Last days...

Everything thing do have their limit.... there must be times that they'll end someday....

Been to the last class of BDS 3 (more appropiately, last class before exam).... it's already been 3 years since i arrive at this very special faculty...... um.... i guess it's about time for me to think of what i have done and learnt during these days......

Having the farewell celebration for the brothers who are leaving the family of RC Lee Hall soon.... time flies, and memory stays. Bon voyage, my buddies and hope you the very best in the coming future~

Nice chat with them on Friday night..... another sleepless night..... now realizing that what you do and say is always closely watched by others.... including this very place where i place my thoughs... i have never think of installing a 'checker' to keep watch of who have been reading my post.... well, no matter who read my post is not going to change my way of thinking, and i just dont want to guess what others might think of my post after they read it..... this is just creating trouble for me....

Sometimes, a tiny bit of alcohol can tie people much closer together.... it just gives clarity to your thought since it give you the excuse of forgetting the troubles that you have...... nice chat with my floormates on numerous issues, religion, politics, goals in life, just about everything..... (still remember the days in year 1, when like 20 people just cramped in my room to do such chatting) great to see the 'junior' in the floor can start to think of the future of their own.

Got news that the senior resident of RC Lee Hall is soon going to be quitted from the hall in order to make room for the exchange student and some more freshmen.... um.... no comment on the policy as i believe they are rational enough to do things for a reason.... i havent got news that if i can stay or not.... but, what if, so unluckily that i have to quit RC next year.... there are still things that i havent completed or achieved, especially i feel that i could have done more in the educating of the junior brothers in my floor..... just hope that i can stay and still have the time to learn from each other.

Kennon: Got your message, there's nothing better than people understanding the thoughts that you have. I shall continue to make the floormates grow by the influence that a 'senior' have. All the best in your upcoming 'challenge' as ADO as well.

Song of the day, finally got the CD of hers:

Safe in a Crazy World - Corrinne May

I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more doors gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's on a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again