Feeling less and less motivated to keep writing here....

It's not that i do not have feelings over my recent experience or my life.... but just sometimes feel my feeling to an incident can change quite considerable over a short period of time.... it's really quite hard to summarize such complex, mixed feelings and put them in words here..... anyways, i will try.

Just had the touch camp over the weekend. It's always great to meet new people, especially such fresh and green young lads. It's really a shame for me not being able to tag along with them for the whole camp owing to my tireness.... well, i guess I'm really not as young as before.... a night without sleep is really killing me (and killing me fast and burtally)

Took a long nap today and in the evening I watched 2 movies in a row, "The Break-Up" by Vince Vaughn and Jennifer Aniston.... pretty much a "B" movie but i still like they way they plot it... Looking at the pair dealing with their feelings and conflicts gave me some food for thought... It'd be nice should i have watched this earlier. The second movie is "Fun with Dick and Jane", looking at the rubbery face of Jim Carrey is a joy, but seriously, he's kind of transformed in his more recent movie that we can only see less and less of his crazy acting method..... I really miss his oldies like the Ace Ventura or Liar Liar......

Alright, i guess i'd better sleep early and have enough energy for my swim class tomorrow. Till next time.