Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Day 37

Another day of mo liu-ness......

Maybe it's a good thing, meaning I've finally adapted to life here. But on the down side..... maybe the adrenaline-giving, the thrilling sensation of training in here has died down a bit.......

Morning, Exam debriefing..... i should have scored more if i am more careful.... but it's no use to cry over spilled milk...... gotta be more careful next time.

Really drowsy during lecture in the morning, possibly because last night I've work the squad's finance till almost midnight...... glad to have a coffee break and immediately loaded up with caffine before continue for class again.

After lunch, footdrill session..... maybe it's been a really long time since we drilled, i felt my arms were flaccid and can hardly catch up with the beat...... the weather is killing as well, no wind, humid and hot....... simply a horrible 2 hours in the drill square.

Resistance Control, today's subject was on the use of handcuff...... a really useful tool~

Extra PT session...... ran the whole 5 km course in 25 minutes. Running is a very good way of training mentality..... during the course you'll enter a state of mindlessness, you cant feel your muscle pain or action, but seems like you're a ghost drifting, the only driving force is your mind telling you to go on, the devil will speak to you..... you'll think of the even most bizzare excuse for not running...... but once you fight that, you keep on running..... to a stage when you know you've completed the course....... you then feel a bit of loneliness.... knowing that it's now all over. (and possibly whining because you knew you can run better etc.....) You can only place your hope till next time.... and you'll curse while you run again..... what a dilemma......

Tomorrow is going to be fun (apart for the footdrill in morning and afternoon). Range course, 24 bullets again. This time on 15m target. Look forward to feeling my pulse and my raging heart, the feeling is so nice.

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