you are the world." This idiom keep poping up in my mind.... what's happening?

Alright, back to the chronological order of what happened over the weekend....

Friday, full day lesson.... it's as usual that i missed my alarm completely again (due to the lack of sleep)... but then this time i'm smart enough to have asked somebody to wake me up.... just wanna express my gratitudes to her..... without her poping up to wake me i'm sure i'll sleep till late afternoon that day and i'll be in another grest trouble.... anyways, thanks~

Working in the Dental Techology Lab for the whole morning doing something that's not part of my job.... nevermind, learning process.... that's how they call it..... so tired after the lesson....

Afternoon.... treating the patient again... my performance on the root canal thearpy is not so good.... lack of experience maybe? but i was under a lot of pressure from my tutor.... worse still, he's going to be my tutor for module 2 as well.... shit....

Forgot what i have done on Friday night..... i guess it might be gaming and watching ball games.... all i remembered was that i sleep really late that day....

Saturday... only woke in late afternoon... that's supposed to be the open day of HKU.... but i just dont give a thought on it and i spent my day watching VCDs.... watched the very famous Schindler's List by Steven Spielburg..... the tone of the movie was so heavy that after watching... i really dispised the act of the germans during the WW2.....

Sunday.... finally started my revision..... it was not effective but i still manage to read through the chapters regarding tooth extraction..... i still have a lot to prepare for my PBL cases on next Tuesday.... gotta work harder.....

That's about it... it's now 5 am on Monday morning and i got labs to do at 10.... better be sleeping right now.... write later.

PS. When you intend to do something, things just gets harder somehow.... but i am sure i'll work on it no matter what.... wish me luck~

Day in campus....

Have been really busy but yet happy lately.....

Wednesday.... woke up later than usual (at least 40 mins late) and have to rush to school... on my way i met many of my classmates who are doing the same.... the year 3 syndrome maybe.... when it comes to lectures or practicals we usually ran a bit late so as to accommodate to the custom of tutors running late as well..... nevermind..... the lesson was quite good when we're seeing the demostration on real patient from the tutors... but when it comes to the real hands on work in the phantom head... diasaster.... we're not eager to work in such a way...... poor effort actually.....

Struggle hard and finally decided to get back to the campus and attend the broadening course..... it's quite an interesting lesson..... it talks about the funeral and related issue in HK.... after the lesson i started wandering in the campus.... meeting a lot of different people.... it's been a while since i last visited the campus.... many of my friends are surprised by my prescence there.... spent the afternoon randomly chatting with everyone i know and at six i walked Winsy to the bus stop and got back to hall (it's quite special about winsy that she's the only one who have seen me 2 times in the campus this year....)

Back at hall... feeling tired but doing nothing productive..... later that night was the mid-year evaluation of the SA excos.... wasted me some precious sleeping time.... i simply left in the middle of their evaluation and sleep....

Woke up on Thursday late again.... rushed back to the hospital and have lesson on sutures..... it's one of the hardest subject in OMFS but it's also the most used technique there..... really have to learn well...... i just knew that it's not too difficult to tie up a wound... just a simple surgical knot would do... but to do it nice and clean and without scar.... that's really something.....

Went back to campus (again) for reunion of the Hall O camp group there..... happy to see so many seldomly seen faces... tried my best in the library for studies (though i just cant focus for the whole day that i slept for an hour while i was studying.....) it's a productive day afterall... i'm happy to meet Sally and Jonathan in campus today (another surprise)...... Dinner with Horace.... went crazy and eating non stop in sushi house.... spending some 140 dollars each in exchange for a really full stomach.... Went to have dessert again (and my newly formed habit)..... mango sago dessert.....

Getting back to hall.... floor meeting.... then have late dinner with this year's Hall O camp group... most of the group grand children show up for the event and it's another happy gathering.... when i finally went back it's already 3 in the morning.... then i went to find Wendy and Elisa for some chat (and giving tutorial....) and that concludes the events happened in my last 2 days.....

It's 5 right now and i guess i'd better stop writing now.... still got patients to work on tomorrow..... write soon~

Disturbed Sleep Pattern....

Feeling ill on Monday again... what the heck is going on? Woke up with dizziness... poor timing.... especially when i'm trying to put myself into studies.... but i still managed to get back to school... the lesson was as usual a boring one.... trimming of a custom tray for my patient... but something really weird happened during the lesson.... i accidently got a cut from the handpiece... that's sounds normal but the cut was on the right hand (which is my dominant hand and the one which i'm holding the handpiece) (an analogy would be you cut the back of your right hand with a knife while you're holding the handle of the knife with your right hand....) i still cant explain what happened that day... tough luck maybe??

Got back to hall immediately and fell asleep.... must be the effect of the drugs.... while i'm half asleep... i heard somebody knock on my door but i was just too tired to answer that (later on i found out they were Wendy and Elisa....) sorry about that..... and you can find me later~

Waking up later that night to cook myself a real good late dinner... did a little bit of reading and sleep again~~

Tuesday.... woke up with pretty much the same feeling of Monday.... when i went to the minibus stop i ran into Wendy and Elisa (what a coincidence~) which we took a cab together to the hospital.... run into my sister in PPDH too.... it's been some time since i saw her~ PBL lesson in the morning... i didnt attend the PBL lessons for 3 weeks already (or maybe more)... it took me quite a long time before finding the right room for class...... boring and boring lesson.....

I have been summoned by my personal tutor as i have skipped too many lessons.... simply blathered some reasons and i'm lucky that i have evaded the punishments..... but when a person lost his integrity.... what is left in him?

Nevermind... it's been too much.... just wanna watch the match between Bayern and Juventus later tonight.... shall write soon~

Lot of deadlines...

Didnt do much today.... by the time i woke it's already late afternoon.... but still manage to flip through a few pages of my removable partial denture textbook before going out with my floormates for dinner.... all-you-can-eat hot pot..... it's so much fun having that when you're with 30 young lads.... basically all the food that you dumped into the pot will disappear within seconds (without caring if they're well cooked or not)..... really have to 'fight' for food..... i'm with such a full stomach now ^^

Feeling that my life is back on track again.... just hope that this time i can keep such momentum for life.....

Recently fall in love with desserts..... especially those with mango...

Heard a good old song today....

Making love out of nothing at all - Air Supply

I know just how to whisper,
and I know just how to cry;
I know just where to find the answers;
and I know just how to lie.
I know just how to fake it,
and I know just how to scheme;
I know just when to face the truth,
and then I know just when to dream.

And I know just where to touch you,
and I know just what to prove;
I know when to pull you closer,
and I know when to let you loose.

And I know the night is fading,
and I know that time's gonna fly;
and I'm never gonna tell you everything I've got to tell you, but I know I've got to give it a try.

And I know the roads to riches,
and I know the ways to fame;
I know all the rules and then I know how to break'em and I always know the name of the game.
But I don't know how to leave you,
and I'll never let you fall;
and I don't know how you do it,
making love out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all

out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun are streaming through the waves in your hair;
and every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lost and it's looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
and turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
I've got to follow it, 'cause everything I know, well it's nothing till I give it to you.

I can make the runner stumble,
I can make the final block;
And I can make every tackle,
at the sound of the whistle,
I can make all the stadiums rock.

I can make tonight forever,
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;
And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,
And I can make all your demons be gone.
But I'm never gonna make it without you,
Do you really want to see me crawl?
And I'm never gonna make it like you do,
Making love out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all
out of nothing at all...

Better be sleep now (though there's no class tomorrow).... better to live a normal routine of life.... Shall write soon

Determination and Concentration Required....

I've put myself in a cant-be-worse situation on Friday morning..... i accidentally skipped a lesson that i must not skip (i did not intentionally do it.... just cant hear the alarm clock... i've got 3 alarms rining but i still cant hear any single one of them)..... it's supposed to be a clinical session and i am expected to have seen the patient and taken some of the infomation from them..... for the upcoming few weeks i'll require such infomation to formulate the treatment plan.... now with the omission of the first step, what am i supposed to do next???? Headache.....

Attended the class in the afternoon.... continue to treat on my disaster-strucken patient..... after the last week's magical treatment (Pls refer to last week's entry; i'd say so as i suspect my tutor's instruction was based purely on Voodoo or his creation)... i have somehow managed to return the tooth's condition to a more familiar one.... at least look like one of those i'll see in the textbook...... didnt do it quite well actually as i failed to get one satisfactory radiograph even after 4 retakes...... shit.... shall i do it again next week??

Later that afternoon i had a drink with my friend winnie, she's quite fine and she seemed to have found her path.... no matter what, just try your best la~~

Went to work out afterwards.... it's really been a while since i last visit the gym room..... cant even perform 70% of what i'm capable of when i'm fit... Really need to work out more often in order to keep in shape.....

Later that night i went to visit Kathy, who is now living in the new hall.... the room in the new hall is quite good but it's a lot less fun than the hall i'm living now as the people there simply treat the place as a sleeping quarter (pretty unlike the people i knew in hall).... nevermind, just different cultures..... we then went out to Sai Wan to have dinner (without realizing it's already 10 something....) we cant find a place with decent food.... that's why we end up in my home cooking our own meal..... it's quite rare i'll ever cook at home (i cook more often at hall though)... luckily the dinner is eidble.....

Then the night i was in hall again.... reluctantly put myself to sleep at 5.... at that time i still think i can have a productive weekend....

This is where the problem start... i spent the whole saturday doing nothing (pretty much the same every weekend, only this week is worse as i have the sense of studying but i can never do it).... just some chat with floormates, watching a few ball games and playing sudoku..... sigh..... i have now cleaned up my room and did my laundry.... i just hope that once i woke up 8 hours later i can still do some study before i'm distracted..... finger crossed.....

It's already 10 in the Sunday morning, i'll sleep now.... write soon...

Time for study?

I've lost something.... i've lost the time for study..... can anyone find it for me???

Today's class is another ordinary day..... Extraction..... something that's easy in concept but much harder in clinical practice..... require unlimited session of hands on work before one can become proficient (can i be the one?).....

Did you know a full mouth extraction only require one elevator (Lindo Levian Medium) and 4 Xylocaine LA solution? (the latter is optional if you are really pain tolerant~ LOL) Any who question the truthfulness of this statement can find me the elevator and i can perform it for free ^^ (i'd love to have real extractions anyways)

Had lunch with Horace, cant believe this 'sai jai' is really quite adaptive.... come on man, support you ^^ (he might be saying the same to me though)

Fine tuned the laptop a bit and was too tired (as i didnt sleep well last night) that i spent my afternoon for sleep.... by the time i wake i was fussed with all sort of stuffs (non stop telephone calls).... what the heck.... put everything down and went out to have dinner (with horace again, nice chat with him again).... had dessert afterwards.... i did something that i havent done before.... buying take aways for some hall mates.... i bought one for my Master (part of a game that i'm the guardian angle of somebody, who dont know who i am), one for Cecilia (for thanking her to cheer me up yesterday), and for the two dental juniors Wendy and Elisa.... (for... dunno, as a compensation for keeping them till so late in their last visit?) when asked about why i did such thing..... i suddenly have this thought on my mind.... if my action can give others happiness, why not do it? Maybe i'm just too gloomy lately that i want to see people around me to be happy and smile~

By the time i got back to Hall it's already eleven something.... hang out with Wendy and Elisa for a little longer (to give "tutorial" to them as they're asking about their PBL problem.... feel kind of ashamed as i forgot/did not even read about their topic in my junior years.... cant teach them much >.< I guess it's time i concentrate on my studies.......) End up doing nothing for the night..... Things just cant work this way any longer....... Need time to study ar!!!! (Physical constraint, class start at 8 in the morning.....) even if i sleep now, i only got 4 hours for sleep.... what a vicious cycle......

Nevermind, i'm just complaining.... shall be fine soon~

Cramped.....

Suddenly have the feeling that i'm overwhelmed by the pressure school has given me...... tonnes of write up coming up..... not to mention the need for study...... i chose to flee from it.... avoiding my books completely..... spent time on things that i could have done later...... well.... classic example of procastination....

Had the lab lesson on Monday afternoon.... just dont have the slightest clue why i need to learn such things as i can employ somebody to do it for me when i'm in private practice (and they work far more efficient and better than i do).... just a waste of time.....

Later that night, went to prince edward and have a drink with Sally and Jonathan..... too bad we can only meet for such a short time..... we shall meet again soon as we do have a lot to chat.....

Spent the rest of the night on games..... wasted....

Tues, it's a public holiday, and my life is no better..... another wasted day...... i tried to read for my lesson on wednesday but somehow i finally gave up.... just lacked to intention...... things became even worse when i made up my mind before sleep to skip the class completely..... ha ha, i do enjoyed a good sleep....... but i guess i'll have a lot of explaination work to do afterwards....

Thanks to Cecilia, whose surprise visit greatly cheered me up..... chocolate is the best cure for moody symptoms ^^

Finally got my new laptop.... it's quite a good one..... i have spent my whole evening then tried to customize it..... it's quite a time consuming task..... i started to relate the way i fix the computer with personal relationship..... if you want something to fix you, you got to spend time on modifing it, same as with other person, the only way you can know and understand about others is to spend time with him/her.... there are just no short cuts....

I think i'd better be sleeping now..... shall write again soon.

Sudoku day....

Have been doing nothing since i woke this afternoon..... Recently fall addicted to the simple, but attractive game Sudoku (i'm sure you have come across it in newspaper or in other form somehow)...... been playing it all day long on www.websudoku.com ...... i am now working on it's medium level... still got to master some of the skills so as to make my time better......

Later tonight i was visited by 2 dental juniors who are living in my hall, Wendy and Elisa. We started the visit at around 2..... we chatted and played all night.... talking about all sort of stuffs, dental, hall, chong, friends and love.... by the time i look at the clock again it's already some 7 in the morning.... i cooked a breakfast for the 3 of us and that ended the visit..... i was once again in my room, seriously planning whether to take the lesson in the afternoon (which is a lab lesson that i can take on Wed)..... and i am in doubts whether i am fit for the inter-faculty soccer match against Architecture later this evening..... seems that i'd better start sleep before i plan~~ Shall write soon~

PS. It's true, Wendy do look like Cecilia Cheung in some angles...

Being lazy...

I've been lazy that i didnt even bother to put entry here...... these few days is more or less the same as an ordinary week.... pretty busy... and pretty lazy as well....

Thursday.... First lesson in my most loved discipline, the oral and maxillofacial surgery, although i am only learning simple extraction, i still admire the work by the surgeons..... really gotta work hard.....

Thursday night.... first time to get back to Hall after recovery.... played a little and chatted a little with my floormates and being visited by freshmen..... that made the day....

Friday, another new discipline, Orthodontics, was in action..... saw quite a lot of new stuffs..... and in afternoon.... the worst lesson in the week..... torturous clinical lesson under F Chu.... what i did that day.... got my treatment sequence deliberately altered just because of his preference.... became totally helpless in the clinic as i was working on a supposedly specialist work... got scolded (that's the only usual part) and forced to use some 'imaginative' method (method that lacks the support in dental literature to restore my patient's tooth..... what a miserable day.... (nevermind.... i'll just treat this as a bonus.... it's just part of the learning process.... i shall be happier thinking in this way....)

Was half dead when i got back to hall..... but it's a good ole friday i didnt waste anytime but to start gaming with my floormates.... i'm surprised to see the freshmen are quite enthusiastic towards the Age of Empires...... played all night long.....

Saturday.... worked as a volunteer for the dental public health campaign..... pretty tired but it's quite a valuable experience.....

I'm still thinking whether to help them out tomorrow.... let's see.....

Feels like..... Dying~

Has been sick for the previous 2 days.... fever, headache, chilling sensation...... all those you can think of when describing illness applies on my case..... i was so sick that at some instance i really thought would that be the same feeling when i die someday? It's been a really terrible experience....

I am a little bit better right now.... i started the feel unwell once i woke on Monday afternoon for class (i intended to wake earlier to do my catch up but i failed)..... Sitting through that 3 hour lesson was so painful as i felt the fatigue spreading all over me and i just simply cant concentrate... my fingers are cramped and i can tell i have some disorientation in my speech as well..... my groupmates all told me that i looked terrible on that day..... well.... somehow managed to get back home and i started to sleep.... i kept dreaming about all the bizzare things (the after effects of paracetamol?).... i was so weak at that time that i can barely open my eyes.....

By the time i wake again it's already Tuesday afternoon.... crap.... missed 2 whole lessons.... the faculty is gonna chase after me for the excuse letter..... didnt bother to think too much that after dinner i started sleeping again.....

Woke for Wednesday lesson.... feeling better but still with some temperature.... skipped the afternoon lesson (the broadening course) for a hair cut..... and continued my sleeping business once i got back.....

Finally have some time to sit leisurely at home..... i was able to watch a few TV shows after dinner tonight.... just watched the season finale of the 11th Season of ER.... John Carter is leaving the County General (again?)... will he ever come back? Or it was just as Kovac said, "We part, so that we can meet again." Just cant wait to see the new episode of this brilliant TV drama.....

Friendship~

It's been another long day today....

Woke from my short sleep and started the day.... Did something real bad as my first thing in the morning, eating in bayview canteen..... it's a surprise how they manage to keep their quality of food at such a low standard consistently for such a long period.... argh....

Went to Wan Chai as the interpreter..... quite sleepy and bored..... not doing a good job as the topic is really out of my scope (and interest) as well.... The governence in HK.... um.....

Went wandering in Mong Kok afterwards.... accidentally ran into some of my grandchildren who were also doing nothing in MK....

Caught a mini bus with Sandy to ride back to hall (i intended to get off at the belcher's but i forgot to do so as i'm chatting with her)..... nevermind.... got some of my softwares and got home again....

I arrived home at around 10 when i start working on the computer.... use several methods to try to fix it but the efforts turn out to be useless.... finally giving up and use a simplier method (but more time consuming).... use the boot disk and repair the windows manually...... it worked.... but by the time i left home it's already 1 in the morning....

Got back to hall and settled several floor matters, my official role as the financial secretary of the floor is finally over "whew" and i took up the post as the pantry manager.... the first thing i need to do is to draft the schedule for boiling the floor soup every week....

Being visited by Sandy later that night..... i can feel a lot of 'myself' in her..... it's a strange feeling but through the conversation it seems that we know each other a lot.... talking with her is so pleasurable..... sometimes building up friendship is just that simple.....

I'm about to sleep now as i gotta wake at 9 or 10 tmr not for class... but for some unfinished business with the cast last week (which mean it's not compulsory...... though i'd really like to get up in time) I shall write soon~

Am i working too slow?

It's now 630 in the morning.... ever since i woke up at 10 last night i've been working (on all sorts of mo liu stuff that need to be completed....

Finally have the floor financial report ready.... ran into deficit as expected..... nevermind.... dunno wanna give one more single thought on this....

Did my laundry tonight... which i ran into Ceci in the laundry room.... it seems ages since we last met... i took the chance to have a long conversation with her..... it's great~

Reorganized my mp3 and photos in my computer.... now they're nice and neat....

Just found out that whenever i want to sleep by a certain time.... i'll always end up sleeping some 2 to 3 hours later than the expected time..... it's really a bad habit (just before i fall to my bed i'll always remember something that i havent done properly during the day that i'll need to work on)...... maybe it's really due to my way of getting things done.....

Nevermind, it's quite late at night now.... i'd better be sleeping.... tomorrow still need to do S.I. in the afternoon.... write soon.

Forgot to mention~

Just forgot to mention this in my last, rather angry post....

Thanks so much for the John Doe who put the two lovely Disney figure on my table while i was away on Thursday night..... may i know who's so kind to me? Simba and Peter Pan look great~

Surprise

Life is always full of surprises.

Had a relatively normal life these few days..... Thursday.... once again the tough lesson in the morning (especially tough as i didnt have enough sleep the night before)..... my tutor, Dr. Lai is right about one thing..... just 5 years of dental studies cant make a person to become specialist in any field.... there just too much to learn in every single discipline.... how about the passing mark for graduation? All i want right now is just an pass and plan till later~~

Spent my originally free afternoon in the dental lab and work on a study cast.... i would say my act is not totally necessary but just feel like doing it... maybe something to do with my perfectionist style.... having a faultless cast is also beneficial to my studies anyways..... (while sacrificing health as i'm supposed to sleep at that time)

Finally went to pick up my mobile phone..... all my contact list is gone now..... anyways, just took it as a chance to wipe out all my past memories.

Had dinner with mum and dad and my uncles in Tai Koo Shing that night.... just heard that my cousin is suspended from school for a while... well... just work hard Janice.....

Got a new pair of leather shoes for work.... they look great~

Went back to home and tried to fix the computer (without any success.... still gotta work on it)..... i was too tired half way through the repair that i collasped and slept all the way till the next day....

Originally i wanted to finish my cast on Friday morning.... but then by the time i woke it's already noon..... just went back to school earlier than usual and did some preparation....

The hellish clinical session was scheduled on friday afternoon..... and our group had the worst lesson in our whole dental career (a relatively short one though) that day..... our tutor was on a pretty bad mood that day who act as though he is suffering from bipolar disorder..... scolding every single one of us for no reason.... i was asked to do things that are not even required by the faculty..... who the heck do you think you are?! Got nothing more to say than a F word.... (i start to wonder why somebody from our group can be such a hypocrite.... JUDAS)

Learned nothing in the lesson actually as my tutor just sat his fat arse in my chair and took my patient.... i start to concern the progonsis of my patient's tooth after his treatment.... a composit core for crown preparation? just weird... dont let me catch you have done the wrong things on my patient... i'm sure i'll get you sued.....

Later that night, have an reunion with many of the ex-floormates.... we had hot pot in the olympian city... it's been real fun seeing them all again~

Just regretted to see that some of the University graduate can sell all their soul for just $400 HKD..... what a joke.... dont ever let me see your ugly face again, leave alone calling yourself as one in our 14th Floor brotherhood as you dont even deserve it.

We went clubbing at club Nu in central afterwards..... that place was really not recommended.... it's way too small and the atmosphere was bad (and the gals are... no comment)..... when clubbing next time i guess i better stick back to the Edge or Hei Hei club... it's a really much better place to hang out.....

Feeling sorry that i missed a visit appointment with one of my grandchildren..... sorry~~

Went back to hall with dizzy heads and continued drinking again.... was way too exhausted that i slept midway during the gathering.....

Just worried about the interpretation business tomorrow.....