Today is such a day.
A day that a lot has happened.
A day that a lot has been learnt.
A day that I do have feelings on.
Despite my piled up assignments to be due soon, I feel a great urge to write tonight... afterall, this is exactly the place where i can forever preserve my true feelings in.
Went for a morning lesson in Queen Mary Hospital in the morning, attachment in the opthalmology department.... even the professor there (who happened to be a specialist in 3 different discipline with a MBA degree... and has the talent of 'spot' diagnosis with great accuracy) said we wouldnt learn much in his department, but nonetheless, he's taught us not the knowledge... but the way of life, the way of treating patients.... he really made me think of my own future... I'll never forget the way he told me that my potential will someday take me to a higher place.... if it mean sacrificing oneself to achieve the greater good of whole mankind, please take me, i am willing to be the one. Politics aside, I just want to do good to human, isnt this an aim everyone should have?
Forgot to mention, that professor is Dr. Ricky Wong.... such a nice guy and is willing to share.... it's the kind of person that even for the first time you meet, you'll feel his passion, he's one of the few professors that i really admire.... really looking forward to the opportunities of working for him... or even to work with him, if possible~
Cooked in Hall at lunchtime..... really have the feeling of home with my brothers and sisters around... really like this feeling~
Talking about professor.... I'm pinned by one of them lately... but i dont care... you can humiliate me, you can make my life difficult.... but you can never leave me lose faith.... let me now say in no uncertain terms that i hate you and hate you much... i will use this hatred to drive me forward.... and one day i'll make you pay for what you have done.... If God say "Love is Power", then Satan surely spell "Hate is supreme".... just look at all the wars in middle east.... If hate is not the driving factor, what else are??? There are only 3 types of person in my life, those I truely love, those i truely hate or those i feel indifferent to..... no more grey areas in between.... this will certainly make my life easier.
It's once again the Loke Yew Hightable tonight.... this occassion means a lot to me.... comparing with each year, in the same time feeling myself growing.... dunno why but suddenly feel so distant from all the other hallmates tonight, feeling a trace of sadness in myself.... maybe deep down I knew it could well be my last dinner there? Just want to leave no regret.... sometimes, it might be better to burn-out than to fade away....
Once got back and settle down in my room.... randomly flipping through the photos in the camera, it had some wonderful photographs taken by Mom and Dad in Singapore.... looking at their happy faces in the photograph, I knew i was left with no choice.... I have more than once thought of quitting dentistry and work for some higher aims (even after investing for 4 years in this faculty).... considering their expectations on me and the effort they've put in in getting me through this 4 years.... I have to hang on..... I cannot let them down, though i dont need to be the bread-winner for my family, i do have responsibility to provide them with the best (in the same time feel for my friends winnie, who've enlightened me in this aspect).... I dont mean to be a Good dentist, but only the BEST one. Please let me have the strength and determination when I was studying my A-levels, I'll make it.
Time to get back to my essays again. Till later.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Thousand things occupied my agenda....
What kind of life is this??
Wanna write so much.... somehow i lacked the time....
Been pissed at work today (pretty much as usual)...
Had a football game with floormates.... i've completely switched to a striker nowadays, I'm a jaguar, with super predatory sense.... but when's the time when you see a jagura running through the whole savanna for food? Just dont have the stamina to keep on running for the whole session~~
Sigh... probably stressed out lately... got everything running through my mind but just lacked the strength to settle them....
The work now is slowing eating away my life....
Nevermind.... i've spent enough time on my entry already.... needa sleep soon before i look like a total idiot in work tomorrow....
Till next time~
What kind of life is this??
Wanna write so much.... somehow i lacked the time....
Been pissed at work today (pretty much as usual)...
Had a football game with floormates.... i've completely switched to a striker nowadays, I'm a jaguar, with super predatory sense.... but when's the time when you see a jagura running through the whole savanna for food? Just dont have the stamina to keep on running for the whole session~~
Sigh... probably stressed out lately... got everything running through my mind but just lacked the strength to settle them....
The work now is slowing eating away my life....
Nevermind.... i've spent enough time on my entry already.... needa sleep soon before i look like a total idiot in work tomorrow....
Till next time~
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
Big N'Tasty
Forgot to mention in the last post.
The 'Big N'Tasty' Burger is now available in McDonald in Hong Kong..... and I've tired it today....
You can consider it a lite version of it's cousin Big Mac only that it has more veggie and it is using premium beef for the hamburger.... feels green and crisp~
But one nutritional warning... though it can be considered a 'lite-sized' burger, the calories are not really a chop off from Big Mac.... this might be contributed to the abundant salad dressing in it..... anyways, Do free yourself and indulge yourself for sometimes~~ Cheerz!!!
"I expect to pass through this world but once; any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again." - Ettiene DeGrellet
The 'Big N'Tasty' Burger is now available in McDonald in Hong Kong..... and I've tired it today....
You can consider it a lite version of it's cousin Big Mac only that it has more veggie and it is using premium beef for the hamburger.... feels green and crisp~
But one nutritional warning... though it can be considered a 'lite-sized' burger, the calories are not really a chop off from Big Mac.... this might be contributed to the abundant salad dressing in it..... anyways, Do free yourself and indulge yourself for sometimes~~ Cheerz!!!
"I expect to pass through this world but once; any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again." - Ettiene DeGrellet
Programmed Death
It's a nightmare for me whenever Microsoft is releasing its new OS...
Dunno why my OS is screwed whenever a new one is available (commercial strategy by Microsoft maybe? To boast sales?).... My current Windows XP is running so slow and unstable lately.... I guess it wont be long before i'll make to switch to Vista...... Just hope my computer can last till Easter when i can have the time to wipe everything and do the re-installation.
They're selling Vista at a ridiculous price... probably this'll be the last OS i'll ever use under Mircosoft, I shall ask my brother on the RedHat Linux programme... they work just as fine as Windows (only better~) and the good thing about it is it's open source system... meaning all programmes are basically free.... Seriously considering~~
Today, I have sat in front of a drum set for more than 2 hours, feeling the beat, enjoying the music~ It's always cool to try new things~
My current Wallpaper: Welcome to meet Natalia Vodianova... gorgeous russian with perfect figure~ Just by looking at her body, can you believe she's a mother of two young children?
Dunno why my OS is screwed whenever a new one is available (commercial strategy by Microsoft maybe? To boast sales?).... My current Windows XP is running so slow and unstable lately.... I guess it wont be long before i'll make to switch to Vista...... Just hope my computer can last till Easter when i can have the time to wipe everything and do the re-installation.
They're selling Vista at a ridiculous price... probably this'll be the last OS i'll ever use under Mircosoft, I shall ask my brother on the RedHat Linux programme... they work just as fine as Windows (only better~) and the good thing about it is it's open source system... meaning all programmes are basically free.... Seriously considering~~
Today, I have sat in front of a drum set for more than 2 hours, feeling the beat, enjoying the music~ It's always cool to try new things~
My current Wallpaper: Welcome to meet Natalia Vodianova... gorgeous russian with perfect figure~ Just by looking at her body, can you believe she's a mother of two young children?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Attention Deficient.
More and more often found myself in such condition... Too much on my mind? Maybe~
Though Robert DeNiro is real cool, i just dont want to pick up his catch pharse, "Are you, talking to me?"
Read through the path of becoming a specialist in dentistry.... really long way to go... Still not sure if my brother is right about going pro.... but nonetheless.... i'll look into the prospect of being one.
Quote of the day,
"You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period." - Will Smith, The pursuit of Happiness
My current situation: SNAFU.
and my condition: FUBAR.
(if you're interested you can try searching Wikipedia for meaning, but i'd recommend you not to.)
I need some drive to take me on.
Though Robert DeNiro is real cool, i just dont want to pick up his catch pharse, "Are you, talking to me?"
Read through the path of becoming a specialist in dentistry.... really long way to go... Still not sure if my brother is right about going pro.... but nonetheless.... i'll look into the prospect of being one.
Quote of the day,
"You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period." - Will Smith, The pursuit of Happiness
My current situation: SNAFU.
and my condition: FUBAR.
(if you're interested you can try searching Wikipedia for meaning, but i'd recommend you not to.)
I need some drive to take me on.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Reason of life?
Who am I?
Or more appropiately, What am I?
What is a soul? Nothing more than sparking electric impulse and chemical neurotransmitter?
My body is just constituted from Carbon and Nitrogen based compound, what's so special about it?
What makes me unique?
If I had the time to do an interview with God, I'm sure I'll have plenty to ask.
Still in search of myself and my life.
Zapping back to reality, today is nothing more than an ordinary day.
The consequences of the below-par clinical skills appear to float by now... On crisis management situation each day in clinic.
Have you ever seen sick people that glow? Met one patient with Liver cirrhosis.... the bilirubin level is so high in blood that she seems to glow with a faint yellow fluorescence under her skin.... horrible~
Still struggling with the SPSS and statistics..... who on earth wrote the SPSS programme, i'm sure he's (in all means sex discriminating, only the stupid guy can write something so user-unfriendly) a geek....
Quite fond of myself in formal suit~ Agree with what my friend Sally suggested, "If a guy cant look decent in a suit, he's doomed." Luckily I'm not that type~
Nothing's better than a refreshing nap.... I dont care about anything else, just sleep whenever i want to~ Tomorrow is my free day!!!
Shall write later~
Or more appropiately, What am I?
What is a soul? Nothing more than sparking electric impulse and chemical neurotransmitter?
My body is just constituted from Carbon and Nitrogen based compound, what's so special about it?
What makes me unique?
If I had the time to do an interview with God, I'm sure I'll have plenty to ask.
Still in search of myself and my life.
Zapping back to reality, today is nothing more than an ordinary day.
The consequences of the below-par clinical skills appear to float by now... On crisis management situation each day in clinic.
Have you ever seen sick people that glow? Met one patient with Liver cirrhosis.... the bilirubin level is so high in blood that she seems to glow with a faint yellow fluorescence under her skin.... horrible~
Still struggling with the SPSS and statistics..... who on earth wrote the SPSS programme, i'm sure he's (in all means sex discriminating, only the stupid guy can write something so user-unfriendly) a geek....
Quite fond of myself in formal suit~ Agree with what my friend Sally suggested, "If a guy cant look decent in a suit, he's doomed." Luckily I'm not that type~
Nothing's better than a refreshing nap.... I dont care about anything else, just sleep whenever i want to~ Tomorrow is my free day!!!
Shall write later~
Monday, March 19, 2007
Bloody Monday.
Today, it's just not my day.
Have been influenced too much by the role Hugh Grant played in "About a Boy".... Suddenly want to isolate myself from the children.... they're just the Factor-X in my life, the unpredictable...
What's the point of revision when you can not do a single thing on that child?
Worst still... it's really unpleasant being puke onto....
Mood spoiler for the whole day....
I miss my key skill exam.
Have been influenced too much by the role Hugh Grant played in "About a Boy".... Suddenly want to isolate myself from the children.... they're just the Factor-X in my life, the unpredictable...
What's the point of revision when you can not do a single thing on that child?
Worst still... it's really unpleasant being puke onto....
Mood spoiler for the whole day....
I miss my key skill exam.
Pursuit of Happiness
Really longed to watch this movie.
I found the title really interesting... Happiness... how to find them?
"Nothing you do can make a person happy, he has to do it for himself."
- Hugh Grant, About a boy.
That gives me some enlightenment.
Seize the time, Seize the day.
I had a great day today, and you?
I found the title really interesting... Happiness... how to find them?
"Nothing you do can make a person happy, he has to do it for himself."
- Hugh Grant, About a boy.
That gives me some enlightenment.
Seize the time, Seize the day.
I had a great day today, and you?
劉若英 - 後來
後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再
梔子花 白花瓣 落在我藍色百褶裙
「愛你」 你輕聲說
我低下頭 聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏
你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感嘆
總想起 當天的星光
那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時
一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣
也在靜靜追懷感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強
現在也 不那麼遺憾
你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞
後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再
你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞
後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再
後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再
永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩
Sunday, March 18, 2007
About a boy.
Love Hugh Grant.
Love the British Movies... Always simple, but yet full of life and wisdom in it.
This movie really touch my soul.
Like John Bon Jovi said, "No man is an island."
Once again sleepless... i'll take it as a chance to finish my long-forgotten VCDs.
Love the British Movies... Always simple, but yet full of life and wisdom in it.
This movie really touch my soul.
Like John Bon Jovi said, "No man is an island."
Once again sleepless... i'll take it as a chance to finish my long-forgotten VCDs.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Philosophical Heyman
It's now raining gently outside...
So curious... I'm sure i'll hate such gloomy morning in the past.... but when i look out the windows just then... looking at the greyish sky, rain falling, but yet.... in the furthest horizon there's a glimpse of light coming out..... "Every cloud has a siliver lining" that kind of feeling.... quite match my current mood.... a bit of sadness, but yet, there's always hope around you.
I tried to stop being a pessimist... not everything is bad... These morning rain will turn out irrigating the earth and give life to them... Same in human as well, you wont appreciate the value of life if you havent come across death... you wont learn to treasure unless you've lost something important.... you cant know happiness without knowing sadness..... there are no absolute in this world, but just things for comparison.... Think the other way round.... sometimes it helps.
Dunno why i became so philosophical in this entry... A very dear friend of mine just chat with me on MSN, and she told me to let my emotions run..... end result of this maybe? Deep down, i quite like to think about myself and my life...
Alright, let me sum up what i have done lately...
Chatted with my long-lost-contact-friend Jeff.... he's doing quite good in UK and i hope him all the best.... Come back soon and we'll have real fun~
I've finally met my lovely sister (it's been more than 1/2 year since i last saw her) and she looks absolutly gorgeous....
Me and my sister~
I always think she looks like 中島美嘉, do you think so?
Thanks sister for the dinner~ "You're my sunshine", I'll always remember this ^^ Love you so much~
Watched "300" (the movie of Spartans fighting Persians) tonight, it reminds me of one movie that i love very much, "Gladiator"... the way they film the movies are very similar... though "300" lacks a story plot as structured as "Gladiator", this film still got plenty of blood-sheding to offer and make it a quite-good movie..... I especially like the way they handle the emotions of the character.... so subtle... (and all actors are having such beautifully built body torso that envy me...)
Talking about battle, tomorrow there will be one that matter to me most, the inter-school athletics meet..... whenever i hear the war-cry or the slogan of my alma mater, my blood are burning.... See you there~
So curious... I'm sure i'll hate such gloomy morning in the past.... but when i look out the windows just then... looking at the greyish sky, rain falling, but yet.... in the furthest horizon there's a glimpse of light coming out..... "Every cloud has a siliver lining" that kind of feeling.... quite match my current mood.... a bit of sadness, but yet, there's always hope around you.
I tried to stop being a pessimist... not everything is bad... These morning rain will turn out irrigating the earth and give life to them... Same in human as well, you wont appreciate the value of life if you havent come across death... you wont learn to treasure unless you've lost something important.... you cant know happiness without knowing sadness..... there are no absolute in this world, but just things for comparison.... Think the other way round.... sometimes it helps.
Dunno why i became so philosophical in this entry... A very dear friend of mine just chat with me on MSN, and she told me to let my emotions run..... end result of this maybe? Deep down, i quite like to think about myself and my life...
Alright, let me sum up what i have done lately...
Chatted with my long-lost-contact-friend Jeff.... he's doing quite good in UK and i hope him all the best.... Come back soon and we'll have real fun~
I've finally met my lovely sister (it's been more than 1/2 year since i last saw her) and she looks absolutly gorgeous....
Me and my sister~
I always think she looks like 中島美嘉, do you think so?
Thanks sister for the dinner~ "You're my sunshine", I'll always remember this ^^ Love you so much~
Watched "300" (the movie of Spartans fighting Persians) tonight, it reminds me of one movie that i love very much, "Gladiator"... the way they film the movies are very similar... though "300" lacks a story plot as structured as "Gladiator", this film still got plenty of blood-sheding to offer and make it a quite-good movie..... I especially like the way they handle the emotions of the character.... so subtle... (and all actors are having such beautifully built body torso that envy me...)
Talking about battle, tomorrow there will be one that matter to me most, the inter-school athletics meet..... whenever i hear the war-cry or the slogan of my alma mater, my blood are burning.... See you there~
定風波 - 蘇東坡
莫 聽 穿 林 打 葉 聲 ， 何 妨 吟 嘯 且 徐 行 。
竹 杖 芒 鞋 輕 勝 馬 ， 誰 怕 ？ 一 簑 煙 雨 任 平 生 。
料 峭 春 風 吹 酒 醒 ， 微 冷 。 山 頭 斜 照 卻 相 迎 。
回 首 向 來 蕭 瑟 處 ， 歸 去 。 也 無 風 雨 也 無 晴 。
How amazing Chinese poetry can be.
"一簑煙雨任平生".... Nice.
竹 杖 芒 鞋 輕 勝 馬 ， 誰 怕 ？ 一 簑 煙 雨 任 平 生 。
料 峭 春 風 吹 酒 醒 ， 微 冷 。 山 頭 斜 照 卻 相 迎 。
回 首 向 來 蕭 瑟 處 ， 歸 去 。 也 無 風 雨 也 無 晴 。
How amazing Chinese poetry can be.
"一簑煙雨任平生".... Nice.
Latest Health Warning.
Just for fun ^^
There is a dangerous virus being passed electronically, orally and by hand.
This virus is called Worm-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK).
If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT.
This virus will wipe out your private life completely.
If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest bar.
Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolator-Neutralizer-Extractor (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Eliminator-Rebooted (BEER).
Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.
You should forward this warning to 5 friends.
If you do not have 5 friends,you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.
There is a dangerous virus being passed electronically, orally and by hand.
This virus is called Worm-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK).
If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT.
This virus will wipe out your private life completely.
If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest bar.
Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolator-Neutralizer-Extractor (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Eliminator-Rebooted (BEER).
Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.
You should forward this warning to 5 friends.
If you do not have 5 friends,you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Hell
If you believe in Heaven, you know Hell do exist.
What kind of place is Hell like?
Ironically, I live my everyday in hell-like environment but i've never imagined how hell would look like... not till today...
Hell must be a pretty cold place... When the life is all drained from a person... all he can feel is just the coldness in lifeless form...
Dunno why... It's such a cold day today.
Maybe my life is long gone?
What kind of place is Hell like?
Ironically, I live my everyday in hell-like environment but i've never imagined how hell would look like... not till today...
Hell must be a pretty cold place... When the life is all drained from a person... all he can feel is just the coldness in lifeless form...
Dunno why... It's such a cold day today.
Maybe my life is long gone?
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Potential.
Dunno why i cant sleep tonight... too exhausted by recent exam? Maybe... Too excited that exam is finally over? Possible.... Just too bored to sleep? Another possibility.... whatever the reason is... i feel great right now, and glad to have plenty of free hours to think about myself, my study, my family and friends...
Suddenly came to a stage which i feel i have reached my 'potential'... there is little room for improvements..... let me put it this way... in Human we have kind of a natural protective mechanism... we will not work at maximum output... to say that is like when lifting.... the muscles may be able to lift 300 pounds.... but most people can only do one hundred something or two-hundred.... where has the missing force gone? This can be attributed to the fact that most people just lack the confidence/insight to know what they can do (their potential).... they do not dare to try anything wilder than their 'perceived limit'..... that's kind of pathetic coz the less you try.... the less chance you have to develop....
Suddenly realize I might be in such stage for now.... the pharse i use to say 'Never limit your challenge, challenge your limits' seems no longer applicable to myself.... why? Became so scared of changes and grew restless in maintain order in my life (without any real success)....
What must i do?
Had been through some ups and downs during this weekend....
Friday.... exam's finally over.... i dont care about the end result, as long as i know i've tried my best, that's it.... too bad i couldnt see my beloved JIC ppl that night... nonetheless, i'm able to meet with my ex-floormate and had a wonderful dinner with them~~
Saturday.... my room is still chaotic... but i've little intention to make them in order... probably too tired from the work out the night before.... live in such chaos for one whole day.
Sunday.... unexpected outing done.... when's the last time i've engaged myself with music? I dunno.... but it's real fun anyways~ Sleep like hell that night
Monday.... Never over-estimate one's ability to wake up.... ideally planned myself should wake around 5 something to make my room and do my laundry.... but then, i only woke once around 5 and thereafter i hear no alarm again.... thanks mum who rang me in the morning to keep me from being late for the first class in the new semester....
Totally chaotic day... Dental work just sux >.< ..... am i really going to spend my rest of my life in this?? I doubt.
Tuesday..... sleepless nights... the only thing i'm sure is that i'm not going to be very focused in class.... just hope that i do no wrong (or harm).....
Been chatting with Winnie for the past few days... it's really great to chat with best friends... looking forward to them coming back this summer..... must be load of fun~
BTW, the book i'm talking about in the last entry is "Women are from Venus, and Men are from Hell"..... brilliant title, isnt it??
Some quotes from it.
"The same time that women came up with PMS, men came up with ESPN."
"If a woman laughs at her husband's joke, it means he has told a new joke or he has a new wife."
"My husband said he needed more space, so I locked him outside."
O my gosh, they're just so smart~~
Suddenly came to a stage which i feel i have reached my 'potential'... there is little room for improvements..... let me put it this way... in Human we have kind of a natural protective mechanism... we will not work at maximum output... to say that is like when lifting.... the muscles may be able to lift 300 pounds.... but most people can only do one hundred something or two-hundred.... where has the missing force gone? This can be attributed to the fact that most people just lack the confidence/insight to know what they can do (their potential).... they do not dare to try anything wilder than their 'perceived limit'..... that's kind of pathetic coz the less you try.... the less chance you have to develop....
Suddenly realize I might be in such stage for now.... the pharse i use to say 'Never limit your challenge, challenge your limits' seems no longer applicable to myself.... why? Became so scared of changes and grew restless in maintain order in my life (without any real success)....
What must i do?
Had been through some ups and downs during this weekend....
Friday.... exam's finally over.... i dont care about the end result, as long as i know i've tried my best, that's it.... too bad i couldnt see my beloved JIC ppl that night... nonetheless, i'm able to meet with my ex-floormate and had a wonderful dinner with them~~
Saturday.... my room is still chaotic... but i've little intention to make them in order... probably too tired from the work out the night before.... live in such chaos for one whole day.
Sunday.... unexpected outing done.... when's the last time i've engaged myself with music? I dunno.... but it's real fun anyways~ Sleep like hell that night
Monday.... Never over-estimate one's ability to wake up.... ideally planned myself should wake around 5 something to make my room and do my laundry.... but then, i only woke once around 5 and thereafter i hear no alarm again.... thanks mum who rang me in the morning to keep me from being late for the first class in the new semester....
Totally chaotic day... Dental work just sux >.< ..... am i really going to spend my rest of my life in this?? I doubt.
Tuesday..... sleepless nights... the only thing i'm sure is that i'm not going to be very focused in class.... just hope that i do no wrong (or harm).....
Been chatting with Winnie for the past few days... it's really great to chat with best friends... looking forward to them coming back this summer..... must be load of fun~
BTW, the book i'm talking about in the last entry is "Women are from Venus, and Men are from Hell"..... brilliant title, isnt it??
Some quotes from it.
"The same time that women came up with PMS, men came up with ESPN."
"If a woman laughs at her husband's joke, it means he has told a new joke or he has a new wife."
"My husband said he needed more space, so I locked him outside."
O my gosh, they're just so smart~~
沒質素的溝通 - 葉念琛
跟 朋 友 在 電 話 聊 得 正 自 投 契 ， 耳 朵 卻 傳 來 兩 下 靜 靜 的 空 氣 震 動 ， 正 是 朋 友 那 邊 有 人 來 電 的 訊 號 。 朋 友 不 好 意 思 地 道 ： 「 你 等 等 我 … … 」 ， 半 晌 ， 電 話 筒 已 經 傳 來 另 一 把 女 孩 子 禮 貌 周 周 的 聲 線 ： 「 對 方 將 會 很 快 接 聽 你 電 話 … … 」 女 孩 子 溫 柔 的 聲 音 聽 第 一 次 還 覺 愉 快 舒 服 ， 可 是 她 偏 偏 卻 像 機 械 人 般 不 斷 重 複 又 重 複 ： 「 對 方 將 會 很 快 接 聽 你 的 電 話 」 一 連 說 上 五 六 次 之 後 。 對 不 起 ！ 我 自 動 投 降 ， 索 性 不 等 ， 脆 地 掛 線 算 了 。
隔 了 十 五 分 鐘 後 ， 朋 友 再 次 來 電 ， 語 氣 有 點 責 備 ： 「 為 什 麼 不 等 我 便 收 線 ？ 」 我 有 點 不 解 也 有 點 委 屈 ： 「 我 可 不 知 道 你 那 通 電 話 會 聊 多 久 ？ 那 我 才 不 等 下 去 … … 」 朋 友 更 光 火 ： 「 等 一 個 人 的 重 要 在 於 不 是 等 多 久 ？ 而 是 多 久 也 要 等 ！ 」 我 被 朋 友 罵 得 臉 目 無 光 ， 暗 自 慚 愧 起 來 。
我 捫 心 自 問 ， 跟 人 談 電 話 總 是 容 易 掉 以 輕 心 ， 彼 此 都 不 把 電 話 筒 的 對 方 當 成 十 分 重 要 ， 或 許 因 為 拿 起 電 話 致 電 給 對 方 太 輕 而 易 舉 了 ， 談 一 通 電 話 主 要 是 偷 一 點 餘 暇 輕 鬆 一 下 心 情 ， 到 頭 來 收 線 可 以 是 匆 匆 忙 忙 甚 至 快 刀 斬 亂 麻 。 身 邊 眼 前 出 現 稍 稍 耀 目 吸 引 的 風 景 ， 或 是 有 位 更 熟 絡 的 朋 友 來 電 ， 隨 時 都 能 令 你 當 機 立 斷 收 線 ， 你 大 安 旨 意 地 想 ， 就 等 一 會 心 情 好 時 間 多 再 致 電 給 對 方 ！ 談 電 話 絕 對 是 沒 質 素 的 一 種 溝 通 ， 可 是 ， 仍 然 有 人 樂 此 不 疲 。 正 如 有 人 會 在 電 話 示 愛 ， 也 有 人 在 電 話 說 分 手 ， 但 要 靠 這 種 沒 質 素 的 溝 通 方 式 去 傳 情 拒 愛 ， 那 段 愛 情 ， 又 註 定 是 沒 質 素 的 愛 情 ， 棄 之 不 足 惜 。
I cant agree more.
隔 了 十 五 分 鐘 後 ， 朋 友 再 次 來 電 ， 語 氣 有 點 責 備 ： 「 為 什 麼 不 等 我 便 收 線 ？ 」 我 有 點 不 解 也 有 點 委 屈 ： 「 我 可 不 知 道 你 那 通 電 話 會 聊 多 久 ？ 那 我 才 不 等 下 去 … … 」 朋 友 更 光 火 ： 「 等 一 個 人 的 重 要 在 於 不 是 等 多 久 ？ 而 是 多 久 也 要 等 ！ 」 我 被 朋 友 罵 得 臉 目 無 光 ， 暗 自 慚 愧 起 來 。
我 捫 心 自 問 ， 跟 人 談 電 話 總 是 容 易 掉 以 輕 心 ， 彼 此 都 不 把 電 話 筒 的 對 方 當 成 十 分 重 要 ， 或 許 因 為 拿 起 電 話 致 電 給 對 方 太 輕 而 易 舉 了 ， 談 一 通 電 話 主 要 是 偷 一 點 餘 暇 輕 鬆 一 下 心 情 ， 到 頭 來 收 線 可 以 是 匆 匆 忙 忙 甚 至 快 刀 斬 亂 麻 。 身 邊 眼 前 出 現 稍 稍 耀 目 吸 引 的 風 景 ， 或 是 有 位 更 熟 絡 的 朋 友 來 電 ， 隨 時 都 能 令 你 當 機 立 斷 收 線 ， 你 大 安 旨 意 地 想 ， 就 等 一 會 心 情 好 時 間 多 再 致 電 給 對 方 ！ 談 電 話 絕 對 是 沒 質 素 的 一 種 溝 通 ， 可 是 ， 仍 然 有 人 樂 此 不 疲 。 正 如 有 人 會 在 電 話 示 愛 ， 也 有 人 在 電 話 說 分 手 ， 但 要 靠 這 種 沒 質 素 的 溝 通 方 式 去 傳 情 拒 愛 ， 那 段 愛 情 ， 又 註 定 是 沒 質 素 的 愛 情 ， 棄 之 不 足 惜 。
I cant agree more.
Friday, March 09, 2007
Last word before exam.
What's the point of attending PBL classes when everything I need to know is collected in one book already??
Wish me best of luck in exam tomorrow.
PS. Got a wonderful book today... shall write more and quote more from it tomorrow.
Wish me best of luck in exam tomorrow.
PS. Got a wonderful book today... shall write more and quote more from it tomorrow.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Adrenaline Rush.
Stress is driving me mad.... but in the same time.... it's also pushing me forward.
Enjoy the heightened awareness under the influence of adrenaline.
學習放開手, 擁抱世界...
不想想太多...
懶得去管...
也許另有答案...
Finding for somewhere i belong.... my Utopia... my Shangri-La...
Enjoy the heightened awareness under the influence of adrenaline.
學習放開手, 擁抱世界...
不想想太多...
懶得去管...
也許另有答案...
Finding for somewhere i belong.... my Utopia... my Shangri-La...
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Eureka
Mind.... pretty much depleted by the readings lately....
And my body.... kinda overwhelmed by my current work-out regimen (it's not really intense, but i'm just out of shape for too long... just want to add some pounds on myself.)
Maybe it's under such conditions that my creativity seems to sparkle... those Erueka moments.... constructed a business plan in my mind, one of those dot com industry, the concept pretty much like Youtube and facebook combined... but exactly what that is?? That's a secret!! ha ha~~ If you're really curious and wanted to be part of this you are more than welcome to be my partner ^^ Started to feel i'm really into a wrong degree.... in dentistry, nobody will ever taught you skills of starting a business or running it.... all you learn is teeth and teeth and even more teeth..... sigh....
Talking about Eureka, it suddenly reminds me of a brilliant joke i heard.... You should know that Archimedes, when solved the problem on buoyancy, jumped out from his bath tub and kept yelling 'Eureka' in the streets of Syracuse all Naked..... You know what 'Eureka' mean??
I've found it?
That's a guess close enough... but it shouldnt drive somebody to jump out from his bath all naked......
......
.....
....
...
The answer is........ This bath is too HOT!!!
Ha ha.... all for fun~~
Should sleep now.... write some time later~
PS. "孤單的身旁少了堅強"
And my body.... kinda overwhelmed by my current work-out regimen (it's not really intense, but i'm just out of shape for too long... just want to add some pounds on myself.)
Maybe it's under such conditions that my creativity seems to sparkle... those Erueka moments.... constructed a business plan in my mind, one of those dot com industry, the concept pretty much like Youtube and facebook combined... but exactly what that is?? That's a secret!! ha ha~~ If you're really curious and wanted to be part of this you are more than welcome to be my partner ^^ Started to feel i'm really into a wrong degree.... in dentistry, nobody will ever taught you skills of starting a business or running it.... all you learn is teeth and teeth and even more teeth..... sigh....
Talking about Eureka, it suddenly reminds me of a brilliant joke i heard.... You should know that Archimedes, when solved the problem on buoyancy, jumped out from his bath tub and kept yelling 'Eureka' in the streets of Syracuse all Naked..... You know what 'Eureka' mean??
I've found it?
That's a guess close enough... but it shouldnt drive somebody to jump out from his bath all naked......
......
.....
....
...
The answer is........ This bath is too HOT!!!
Ha ha.... all for fun~~
Should sleep now.... write some time later~
PS. "孤單的身旁少了堅強"
Sunday, March 04, 2007
時間太少
It's been some while since i last wrote here...
Everything shall end this friday, when i finish all my unfinished business.
I just want out, especially with honorable discharge.
理想太多, 時間太少...
但有心去做, 便會做到吧!
Will you believe in your gut feeling or science when it comes to issue related to your own body? However sophisticated the exams were, they just cant spot the origin of problem... there must be something wrong.... I can sense it.... that is getting me frustrated.
藍寶石的夜空... one of the best radio drama i've ever heard.
Everything shall end this friday, when i finish all my unfinished business.
I just want out, especially with honorable discharge.
理想太多, 時間太少...
但有心去做, 便會做到吧!
Will you believe in your gut feeling or science when it comes to issue related to your own body? However sophisticated the exams were, they just cant spot the origin of problem... there must be something wrong.... I can sense it.... that is getting me frustrated.
藍寶石的夜空... one of the best radio drama i've ever heard.
了解 - 葉念琛
朋 友 W 跟 女 孩 子 是 相 識 多 年 的 好 朋 友 ， 一 直 關 係 如 膠 似 漆 ， 前 些 時 候 W 生 活 大 感 不 如 意 ， 挫 折 艱 難 的 日 子 幸 有 女 孩 子 常 伴 相 隨 ， 患 難 與 共 。 從 那 一 刻 開 始 ， 素 來 在 情 場 上 浮 沉 飄 蕩 的 浪 子 ， 忽 然 醒 悟 最 懂 得 愛 惜 自 己 的 人 原 來 一 直 近 在 咫 尺 。 因 為 她 ， 他 願 意 放 下 過 去 吊 兒 郎 當 的 生 活 方 式 ， 他 冀 盼 跟 她 重 新 開 始 ， 談 一 段 真 實 而 細 膩 ， 安 靜 而 美 滿 的 戀 愛 。
事 與 願 違 ， 女 孩 子 對 W 的 誠 心 求 愛 不 顯 受 落 之 餘 ， 還 表 現 得 充 滿 懷 疑 。 女 孩 子 不 相 信 W 會 為 自 己 從 此 修 身 養 性 ， 回 頭 是 岸 。 畢 竟 彼 此 相 識 了 這 麼 多 年 ， 從 前 當 大 家 是 最 親 密 但 最 沒 可 能 發 展 的 一 對 好 朋 友 時 候 ， W 跟 每 一 位 女 孩 子 的 愛 恨 情 仇 ， 都 對 她 坦 誠 相 向 。 她 常 常 取 笑 W 多 情 得 自 討 苦 吃 ， 往 後 在 情 場 上 碰 得 焦 頭 爛 額 都 是 咎 由 自 取 ， W 悻 悻 然 地 埋 怨 女 孩 子 是 最 冷 血 的 聆 聽 者 ， 但 說 完 了 很 快 又 忘 記 了 ， 轉 過 頭 有 甚 麼 不 開 心 又 說 是 第 一 時 間 找 她 訴 苦 。 他 心 踏 實 知 道 ， 她 是 個 口 硬 心 軟 的 人 ， 而 且 她 是 不 會 遺 下 他 不 顧 不 理 的 。
正 因 為 W 以 為 女 孩 子 是 最 明 白 自 己 的 人 ， 他 一 廂 情 願 地 想 她 也 應 該 感 應 到 自 己 那 逐 漸 堆 積 的 愛 意 正 不 知 不 覺 洶 湧 而 來 。 女 孩 子 曾 經 告 訴 W ， 不 相 信 一 見 鍾 情 ， 因 為 兩 個 人 相 處 的 開 始 ， 彼 此 是 最 虛 偽 也 最 懂 得 掩 飾 ， 只 有 隨 時 間 流 逝 ， 你 才 能 慢 慢 看 清 對 方 真 正 的 優 點 和 缺 點 。 到 時 候 你 會 清 楚 自 己 對 他 ╲ 她 的 愛 意 是 一 時 衝 動 還 是 情 根 早 種 ？ W 因 為 她 的 愛 情 觀 的 潛 移 默 化 ， 漸 漸 也 相 信 世 上 真 的 有 日 久 生 情 這 回 事 ！ 可 惜 當 他 鼓 起 勇 氣 坦 露 愛 意 ， 她 還 是 拒 絕 了 他 ， 原 因 是 她 跟 他 雖 然 感 情 深 厚 ， 但 因 為 太 了 解 他 ， 所 以 更 加 不 信 任 他 ！ W 最 後 明 白 的 一 個 道 理 ， 或 許 是 錯 愛 了 一 個 比 自 己 更 了 解 自 己 的 人 ， 那 原 來 注 定 是 沒 有 好 結 果 。
事 與 願 違 ， 女 孩 子 對 W 的 誠 心 求 愛 不 顯 受 落 之 餘 ， 還 表 現 得 充 滿 懷 疑 。 女 孩 子 不 相 信 W 會 為 自 己 從 此 修 身 養 性 ， 回 頭 是 岸 。 畢 竟 彼 此 相 識 了 這 麼 多 年 ， 從 前 當 大 家 是 最 親 密 但 最 沒 可 能 發 展 的 一 對 好 朋 友 時 候 ， W 跟 每 一 位 女 孩 子 的 愛 恨 情 仇 ， 都 對 她 坦 誠 相 向 。 她 常 常 取 笑 W 多 情 得 自 討 苦 吃 ， 往 後 在 情 場 上 碰 得 焦 頭 爛 額 都 是 咎 由 自 取 ， W 悻 悻 然 地 埋 怨 女 孩 子 是 最 冷 血 的 聆 聽 者 ， 但 說 完 了 很 快 又 忘 記 了 ， 轉 過 頭 有 甚 麼 不 開 心 又 說 是 第 一 時 間 找 她 訴 苦 。 他 心 踏 實 知 道 ， 她 是 個 口 硬 心 軟 的 人 ， 而 且 她 是 不 會 遺 下 他 不 顧 不 理 的 。
正 因 為 W 以 為 女 孩 子 是 最 明 白 自 己 的 人 ， 他 一 廂 情 願 地 想 她 也 應 該 感 應 到 自 己 那 逐 漸 堆 積 的 愛 意 正 不 知 不 覺 洶 湧 而 來 。 女 孩 子 曾 經 告 訴 W ， 不 相 信 一 見 鍾 情 ， 因 為 兩 個 人 相 處 的 開 始 ， 彼 此 是 最 虛 偽 也 最 懂 得 掩 飾 ， 只 有 隨 時 間 流 逝 ， 你 才 能 慢 慢 看 清 對 方 真 正 的 優 點 和 缺 點 。 到 時 候 你 會 清 楚 自 己 對 他 ╲ 她 的 愛 意 是 一 時 衝 動 還 是 情 根 早 種 ？ W 因 為 她 的 愛 情 觀 的 潛 移 默 化 ， 漸 漸 也 相 信 世 上 真 的 有 日 久 生 情 這 回 事 ！ 可 惜 當 他 鼓 起 勇 氣 坦 露 愛 意 ， 她 還 是 拒 絕 了 他 ， 原 因 是 她 跟 他 雖 然 感 情 深 厚 ， 但 因 為 太 了 解 他 ， 所 以 更 加 不 信 任 他 ！ W 最 後 明 白 的 一 個 道 理 ， 或 許 是 錯 愛 了 一 個 比 自 己 更 了 解 自 己 的 人 ， 那 原 來 注 定 是 沒 有 好 結 果 。
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Specialist.
Give myself a really good reason why i must strive for a specialist degree.... basically you can not do a thing but just order test around and earn the money and sometime afterwards you finally said the situation doesnt belong to your specialty... and that you would like to refer the patient to another specialist....
I have just encounter this crazy situation today and i've been referred to a neurologist for my leg's situation.... o well... when will they refer me to a psychiatrist?? I guess I'd need one of those shrink more urgently.... for i feel that i am soon going mad...
Probably i didnt sleep well these few days.... it's been too tiring working as the Chairperson for the AGM of Hall Association... what a repulsive job....
Got my hair cut today... it's time to start again~
Really should sleep now.... got classes tomorrow morning... goodnight~
PS. Chosen a good song of the day: 五月天 - 為愛而生
I have just encounter this crazy situation today and i've been referred to a neurologist for my leg's situation.... o well... when will they refer me to a psychiatrist?? I guess I'd need one of those shrink more urgently.... for i feel that i am soon going mad...
Probably i didnt sleep well these few days.... it's been too tiring working as the Chairperson for the AGM of Hall Association... what a repulsive job....
Got my hair cut today... it's time to start again~
Really should sleep now.... got classes tomorrow morning... goodnight~
PS. Chosen a good song of the day: 五月天 - 為愛而生
五月天 - 為愛而生
就等你的一個眼神 就能為你長征
為你佔領所有邊城 和天上的星辰
如果你一個笑 如果你一個吻
更多傷痕 更多犧牲
就讓愛更動人 就讓愛更永恆
只因 我為愛而生
只因為 我為愛而生
我來到這個世界 這個人生
為你而生存
只因 我為愛而生
只因為 我為愛而生
就讓我 越愛越瘋 越陷越深
越執著的靈魂
曾經燦爛 曾經沸騰 就不會有悔恨
即使化成 無名煙塵 在故事的尾聲
愛是一種天分 還是一種天真
我不多想 我不多問
讓愛忘了分寸 讓我奮不顧身
只因 我為愛而生
只因為 我為愛而生
我來到這個世界 這個人生
為你而生存
只因 我為愛而生
只因為 我為愛而生
就讓我 越愛越瘋 越陷越深
越執著的靈魂
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