Thursday, October 06, 2005

Feels like..... Dying~

Has been sick for the previous 2 days.... fever, headache, chilling sensation...... all those you can think of when describing illness applies on my case..... i was so sick that at some instance i really thought would that be the same feeling when i die someday? It's been a really terrible experience....

I am a little bit better right now.... i started the feel unwell once i woke on Monday afternoon for class (i intended to wake earlier to do my catch up but i failed)..... Sitting through that 3 hour lesson was so painful as i felt the fatigue spreading all over me and i just simply cant concentrate... my fingers are cramped and i can tell i have some disorientation in my speech as well..... my groupmates all told me that i looked terrible on that day..... well.... somehow managed to get back home and i started to sleep.... i kept dreaming about all the bizzare things (the after effects of paracetamol?).... i was so weak at that time that i can barely open my eyes.....

By the time i wake again it's already Tuesday afternoon.... crap.... missed 2 whole lessons.... the faculty is gonna chase after me for the excuse letter..... didnt bother to think too much that after dinner i started sleeping again.....

Woke for Wednesday lesson.... feeling better but still with some temperature.... skipped the afternoon lesson (the broadening course) for a hair cut..... and continued my sleeping business once i got back.....

Finally have some time to sit leisurely at home..... i was able to watch a few TV shows after dinner tonight.... just watched the season finale of the 11th Season of ER.... John Carter is leaving the County General (again?)... will he ever come back? Or it was just as Kovac said, "We part, so that we can meet again." Just cant wait to see the new episode of this brilliant TV drama.....

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