Have gone 'caveman' for the past few days, made some major decision and still there're things that i'm not sure with. However, this time i feel less miserable...
Past few days was spent meeting friends and getting advice from them... Thank you so much for sharing my burdens and offering so much support to me. I knew... no matter how hard my future road's gonna be, I will never walk alone.
I've made up my mind, I will no longer work for my current boss as i can earn nothing and learn nothing from him under the current mode of practice at his place (scenario being all my patients ended up 'referred' to him for the costy work....) I dont care, i feel no passion at this post already... better to leave sooner than later. It's a great chance for me to take a break off in December and get me well equipped for the future challenges. (Well... seems that I'm always going to be the record breaker..... guess very few can break my record of time at the first job since graduation.... 3 months.... for a dentist that's a short short time and i'm feeling i've spent ages at the clinic already.... does it has something to do with the heavy workload there?)
Friday, Work as usual, though i only do what's absolute necessary and postponing the optional treatment by 'referring' to my boss (if that's what he wanted so badly).... sticking with the guidelines and no more no less (that's seems like life after 10, 20 years of practice, when one have lost all the passion..... it's a bad feeling.... that's exactly the reason why I'm looking for life other than dental as i've forseen this happening). Night caught a dinner and movie with Jeff. "Beast Stalker" by Nic Tse, the stunts and characters are okay, only that the plot is a direct copy of the award winning "Crash" from some years ago.... a bit disappointed.
Saturday, writing challenge.... it's been long time since i last sat down and actuallly 'wrote' something.... i guess the last time was in A-level exam. Only this time the time was short and the questions were hard. The following are the government's administrative officer recruitment exam 2009's question. English part: It gave the background of a Tin Shui Wai-equivalent imaginary district (characterised by high unemployment, low household income, difficulties in transportation, insufficient public facilities, large number of new immigrants families and insufficient school places etc), and there is a limited land supply, the only existing land was planned for a school relocation programme that's expected to alleviate the demand in education places in that district and there will be no land that can serve that purpose at least for the upcoming 5 years. The government intended to go for the school's programme. However, it faces challenges from the local resident, they claimed that it might be more beneficial to establish a new bazaar or flea market on the land that can help boast tourism and ease unemployment problem. Assume that you're a task force considering for the land use, please draft a discussion paper to sum up the pros and cons of each proposal, to provide alternative proposal that may solve the dispute and advice the way forward. Chinese part, "Should the selling of kidney for transplantation be legalized?" Write your views on it. Both parts are interesting.... luckily i have got something to write about it..... time goes really fast when you're thinking and writing.... it took me the whole 3 hours to answer that.... i feel that i have done okay as my thinking are quite logical though i really need to brush up my english..... just hope that i can get a pass for the paper.
Sunday, went to church for some spiritual enlightenment.... still dont quite get it why people need to gather at church? I always thought the path in knowing God is a rather lonely journey, one can only seek by himself.... I dunno, i'm just starting to get confused.... i guess it'll take me more time in order to understand.
Sunday afternoon spent with family. Took some lovely graduation photos with my uncles and aunties. They'll be my precious memories~
Monday. Mega Friends Day. Meet a couple of friends on that day, Monkey, the tutor from my hall, who offered me excellent analysis on my career options. Sister Kathy, who's gorgeous everytime i met her and very supportive in the decision i made ^^ Sara, thoughtful and make me think of my future, having your company is my great honour. And Jonathan, great pal, he's the kind of friend who give out his heart~ What more can i ask for when i have such lovely friends??? Love you all~
Tuesday and Wednesday. Work as usual.... so boring....
Thursday, day off again. Spent my day getting a hair cut and asking for the best hospital for LASIK (against my parents' objection, I'll get my eyesight correction possibly next week), spent the night doing so training and exercise in order to get fit (I felt myself falling apart when i tried to do some short distance jogging..... sigh.... need to work hard on it.) (Do feel free to check my stat at my Nike Running profile: http://nikeplus.nike.com/nikeplus/?l=runners,runs,1356456978 to see if i'm really working out ^^)
Tomorrow still gotta work, and it's now getting late.... maybe i'll write next time, promise you, it wont be long before i update again~
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