Excuses... and motivation.

Okay, I'm back again.... I've literally abandoned this place for long long time. I do have my list of so called 'reason' to support my act, but deep down, it's the lack of motivation that matters (Sometimes, i know this isnt a good way of doing things... but i just cant push myself, I'm such lazy bones~)(Am i really suitable for job that require self discipline? Or I'm the more 'adaptable' person? I've asked myself this question for long long time).... my mind was on something else totally that i neglected the basic responsibility of keeping here updated (i do feel that's my obligation, for i know you're reading my entry now ^^ I treasure you so much, my readers. <--- sounds like I'm a famous writer now LOL~)

Alright, so this is the review of my week.

Had my Lasik surgery done on thursday. Review on Friday and at that time all were pretty good, only that the doctor told me that my corneal epithelium hasnt completely attached back to its stroma. A bit of tingling sensation but nothing concerns me. Went out at night to have dinner with my dental classmate Jo and his boyfriend, she's one of the first to know my quitting of job... She's always so full of insight and ideas (This is what i always thought of her, and she's the one who nicknamed me "The durian" when we first knew each other in Year 1, she's still right about it) (About the durian, i've previous had an entry about it.... probably it's too long ago for anyone to remember, it's still on my Zorpia account tho~ ^^ In short, She describe me as a durian that i will attack whoever come close to me and i'm famous for my notoriety, however, like the "King of Fruit", for those who hate me will hate me till the day they die, likewise, for those who found the good about me is going to love me.... She's so right) Great chat with her, I hope we can have more time to spend like this~

Saturday. Went for the first round interview for the post of police inspector. All were good (fortunately I've done the Lasik soon enough coz i see people failing the eye inspection.....) Have scheduled another written examination in early Jan, shall be okay... now it's really time to boost my fitness and mentally prepare myself. The rest of the day is spent unpacking my stuff and later that night my eye starts to hurt.... my vision is blurring too.... I thought it's a bit of infection so i've applied some antibiotic eyedrop and sleep for long... hoping that my body can fight the infection.

Sunday. Nightmare start of the day. Eye's still hurting. My neck had strained coz the new pillow is way too hard and high..... had a totally miserable day.

Monday and Tuesday. My eye is finally feeling better. Spent the days idly cause i really need a break after (only) 3 months of work.... life spent at home is pretty good, I can read whenever i want to, watch a movie or two, listen to my favourite music.... if money is not a concern, surely i'd love to spent more days like this ^^

Wednesday. A review appointment with my eye surgeon. She's confirmed that I'm suffering from Recurrent Corneal Erosion (RCE) which is a not-so-common complication from Lasik.... pretty bad luck for me cause it'd take at least a couple of weeks before i can fully heal (leave alone the fact that it might recur.....) Fortunately I only had the condition on my left eye and my right eye is perfectly fine.... i can at least rely on my right eye for the time being. Had lunch with Kevin and Angela, they're kind enough to share my burdens, thanks so much. Made a bold decision that day in purchasing a Playstation 3.... gosh... it's such an addicting machine..... Cant believe I can play non-stop from the time i unwrapped the game console >.< (another proof of my lack of determination and self discipline >.<)

Thursday. My brother is finally back in Hong Kong.... He's all fine apart from his eye-soaring fat tummy... he claim it's due to sitting in office cubicle for most of his working time that caused it.... i guess that's quite true and i'm afraid if i sit on the dental chair and operate for 5 or so years i'll end up exactly like him today >.< So at night I've mustered enough motivation to work out again. Partly to look good, and more importantly to train myself to pass the physical requirement of police force.... I'm going to upload my training regime here on day to day basis so that I can keep track of the progress.

Today:
Jogging, 2.34km in 13"50'.
Push up 10times X3sets
Biceps 8 X2sets
Butterfly 5X1

This is not impressive result but at least i hope it's a good start.....

It's getting late now.... must write again tomorrow.