Thursday, September 15, 2005

Tomorrow's gonna be a better day~

I cant imagine life can be worse than today.

Waking up early in the morning but still end up going late for school...

Was in terrible condition during class as i rushed 7 flights of stairs to get to class...

The tutor was kind enough to give us 'bonus' lecture time (a supposedly 3 hours lesson turns out running for 4 hours non-stop....)

Went back to campus to meet with my group childrens during lunchtime (i can only stay for 15 mins as i have class on 1300 again)

Endured a rather boring lesson about death (interesting though, i started to think how i am going to leave this world..... current prediction... i shall die during lesson owing to the fact that i didnt have enough sleep... this is the closest prediction i can make right now.....)

Briefly caught another 2 hours of sleep and waking with a heady experience..... probably been ill again.....

Floor O again.... cleaned the pantry and have some social functions..... just tired....

Thought of the books i'm supposed to finish by now.... worried...

I can already sense that tonight is going to be another rough night.... just a brief sleep and i'll be on my way to school again~

Recent thoughts: Gaining through losing is probably right. If something is deemed unsuitable for you, are you going to change yourself such that you fit that thing or shall you simply look for another alternative? Here lies a dilemma, if you're not even trying, when looking back some years later, you might regret for not even giving a try.... but on the other hand, if indeed you have spent your effort, it cant guarantee any return and a better product might just lie around the corner waiting to be discovered.... what do you think?

To Winnie: Thanks for the message, my life is still pretty much the same as before (as you can read from my blog, it's still a mess). It's true that since promoting to the senior years of University life the living is much more demanding than before~ I must congratulate you for able to decide on your path of life at such a young age (frankly speaking i still cant see my path yet).... no matter what you do i'll always be here supporting your decision~ Just longed to meet you all SPOC members in the near future~

1 comment:

Jeff said...

Well of course there's not guarantee of return for hard-working, but like you've said, if u choose not to give it a go, then u'll definitely get nothing. It doesn't really matter if you know your path or not, as long as you've tried your best to accomplished the tasks set before you right now :)