All due respect.

Just been through several mood swings in one day.... got quite a lot to write right here.

Once again became the no-show in class.... skipping Dr. She's Ortho clinic again.... should i continue this way i might very soon live a fugitive life in the hospital.... sigh... (but still glad that i didnt show up for today's class.... from 9 till 1..... useless "professional" seminar.....)

Popping up in the hospital for polyclinic.... finally a seemingly normal class in this bizarre week... successfully finished what i planned to do at 4.... it wasnt long before Dr Chu came and told me to do some other procedures on my patient..... okay, i then worked.... it's not an easy case but luckily i wasnt under the 'close' supervision of the tutor (literal meaning of close.... his back touching my back....) cant finish the case before 5 but just temporarily dress it with IRM and have to wait till next week for some mild oral surgery (to be done by tutor anyways...).... everything still seemed fine until one of my groupmate perforated a tooth on his endo case.... the atmosphere of the clinic changed so rapidly.... he's under stress and the assisstant looked as though they could kill.... Dr Chu was no better.... all the 'other' students can only stand aside and see how things are going, each with a strong desire to leave first but nobody dare to ask under such circumstances.... by the time we leave the hospital is already one hour late than usual....

Quickly got back to hall and dress up (thanks tony for the ironing) while facing pressure from different groups... but just wanna say that money to me is nothing, if this small sum of money can buy someone's dignity, i never have to have second thoughts but to see you lose face... when some people, after 4 years of University studies, still cannot prioritize their options and blame that on other people.... yea well... what more can i say.... what a disgrace....

It's the annual dinner for the Faculty of Dentistry tonight in Happy Valley Racecourse, everyone is dressed in their best suit and it's quite a joyful night.... just too bad that Mei didnt come tonight or else our group can have a really great night~ (someday we are sure that class of 08 can win the beer drinking competition.... with me and Horace and Jeff, just no better combination than the trio of us in dental....) (For the less experienced drinker, just take care of yourself.... worried)

Went to some bars with our group first and then later joined the others in LKF.... never expected a wild night there can be so fun..... maybe we're all too stressed usually? Clubbing is always fun but seeing others drunk is not such a pleasant case.... especially when you feel you're the few left who are sane enough to escort them back...... well... overall a great night anyways~

End up travelling with Horace and Jeff.... we intended for a chat but it later transformed to a drinking party in campus (Hon Ki joined us some time afterwards).... What a wonderful chat with them.... it's the first time we have sat down like this and chat... just some causal topics but still with roars of laughters~ heard of something quite meaningful from them tonight, "Year 1 will never understand how life in Year 3 is like." True, very true indeed.... solutions?

Originally wanna drink the hell out of our lifes.... but turn out that everyone got something to do the next day (today).... nevermind.... just dunno when the next time will be......

Currently 'still' working on my project.... due today and i guess i'd be better to scribble something to them.... enough blathering right here..... write later~

PS. Getting sick of myself (and also people around me) being emotional...
PS2. I seemed to lose myself...