It's now or never.

Probably I am just too influenced by the weather..... like these few days it's being cold in HK for now, i act the same.... dont want to do even a tiniest piece of work.... when'll this hell be over?

Friday went out with Sally, Kathy and Jonathan (again)..... it's really great to have these marvellous people by yourside..... and i'll never forget where that 4 Litre of wine went.....

Have the chance to review one of my patient i have seen in year 2..... um..... my feelings are mixed...... now with more clinical experience i can see how foolish (i'd better say childish) my thinking was in the treatment planning.... but in some sense i also admire myself for knowing something that is supposed to be out of the level of a year 2 student...... but i am so ashamed that i have failed to retain that bit of knowledge.... worst still.... just heard from my colleagues saying such a comment, "You use to be the best when you're in year 2."...... that's is really something and inspiring.... if i can do it then, why cant i do it now?? It's simply now or never......

I guess my mentality has been changed from the usual pacifist to a more aggressive person... i now simply enjoy watching ice hockey (probably the most violence sports apart from fighting) and listening to Eminem (man, he's cool~)..... dunno why.... but i just feels that life's back to my A-Levels again......

One song i wanna share, the new Eason Chan's song.... and specially dedicated to my friends.

最佳損友 - 陳奕迅

朋友　我當你一秒朋友
朋友　我當你一世朋友
奇怪　過去再不堪回首
懷緬　時時其實還有

朋友　你試過將我營救
朋友　你試過把我批鬥
無法　再與你交心聯手
畢竟　難得　有過最佳損友

從前共你　促膝把酒　傾通宵都不夠
我有痛快過　你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你　保守至到永久
別人如何明白透
實實在在　踏入過我宇宙
即使相處到　有個裂口
命運決定了　以後再沒法聚頭
但說過去　卻那樣厚

問我有沒有　確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你是我敵友　已沒法望透　
被推著走　跟著生活流　
來年陌生的　是昨日最親的某某

生死之交當天不知罕有
到你變節了　至覺未夠
多想一天　彼此都不追究　
相邀再次喝酒　待葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面　每個邂逅
一起走到了　某個路口
是敵與是友　各自也沒有自由
位置變了　各有隊友

問我有沒有　確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你是我敵友　已沒法望透　
被推著走　跟著生活流　
來年陌生的　是昨日最親的某某

早知解散後　各自有　際遇作導遊
奇就奇在　接受了　各自有路走
卻沒人像你　讓我　眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶　講分手

有沒有　確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你又有沒有　掛念這舊友
或者自己　早就想通透
來年陌生的　是昨日　最親的某某
總好於　那日我　沒有　沒有　遇過　某某