Suddenly look back of time.... failed to find a single reason to support me to go back to Ice Hockey..... What's the point of sacrificing so many precious things just for a title..... do i care about the fame it brings? Not really..... i cant even convince myself....
Maybe .... it's all because you said I'd look good in that full gear.... but.... nevermind..... i guess i'll be retiring soon....
Life is like this all the time.... You'll never know what you'll get... you change your pace, you might change your life..... but in some way.... i just start hating the uncertainty....
Hate to look back, though this is what i've done tonight..... I was sitting still in a remote corner of the bar, mediating..... thinking and searching for the lost part of myself.....
Only this time.... I prayed.
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hating the uncertainty
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