I'm an animated dead...

Had a really rough night last night..... was another sleepless night (no matter how hard i tried to fall asleep)..... more zombie-like than ever..... for how long can i live this way? I really doubted. (Thanks goodness that it's a bright and good-weathered morning.... didnt help much.... but surely looking at the beautful sky cheer me up a bit)

My 3 days weekend (thanks to the mid autumn festival) was spent totally bed-bound.... the flu i got this time is a really persistent one.... it's seldom that after i slept for 3 whole days i still felt feverish.... must be the weakening of my immune system due to the o camps and stuffs (or maybe it's just my mood..... what a good way to spent my weekend doing nothing at all).... nevermind.... all these dont matter now, i'm about to have class 1 hour later~

Had dinner with Sally, Jonathan and Samuel on Monday night..... pretty much the same as our routine reunions..... got a stronger feeling that everyone is kind of screwed up by the academic stuffs.... sigh.... just all the best~ My friends~

I am feeling the stress as well..... just figured something out (something that i should have known since day 1 in University life)..... I should not be studying because i have to pass the year-end exams, but instead, i should be studying because everything that i read right now is going to affect my life.... if i am still aiming for the path of being an oral surgeon, i should probably study hard (and doubly hard actually).... thinking about this gives me some momentum to continue my studies.....

all i want now is a second chance... do i deserve it?

The sun has risen and it's another good ole day..... i have decided that i will leave early for school have a McDonald meal for breakfast~ This is the last thing i can do to help brighten up my day~ I shall write soon~

藉口 - 周杰倫

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現
去年的冬天　 我們笑得很甜

看著你哭泣的臉　對著我說再見
來不及聽見　 你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂　 能不能原諒我
請不要把分手 當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走 是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭　我會陪你一直走到最後

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
你說給過我笑容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請你記得我

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現
去年的冬天　 我們笑得很甜

看著你哭泣的臉　對著我說再見
來不及聽見　 你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂　 能不能原諒我
請不要把分手 當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走 是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭　我會陪你一直走到最後

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
你說給過我笑容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請你記得我
如果難過　請你忘了我