Dont say the words to the fullest

Just never say never, my recent days aint any better than the days i had early this week.

Disastrous Thursday, skipped the morning lesson and instead sleeping for the whole day (my second day off of the week... you can call it a good thing or bad thing consider which side are you on) But since waking up i can sense something wrong.... mild symptoms of a flu starts to appear (which grow into the classic symptoms of muscle pain, dizziness and a fever and persist till this very moment)..... Attended the Floor O at night again... met some of my classmate on the course who greet me with the casual dialogue "Kelvin, cant see you for lesson today, where have you been?" (being stereotyped already) Achieved something i havent done for ages since entering Hall.... sleep at 0100 coz i'm just tired...

Waking up in the next day only to prepare for the floor O again.... went to the market and bought food for cooking later that night.... was in record-low condition at that moment.... didnt hesitate to "refuel" myself with paracetamol and claritin..... all i need is just 3 hours of consciousness to treat my patient and that's all.... somehow managed to get back to hospital safely and in one piece.... 1st lesson with a well-known pain-in-the-arse tutor.... i'm just lucky enough that despite my delirium (from the drugs) and unfamiliarity (1 month from actually treating patient) i have committed no major mistake.... my poor groupmate got her patient discharged just for the sake that she didnt have the knowledge on antibiotic cover.... If i were she, i'll perform exactly the same way as she did.... just keep praying that the tutor will not be with us from next module onwards......

Going back to Hall for the Podium night and sharing.... generally it's fun but i have more thoughts during the course than others.... just some feelings....
"For the whole world you maybe somebody, but to me you are the world"
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