Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Unexpected Email.

Well... it's funny....

I must be a prophet of somesort in the past...

Got some trouble lately but suddenly when i check for my email today, i found a old email sent from futureme.org.... it's the one i wrote some years ago.... reading my own email and at that time the old me can already forsee the trouble coming..... well, and it also include some possible solutions to it.....

Just love myself so much this time... i shall not feel troubled anymore....

I guess, it's not a bad idea to write to myself from time to time.....

PS. My recent quote, "Sex is in the mind, not in the eyes"..... that's so true

PS2. Wait and see..... let's see how it goes~

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

600th post.

O well.....

It's been a while since i started writing here.... glad i've made that 600 post mark...... It's like.... blogging is already part of my life.... Thanks to all those who linger around long enough to see this post~ Miss you all~

I feel the energy once again.... i guess I have completely recovered this time (i really should.... it's been years already)

I'll get my life right.

The Mom Song

How many of those have you heard? Is she... your mom?

Obscene? Or not?

Worth a laugh.... not for kids though~

Facebook Song

O my god~ This one is so good~

Sunday, October 28, 2007

My wish...

Bon Jovi is coming to asia for his 'Lost Highway' Concert.

He'll be performing from 11 to 16 Jan, 2008 in Japan....

Any chance i can dump all my work and watch it?

Dream's over.

There is no other way to success.

Remember that.

"Look, if you had one shot,
or one opportunity.

To seize everything you ever wanted.
One moment.
Would you capture it
or just let it slip?"

Lose Yourself - Enimem

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Stratovarious - Black Diamond

Classic rock song by Finnish rock band Stratovarious.

Love the rhythm of it.

一青窈 VS 平井堅 (Hitotoyo VS Hiraiken)

在台灣和日本都流傳著一段軼聞—用電腦音效軟體把一青窈所演唱歌曲的拍子(tempo),調成原曲的80%,大部份歌曲都會變成與日本著名男歌手平井堅演唱的腔音非常相似。

Impressive, isnt it?

一青窈 - もらい泣き (一青窈 - 陪哭)

In tribute to those who lost their lives in 911 attack.

Addiction is hell.

It's so scary to get addicted to something.

It literally such the life out of you.

It take away all the time, all your life....

And it require double the effort to save yourself from it.....

My will must grow strong and i must resist the temptation.

.....................

Really sorry that my last entry is already one week ago..... that also mean that i have done nothing productive over the last week.....

Just some casual eating and drinking with friends and that's about it.....

Got tonnes to work on now.....

Nevermind, I'll write again. (I'll write the most often when I'm working, especially with a regular routine of life..... unfortunately... that is not the case lately.

PS. Belated Happy Birthday to Kennon.

PS2. Shall post the song that i am listening to lately.....

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

YUI - Tomorrow's way

My recent favourite. Original of "Dear Fiona", just check it out and see which one is better.

PS. Currently listening to another singer (I'll keep it secret, one song per night). Share with you next time.

Aaron Eckhart is an arse.

Sorry about the title.

But I cant stop having this feeling after i watched 'No reservations' last night.

The story is just a very simple plot, those you'll expect from an ordinary Hollywood "B" movie. However, it's still a good movie..... the interactions among characters are so natural.

But Katherine Zeta-Jones is so good looking and Aaron..... what should i say about him..... his character is such an jerk, but such an adorable one.....

So charming, so knowledgable (and can cook such great Italian dishes).... I'd die to be him....

PS. I have managed to get hold to a recipe of all the cusines cooked in the movie...... when will i have the time to try them all?

Experience.

Spent my last 2 days in a dental conference. (I've skived all my class in order to attend it~)

Pretty impressive, learned a lot of new stuff, enjoyed some good presentations.... (the buffet at Langham Hotel is okay, must find another time to eat there again) (also kinda of embarassed when being addressed with the Doctor title and realizing how little i know about dentistry)

A pretty good experience overall. (though a little tired each day ^^)

PS. No matter how bad my dental skill is gonna be, I must at least keep my english at a proficient level~ I say that with a good reason, when you have listened to the korean doing presentations, you'll know. They got some pretty astonishing clinical photos however I have no idea on what they are trying to do...... really, that's wasted.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I Am - Bon Jovi

Attention span....

Just realize how short my attention span is..... (except for the time when i am playing)

Last night just causally flip through my textbook and in no time i have fallen asleep.... tight..... slept all the way from 10 till 6 in the morning.....

Then continue with my reading again.... this time better, though i am constantly interrupted by my inner devil...... feed the fish, water the plants, feed myself, check email etc. are becoming my greatest excuse from books.....

Sigh.....

Currently listening:

Bon Jovi - I am

How you spend your minutes are what matters
All tomorrows come from yesterdays
When you're feeling broken, bruised and sometimes shattered
Blow out the candles on the cake
Like everything's a big mistake


It seems you always wait for life to happen
And your last buck can't buy a lucky break

If all we've got is us then life's worth living
And if you're in, you know I'm in
I'm ready and I'm willing

I am
When you think that no one needs you, sees you or believes you
No one's there to understand
I am
I'll be there to be that someone
When you think that no one is there to hold your hand
I am

We're just who we are, there's no pretending
It takes a while to learn to live in your own skin
Say a prayer that we might find our happy ending
And if you're in you know I'm in
I'm ready and I'm willing

I am
When you think that no one needs you, sees you or believes you
No one's there to understand
I am
I'll be there to be that someone
When you think that no one is there to hold your hand
I am

I ain't got no halo hanging over my head
I ain't gonna judge you, I'm just here to love you

I am, I am

I am
When you think that no one needs you, sees you or believes you
No one's there to understand
I am
I'll be there to be that someone
When you think that no one is there to hold your hand
I am
When you think that no one needs you, sees you or believes you
No one's there to understand
I am
I'll be there to be that someone
When you think that no one is there to hold your hand

I am
I am
I am

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Last Cigarette - Bon Jovi

My friends.... Thank You.

Still busy this week.

Pressure by school is still drowning me....

But thanks to my friend, I can really enjoy myself in it.

Thanks to Horace who stayed in my place this week, it's been so much fun.

Got my Class photo (Graduation photo equivalent) taken today..... really.... i'm looking forward to the graduation... thanks to all those who have shared my happiness, including the special one who looked from the distant corner... maybe... it wouldnt end up like this.... but nevermind.

Suddenly remeber the lyrics by Bon Jovi, Last Cigarette,
"Your love's like one last cigarette
Last cigarette, I will savor it
The last cigarette
Take it in and hold your breath, hope it never ends
But when it's gone, it's gone
One last cigarette, last cigarette
One I can't forget, the last cigarette
Right there at my fingertips, got your taste still on my lips
Right or wrong
You're still gone, gone, gone"

Meet with Jo Chiu and Lo Kai, my long time buddy since Highschool in starbucks today... well, it seems all of us are doing quite fine, let's strive hard and graduate together this year ^^

Had tea with Jo later in the afternoon.... thanks so much for the inspiration.... it's been so great to spend time with you.... it's like, you can always read my mind... i dont even have to complete the sentence before you get what i mean..... just a wonderful feeling.... let's meet again sometime~ And all the best to you.

Later still.... had a drink with my granddaughter.... um.... it seems life is sometimes quite miserable... but you'll make it, just trust in yourself.....

It's finally a weekend... I'll spend some good time to recharge myself..... till next time.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Will I?

Will I.... be a good dentist?

That's the only question in my mind for now.

PS. Sing when you're winning, Cry when you're losing.... that's nothing wrong to it... it's just, you feel you deserve something better, but turn out you dont.... that feeling will drive you to strive harder and harder, until you get the thing you 'deserve'..... i hope you feel the same.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Self image.

Today. I look in the mirror... I gaze into it for so long..... I tried so hard to stare into my own eyes.....

Suddenly, a very familiar feeling came back to me.

I saw the eyes that are driven.

I saw the eyes that are eager.

It's not exactly the way like 5 or 6 years ago, but i do feel they are coming back.

When I'm truly back, I'll let everyone know about it.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Failed Exam.

Yes. I did failed my drive test today.

But so what.

Thanks to the stupid dumbass in Lee Kin Driving school, who not only changed the date of my exam, and also THE TEST VENUE without letting me know.

Smarty Ass.

I guess they have no idea a "L Carpark space" is different from a "S Carpark space"..... they are just dumb enough to ignore them all.

But not for me.

I must appreciate how well the Problem based Learning in dental school has prepared me for exam (and exam only).

Got a demostration by the driving teacher and I am on my way for my exam in a totally alien teritorry..... no idea where to turn, no idea how the traffic is like.....

All I can do is to be extra caution and think hard to remember how i use to drive when i was in Canada....

I did manage to pass the road test, but for the parking part, I was marginally too close (that must only be 1 cm between my car and the 'ideal' parking position..... I feel that i am being penalized.... darn.

So I've failed. That also prove that I know how to drive (only in Canada that i dont have to worry about parking, for i can simply park the car anywhere, even in the middle of the road without anybody bugging.... this really doesnt happen in Hong kong....

Nevermind.... I'll get my license in my next go.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Under Pressure.

Okay.

I am under pressure.

Will have my driving license exam tomorrow, please wish me luck and bless me with a pass in single go.

Life at hall is so busy.

In comparison, at home is always so cozy... (and sometimes slothful)

Argh.... better write later, i'll need my full attention on the road tomorrow morning.

Monday, October 08, 2007

Craig David - Walking Away

Love this song so much lately.... I'm walking away as well...

"Relativity"

Work hard, Play hard.... that use to be my motta of life....

But somehow.... I'm more and more shifted to the play side... without much working hard....

I need some help... I just want my concentration and dedication back..... my current life seems so 'aimless' for the moment.

"Will is strong but flesh is weak"...... I just wanted to do so many things.... but i just cant.....

That's something depressing.....

Alright.

I've spent my whole long weekend without doing anything productive.

Thursday. Class as usual but afterwards went to CB for tea with friends and ran into Sister Kathy (she looked so childish after her hair cut, she's more like my younger sister now~ and she's so skinny that i am very worried about her..... is work really that hard even after graduation??? I start to feel scared) Later that night, "Nanny Diaries"..... A okay movie, I like Scarlett Johansson, and the plot itself is okay. I guess if i watch it 10 years from now when I'm a parent I will have more feeling towards it.

Friday. Non-productive again. Woke for movie again, "Resident Evil: Extinction"..... um.... what can i say, I love the series.... but this one has gone too far..... um.... a pure adrenaline pumping movie.... forget about the plot, some of the scenes are really well taken... I like the scene when Milla Jojovich is fighting the crows.... um... really impressive.

Later that night. Got back to Hall and have reunion with my grand sons and daughters.... lots of laughters.....

Saturday..... worse day... the credits of my air-con has run out..... blazing hot in my room.... somehow manange to stay in my room for the whole day..... playing Football manager 2008 and other mini games...... i must be too stressed...... Darn.....

Sunday.... Drive lesson.... my driving exam is soon coming... please wish me luck..... once again. got tonnes that i need to work on my laziness is somehow in-built in my soul...... gosh.....

Went to watch the Interhall Aquatics..... um... it's my first time and last time there...... I'll treasure the time here.

Just one announcement here. I, Kelvin Lam, have officially applied to the Civil Service Bureau for the post of Administrative Officer/Executive Officer for the Hong Kong SAR Government..... I dont care if I am capable of doing it.... but at least, i feel that i should give it a try no matter what. It's always better to choose a job i like than being chosen.

"Hope is what kept a person alive".... I always agree with this pharse.

Dont give me false hope, please.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Study + Guest.

Skived my lesson in the morning again.....

Spent the time doing some reading instead.....

The series of unfortunate events continued till afternoon.... got a failed appointment from my pateint, which make my week without a single patient..... what am i doing this week?

Um... it's a first start to my revision plan..... slow start though....

Got dinner in a decent place in Sai Wan tonight..... could have chance to go again.

Watched University Hall visit at hall.... it's always good to have the chance when all hallmates (and my group sons and daughters) to gather together and strive for something~

So unexpectedly my senior Kennon is back to hall tonight and he's staying in my room right now, just cant wait to chat with him for all the things that had happened lately.... shall write again soon~

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Confrontations...

Enough confrontations already.

I need a break.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Fireworks.

It's been a long day today and I'm really exhausted for now.... maybe my entry will be a little confused and unorganized....

Woke early today for my driving lesson.... It's the last few lesson before my test on next Tuesday.... um.... I'm quite confident that i can manage the 'test'.... but frankly, to drive in real road situation will require a lot more of practice...... o well.... just let me get my license in one take and i'll take care of the rest later~

Lunch @ Langham with Jeff..... a pretty short lunch but it's relaxing no matter what.

Paid a visit to Granddad in Eastern Hospital... Um.... he looks okay today... Get well soon Grandpapa..... I now know how important a family means... without a family, there's always something missing in life.....

It seems to me that September and October is the peak season for my friends' birthday..... already missed my sister's B-day this year (29/9).... So sorry sister~ Belated Happy Birthday to you and may your every wish come true ^^

I'm so fortunate to have seen the fireworks for the second time in this week.... finally knew why there was a firework show in cyberport 2 days ago, it's a rehersal for the celebration of National's Day. Viewing the firework in person from the top of IFC is a brilliant experience that nothing can possibly beat..... I shall remember tonight~

Still want to write more.... but my flesh is too weak, better head off to sleep for now, write later.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Pursuit of happiness... again?

Dont know why I cant sleep tonight.....

Um.... despite of what i wrote in my last entry, my life has been rather normal for the time being...

Had an unexpected experience on Friday night... glancing outside the window from my room and i found that there was a show of fireworks (just near the shore of cyberport).... so glamorous, so colourful, so charming..... it's the first time i see fireworks (apart from those on television).... it's just like a private show for me..... It's so fascinating.... really, that cheered me up a great lot~~ Hapiness is always around you..... depends on whether you search for it or not~

Saturday.... a very exhausting day for me... In order not to leave any regret to my Hall life, I have participated in my first (very likely my last) Interhall event, i swam for RC Lee Hall in the Interhall Aquatics Meet...... First I'm so glad that i didnt drown, and I can manage to complete the event and earn a point in participation ^^ (that's what i did from my secondary school already.... no chance to get a medal, but surely get some point through participation) Um.... swimming is harder that i previously thought (58'97" for a 50m Free-style..... Um.... kinda embarassing....), but nevermind, I'm not the slowest in the event.... that's something already ^^ Just wanna train myself up a bit and hopefully I can get closer to the 'standard' time) (just gimme a few months and i am sure i can make it)

Was severely sun burnt and exhausted on Sunday.... originally got dinner with family but grandpere's condition has worsen and was admitted to hospital.... just hope he's going to be fine soon.