Saturday, November 05, 2005

Tough Day...

Argh... my feelings for today is a mixed one...

First talk about school.... got a really tough day today.... I have woken up at 7 something this morning and arrived school on time for the class at 9.... it's a really difficult thing to do when you have only slept for a few hours the night before... how would you react when somebody told you that the class has been cancelled because the tutor was not there?? Got nothing more to say...

Spent the time 'wisely' by lying on the cozy sofa of the common room and took a nap... it's so refreshing afterwards.... it's already the second time in 2 days that i have slept there... i cant make this a routine for me... gotta have a more controlled lifestyle and the lunchtime should be spent on studying!!!

Got my first case for extraction... 80 years old patient presented with cardiac arrhythmia, cardiomegaly and was on Aspirin.... tough case....

Clinic in the afternoon, maybe the nap really helped, today's the first time i ever felt that the clinical work is not too difficult..... but end up being scolded that my case could be done better..... o well.... i admit that there are still rooms for improvement.... and i'll work on it....

That pretty much conclude the day as the afternoon was spent on joint-floor gatherings and floor meetings stuff like that.... dun want to write much in here....

Something i wanna share here.... one of my floormate is quitting hall... this really affect me in some degree... just thinking that if it's really worth it to continue living here? I must find the reason why i'm staying here... or will i ever stay for all 5 years if my studies?

"Out of sight, out of mind?" Is this true? I dun really think so... Thanks to the technology we now got phones and SMS whatever... communication is never a problem.... but it's still a weird feeling not being able to see her.....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I admit when a friend, especially a close one leave, I feel a kind of a loss and blue. Yet, when I realise that their leaving are for their good, I feel a lot better. It's their new start of their life, a better life.......Oh, I am gonna miss them so much....Well, but I know when time passes away, I'll cope with the life without them around.

It's unbelievable...My close friends in my church leave Manchester one after one...Nevermind, the other sisters and brothers will still be around. Sure the Lord will prepare another sister that I could always talk to. And as you said, bro, technology is so well-developed these days. Could always keep in touch.