One more sleepless night....

I'm running out of time.
Tired...

好好戀愛 - 方力申

共你相識三千天　我沒名無姓
慶幸也與你逛過　那一段旅程
曾是日夜期待你　施捨一點同情
這算是固執　做夢或太熱情

在世上　沒有多少東西會盡如人意
多數像諷刺　逐年成長　必經苦戀故事
我愛你　你扮作不知　

完了吧　如無意外
重今開始　該好好戀愛
放下從前一段感情　才能追求將來
你就似沒存在

完了吧　仍能撐起來
前進便讓自尊心放開
告別從前總是不易　然而假如只得我在
這不是場定成敗的比賽

舊訊息應該刪走　再沒留憑證
我共你去到最遠　也只是友情
如現實是場玩笑　一早清楚內情
過去是勇敢　或是未肯適應

在世上　沒有多少東西會盡如人意
多數像諷刺　逐年成長　必經苦戀故事
我愛你　你扮作不知　

完了吧　如無意外
重今開始　該好好戀愛
放下從前一段感情　才能追求將來
你就似沒存在

完了吧　仍能撐起來
前進便讓自尊心放開
告別從前總是不易　然而假如只得我在
也不願盲目留在這愛海

我與你　就算始終不能相愛
這一種情份　可一也都可再
我用心戀愛　下段道路定更精彩

完了吧　如無意外　曾失戀的都必須戀愛
放下從前一段感情才能追求將來　你就似沒存在

完了吧　仍能撐起來　前進便讓自尊心放開
告別從前總是不易然　而怎能只得我在
愛不是場定成敗的比賽

Physical needs overwhelmed all will power~

First time in my third year of study that i decided to skip a class on purpose..... that's what i am doing now, i'm supposed to have a boardening course this afternoon at one but then i'd rather spend the time on something i thought to be more important (to sleep... literally speaking)... just cant manage my study well without sleep.....

The morning lesson already demostrated this fact.... i was trying real hard to listen to the presentation by my tutor..... but dunno if it was his voice or the environment is purely hypnotic... just can not resist to start 'fishing' during class...... i guess i am not the only one doing that as i can see my classmates with sleepy eyes when the class is over.... sigh... welcome to year 3 of dental studies~

Forgot to mention something happy in my last gloomy entry..... i received a surprised dessert by my grandchildren.... it dumpling in sweet soup..... though they are pretty funny in appearence, they taste great~~ Sweet sweet~ ^^

Also i am going to try something new in this weekend.... i was asked to be the interpreter in a public forum... though i have some experience in interpretation when i'm in hall..... working outside and facing stranger is something i have never come across before..... really gotta work hard to prepare for the topics covered.... wish me luck~

I better catch some sleep now and start studying later this afternoon...... BTW, i have sent my mobile phone for repair so that you might not be able to reach me for this few days.... you can icq me if you wanna find me~

Insanity... or In Sanity?

Kind of doubtful of my own mental health...... after the bombardments by all my readings, patient appointments, tutorials, quizes and all the come-out-from-nowhere duties at hall.... i am approaching very close to my limits..... i was in some state of delirium lately (especially during hall visit by freshmen).... having weird dreams is almost an everyday routine for me (the scary part is that the dreams are so real)..... i gotta think of way to ease myself...

Was in a very motivated state in studies.... however owing to the time limitation i can not carry out my study plan.... these few days at school is a total disaster.....

It's once again 5 o'clock in the morning and i'll still up doing nothing.... gotta put myself to some rest or i am quite sure that i'll be half dead in tomorrow's class..... write later~

Self-procrastination over the weekend.

Spent another lovely weekend for nothing.... just lacked the will power to really drive me into studies...

Monday, school again.... learned something new today, it's the manipulation of wax to make a temporary partial denture for the patient.... it's kind of fun but handling hot wax is really a tricky task..... received several burns today...... otherwise today will just be as ordinary as my other school days~

Got tonnes to read right now (partly because i havent read them in the previous few weeks)..... i guess putting the stuff i MUST read here can be a good reminder for me to quit writing so much here~~

To-read List
1. Occulsion and Mal-occulsion (Oxford: Introduction of Orthodontics)
2. Root Planing - Principle and Clinical Application (Linke: Clinical Periodontology and Implant Dentistry)
3. Root Planing - Instrumentation (Periodontology)
4. Post-Endo Restoration (Principle and Practice of Endodontics)
5. Clasp Design (McCracken's Removable Partial Denture)
6. Unknown topic..... (Restorative Management of the Worn Dentition by Federick C.S. Chu) [the only reason i will read this book is because i have to..... the book was written by one of the teaching staff of my hospital, and this writer happens to be my tutor for this module (hopefully only one module) and he is asking us to read his book (Narcissism or something?! i dunno) He is the one that i mentioned earlier that is one of the harshest tutor in my faculty..... all i can response is just to read that obediently (according to my senior collagues, the book is virtually useless......)

Talked about my Dental Yr 3 life with a junior tonight.... hope that i didnt scare her from experiencing the better part of dental life~

I'm real tired right now and i'm about to sleep soon..... still worried about my class tmr as i still didnt prepare for it yet.... must wake early tomorrow for that..... write later~

Special Blessing~

For those who are sick, drink more water and take some good rest~ Remember to take good care of yourself~ Hope you get well soon~

What a beautiful day~

After a good long sleep last night everything was so beautiful today~

Only woke at 1pm at noon today, after a good shower and i was off for school again, i was kind of late by the time i leave but fortunately the minibus arrived on time and save me from trouble~

It was polyclinic again and i was kind of puzzled by my patient's situation that i called my sister, and she was able to help me with a lot of her experience~~ Thanks so much sister~~

I continued on the obturation of 15 of my patient, during midway of the course i realized that the tooth might have 2 root canals instead of one.... i could pretend that i didnt see it and continued with my work.... but i chose not to, i ran a few diagonstic tests and confirmed that there is only one canal present.... kind of proud of the decision made, that is what i think a professional should do~ The work today was not done too well, but nevermind, i shall continue working on it and improve in the next visit~

Went back to campus to attend WUS O-Night (the society that i belonged last year), seeing all the next chong have grown a bit and the freshmen are energetic made me feel good~ I was surprised to meet Winsy (who's my grand daughter in Hall O camp) in the O night.... have a pleasurable chat with her while walking her to the bus stop, she's quite a funny girl~

By the time i went back to hall i realized i was a fool, i left some of my notes in campus during the O night..... i got to travel all the way back to retrieve it.... but nevermind, i took it as a chance to went back to home to see how things are going.... just heard that i'm going to have new furnitures in my room soon~

Got back to hall again~ Kennon was back again and we went to have late dinner together~ and now i'm doing nothing and shall join all my floormates for chat tonight~ Shall write soon~

Sleep~!

Been drifting in class this morning due to the lack of sleep.... the clinic was so hot today that i guessed the room temperature might have 31 or 32 degree Celsius..... i saw things with double images, so afraid that i might collaspe like my groupmates did last week..... just struggled to have the lesson over.....

Took a tram ride to Central to meet with my friends in lunchtime, i chose the tram as i have plenty of time and i sat on a desolate seat and started to nap..... even it's a really short nap i felt much better afterwards~

Met with Sally and Samuel in Central, Samuel is leaving for Imperial College for study next Friday.... very likely i'm not going to see him for quite a while.... take care, my friend~ We had lunch in TST (which i took it as another chance to sleep....) and went bowling in Whampoa.... it's been a while since i last bowl... only got an average of 120 pts in the game (nah.... it's quite okay la, considering that i didnt formally learn how to bowl and with practice for so long)~ but bowling is real fun anyways.... really can play more when i have time ^^ (most likely that it's not going to happen)

I am now in my room already... i got no morning class tomorrow and i have sworn that i will not let the chance of taking a long long sleep slip so easily as i did last night..... I will sleep now and i shall write soon~ Good night ^^

Total failure.

My original plan of having a good sleep this night has been carried out correctly half way through when i made a disastrous decision..... went to pantry for a drink at 10 this night.... i came across a freshman who looked so lost and asking if i'm free for visit.... i thought just doing a short visit would be okay and say yes to her...... nightmare then begin.....

Everything was quite fine and i'm about to finish the visit with her at 11..... time to sleep, right?? i was walking her out of my room when i came across one of my grandchildren who's looking for visit as well (it was 11pm at that time).... i started to feel that my plan of having 8 hours of sleep is probably over.... but anyways i still let him start the visit..... it wasnt long before another grandchildren of mine shown up in my room who joined in the visit as well.... okay..... i still have 6 hours i thought...... and the chatting continue till 1 something (the first one is gone leaving me with the other visitor).... that's when the fourth visitor of the night shows up, who happens to be my grandkids as well.... just have no excuse to turn them away and the chat continues all the way till 4 somtehing..... left me with 2 hours for sleep again......

I must remind myself of this everynight..... never to be kind to freshmen and never show up in the pantry after 10 each night!!!!! Damn.... i should be sleep or else i might miss the class tmr..... write soon~

Just been back from school~

Adapting to arrive at the hospital 15 mins earlier than lesson starts....... i used to arrive just on time (sometimes even just in time before the class ends) for lesson.... starting to find that this is not going to work as the traffic condition of Pokfulam is just too fluctuating.... and i now have more and more procedures to go through at the beginning of each day..... i guess this is going to be a good habit~

Seeing the demostration of Impression taking from my tutor..... never imagine taking a medical history and impression can be done in such a short time..... really have to work harder to learn....

Have the chance to get back to campus for lesson again.... met so many people in my short while of stay there..... really missed the place~

Went to see my orthodontist for a review appointment.... um..... maybe life as an orthodontist is not that worse as i previously thought.....

I'm in my hall now.... treasuring the little time i have..... i guess i'll sleep for a short while before doing my readings later to night.....

Busy Day...

My sudden thought of having a McDonald Meal for breakfast has prevented me from a disaster (but it also brought another tragedy.... see later)

Went out in a record early time for school..... by the time i'm waiting for mini-bus in Sassoon Road, it started to rain.... I'm lucky enough that i listened to my mum's advice in the morning to bring along an umbrella with me.... Waited for several minibus before hopping on one of them.... the journey back to the hospital is a long and congested one.... i was glad that i went out early today or else a late (very possibly i'll choose not to attend school at all) for school is almost for sure~ (too bad i didnt went to McDonald for breakfast.... when i started waiting for the tutor, who happens to be late for 5 mins, i just cant stop stomping my toes for my decision...)

When i'm having the lesson today i suddenly recalled the reason why i was absent on last Tuesday... this tutor is, by far, the worst tutor i have ever had.... the whole lesson today was a complete mess (pretty much the same as 2 weeks ago)..... Come on.....this is the very motivation for us to skip class..... totally wasted the morning.....

Afternoon.... Dental Lab lesson..... diligent and hard work results in a tired evening (the only good thing about the afternoon is that i have met my sister in the hospital.... we shall have dinner together maybe in next week?)

Agreed to mom to get back home at least for some time today.... took a bus and got back home.... i was too tired that it took me only 3 mins before settling on my bed and collasped..... all the way till 9 when i had dinner.....

Floor Meeting in the late evening..... really not effective that the meeting go on and on till 2 something...... went to have dessert in Sai Wan and i am once again left with only less than 4 hours to sleep.... crap... i'd better be sleeping now... write tmr~

I'm an animated dead...

Had a really rough night last night..... was another sleepless night (no matter how hard i tried to fall asleep)..... more zombie-like than ever..... for how long can i live this way? I really doubted. (Thanks goodness that it's a bright and good-weathered morning.... didnt help much.... but surely looking at the beautful sky cheer me up a bit)

My 3 days weekend (thanks to the mid autumn festival) was spent totally bed-bound.... the flu i got this time is a really persistent one.... it's seldom that after i slept for 3 whole days i still felt feverish.... must be the weakening of my immune system due to the o camps and stuffs (or maybe it's just my mood..... what a good way to spent my weekend doing nothing at all).... nevermind.... all these dont matter now, i'm about to have class 1 hour later~

Had dinner with Sally, Jonathan and Samuel on Monday night..... pretty much the same as our routine reunions..... got a stronger feeling that everyone is kind of screwed up by the academic stuffs.... sigh.... just all the best~ My friends~

I am feeling the stress as well..... just figured something out (something that i should have known since day 1 in University life)..... I should not be studying because i have to pass the year-end exams, but instead, i should be studying because everything that i read right now is going to affect my life.... if i am still aiming for the path of being an oral surgeon, i should probably study hard (and doubly hard actually).... thinking about this gives me some momentum to continue my studies.....

all i want now is a second chance... do i deserve it?

The sun has risen and it's another good ole day..... i have decided that i will leave early for school have a McDonald meal for breakfast~ This is the last thing i can do to help brighten up my day~ I shall write soon~

藉口 - 周杰倫

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現
去年的冬天　 我們笑得很甜

看著你哭泣的臉　對著我說再見
來不及聽見　 你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂　 能不能原諒我
請不要把分手 當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走 是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭　我會陪你一直走到最後

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
你說給過我笑容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請你記得我

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現
去年的冬天　 我們笑得很甜

看著你哭泣的臉　對著我說再見
來不及聽見　 你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂　 能不能原諒我
請不要把分手 當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走 是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭　我會陪你一直走到最後

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
你說給過我笑容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請你記得我
如果難過　請你忘了我

Dont say the words to the fullest

Just never say never, my recent days aint any better than the days i had early this week.

Disastrous Thursday, skipped the morning lesson and instead sleeping for the whole day (my second day off of the week... you can call it a good thing or bad thing consider which side are you on) But since waking up i can sense something wrong.... mild symptoms of a flu starts to appear (which grow into the classic symptoms of muscle pain, dizziness and a fever and persist till this very moment)..... Attended the Floor O at night again... met some of my classmate on the course who greet me with the casual dialogue "Kelvin, cant see you for lesson today, where have you been?" (being stereotyped already) Achieved something i havent done for ages since entering Hall.... sleep at 0100 coz i'm just tired...

Waking up in the next day only to prepare for the floor O again.... went to the market and bought food for cooking later that night.... was in record-low condition at that moment.... didnt hesitate to "refuel" myself with paracetamol and claritin..... all i need is just 3 hours of consciousness to treat my patient and that's all.... somehow managed to get back to hospital safely and in one piece.... 1st lesson with a well-known pain-in-the-arse tutor.... i'm just lucky enough that despite my delirium (from the drugs) and unfamiliarity (1 month from actually treating patient) i have committed no major mistake.... my poor groupmate got her patient discharged just for the sake that she didnt have the knowledge on antibiotic cover.... If i were she, i'll perform exactly the same way as she did.... just keep praying that the tutor will not be with us from next module onwards......

Going back to Hall for the Podium night and sharing.... generally it's fun but i have more thoughts during the course than others.... just some feelings....
"For the whole world you maybe somebody, but to me you are the world"
What if...

Tomorrow's gonna be a better day~

I cant imagine life can be worse than today.

Waking up early in the morning but still end up going late for school...

Was in terrible condition during class as i rushed 7 flights of stairs to get to class...

The tutor was kind enough to give us 'bonus' lecture time (a supposedly 3 hours lesson turns out running for 4 hours non-stop....)

Went back to campus to meet with my group childrens during lunchtime (i can only stay for 15 mins as i have class on 1300 again)

Endured a rather boring lesson about death (interesting though, i started to think how i am going to leave this world..... current prediction... i shall die during lesson owing to the fact that i didnt have enough sleep... this is the closest prediction i can make right now.....)

Briefly caught another 2 hours of sleep and waking with a heady experience..... probably been ill again.....

Floor O again.... cleaned the pantry and have some social functions..... just tired....

Thought of the books i'm supposed to finish by now.... worried...

I can already sense that tonight is going to be another rough night.... just a brief sleep and i'll be on my way to school again~

Recent thoughts: Gaining through losing is probably right. If something is deemed unsuitable for you, are you going to change yourself such that you fit that thing or shall you simply look for another alternative? Here lies a dilemma, if you're not even trying, when looking back some years later, you might regret for not even giving a try.... but on the other hand, if indeed you have spent your effort, it cant guarantee any return and a better product might just lie around the corner waiting to be discovered.... what do you think?

To Winnie: Thanks for the message, my life is still pretty much the same as before (as you can read from my blog, it's still a mess). It's true that since promoting to the senior years of University life the living is much more demanding than before~ I must congratulate you for able to decide on your path of life at such a young age (frankly speaking i still cant see my path yet).... no matter what you do i'll always be here supporting your decision~ Just longed to meet you all SPOC members in the near future~

Approaching System Limit

Was in terrible condition for the past 2 days.....

Monday was supposed to be my 'surprise' day off..... i thought i have fully utilized it for waking up only at 3 in the afternoon... cooked myself a "brunchner" (self-created term meaning breakfast + lunch + dinner).... then the floor O programme start.... all the way till 4 something at night.... Slept again and prepare for school in the next day.....

Tuesday.... lesson supposedly starting at noon till 4..... woken up at 11.... finally surrender to the needs of the body by sleeping once again.... slept through all lessons of the day (with a bit of shame though... it's only the 2nd week since the term started that i start to skip my lesson).... I gotta think of ways to handle my year 3 workload.....

High Table at night, we have invited Cheung Po Wa (the anchorwoman at Cable TV previously) who is suprisingly nice and friendly to deliver us a speech on the situation of news reporting in Hong Kong..... i start to think being a journalist must be quite a fascinating experience~~

Floor O (again) at night... really tired by now.... still gotta wake (for sure this time) for lesson tmr.....

Fur mein Lieber: You look fabulous today, i just missed the right word to tell you that.

O (camp), My God....

We called "Accident" an "Accident" because it's unpredictable..... pretty much the case in my weekend study schedule...... was too tired on Friday night and took a good long sleep, but by the time i wake i was lured by Kennon and Ewing to visit Kennon's house at Tseung Kwan O.... we went there chatting and watched a couple of films (and MJ of coz).... was too tired and stayed at his place for the night.... by the time i wake it's already a good Sunday afternoon..... study schedule ruined but in exchange i have enjoyed a good weekend.... it's a pay off.....

Just received a good news that i do not have class on tomorrow, time to catch up with the lost time~

Been kept really busy with all the floor O stuff..... after the faculty O camp, the Hall O camp.... my interest in Floor O has dropped to a record-breaking low..... OMG.... i just want to get everything done as soon as possible....

2 messages for my friends:
Sister: You can do it, just one more year before graduation, support you~~
Jeff: Thanks for the call, i am fine now and hope you can enjoy yourself working in US now, i shall see you someday.... someday

Time to read again (currently reading: PECOFA system by Federic Chu, who happens to be my clinical tutor for module one).... write soon

假如讓我說下去 - 楊千嬅

任我想　我最多想一覺睡去
期待你　也至少勸我別勞累
但我把　談情的氣力轉贈誰
跟你電話之中講再會　再會誰

暴雨天　我至少想講掛念你
然後你　你最多會笑著迴避
避到底　明明不筋竭都力疲
就當我還未放鬆自己

我想哭　你可不可以暫時別要睡
陪著我　像最初相識我當時未怕累
但如果　但如果說下去　或者
傻得我　彼此怎能愛下去

暴雨中　我到底怎麼要害怕
難道你　無颱風會決定留下
但我想　如樓底這夜倒下來
就算臨別亦有通電話

我怕死　你可不可以暫時別要睡
陪著我　讓我可以不靠安眠藥進睡
但如果　但如果說下去
亦無非逼你　壹句話　如今跟某位同居

我的天　你可不可以暫時讓我睡
忘掉愛　尚有多少工作失眠亦有罪
但如果　但如果怨下去　或者
傻得我　通宵找誰接下去

離開　不應再打攪愛人　對不對

Thanks God it's Friday

Tired.... totally exhausted... though i only got an afternoon lesson today.... but having class is still a demoralizing experience......

Got no patient today, all i can do is to observe what the others are doing... pretty boring.... i sworn i'm not going to allow myself without patient in the polyclinic session again~

Used today as a chance to familiarize myself with the setting of the new clinic (i have switched to another department, Conservative Dentistry from Periodontic Clinic last year)..... the machines there are more sophisticated and it's larger.... a better environment to work in~

Slowing picking up pace in studying.... that's a good sign....

I'm about to enjoy my long sleep... i guess i'm not going to wake before noon tomorrow.... shall write soon~

Tiring schooling session.....

Pretty much demented lately due to the heavy workload from school.... started 2 new discipline at the same time (Protheses - Removable Partial Denture and Periodontology - Root Planing).... got loads of readings to read.... leave alone the long and demanding sim lab lessons..... it's nearly my everyday routine to sleep for a while after school before dinner as the class in the day has depleted all my energy.... just tired.... (sounds pretty bad.... it's only the first week of school.... i still got some tighter schedule in the coming modules)

Finally gave up looking for patient for tomorrow's lesson..... i simply need a break (or else i'll break down soon)..... the first day in the week without morning lesson.... i'll enjoy a good sleep tonight~

I was on ICQ last night and realized that there are some quite unexpected readers of my blog, just feel delighted and i will keep on writing~

First day of school~

My school has resumed, and yesterday i had my tough day at school after what seemed like a long vacation (actually not very long as i occupied most of my time on O camps)..... i feel quite great as this is the first time in my 3 years of University life to show up in the first day of school (i was too tired last year after the O camp that i slept through nearly the whole first week of school), though i ran a little late on yesterday's class, but afterall it's an improvement, right?

Being in Year 3 is a tough challenge, when scanning through my time table yesterday, i can already feel the stress of becoming a senior student in dentistry...... non-stop tutorials and practicals are the common norm.... to make the situation worse, i was assigned with a clinical tutor with a very very notorious reputation in failing student...... seems like i have to do all my 3 years of studies in this year in order to pass..... headache.....

I'm about to go to school now, write later tonight~

Now the O camp is over

First of all I must apologize for not putting entries here as the O camp is way too demanding.... i cant even spare time for sleep, leave alone using my computer or staying comfortably in my room..... but now the O camp is finally over, i can pick up my usual routine again.....

Looking back at the O camp, overall speaking its quite good, we're lucky enough to have developed a great atmosphere in group, and every one of them are very supportive to each other, that's really the feeling of being a part in a large family...... We do shared a lot of happy memories together, the night programmes, Hong Kong Orientation, the beach game and bbq at big wave bay and Sassoon Cheer are all great events..... and i'm glad that i have met so many new hallmates/friends through this O camp, i'm sure we're going to have a great time in the coming years (and also with the existing current students as well, all of you are great~)

I feel surprised as they proposed me a candidate of 'best hubby' >.< well~ i guess the only explaination is that they have been mesmerized by my cooking~~ LOL Anyways, i'm glad about it ^^

The full 10 days O camp is not without pain or hardship, i still remember the days when i have to stay up all night for the cooking and laundry or the rush of adrenaline i had when i started cooking at 7 while they're supposed to leave the pantry at 7 30....... all these are really cool memories~~

Now the O camp is just over and i already started missing about all parts of it, i'm sure i'll treat this 10 days as the most memorable time i had in my Hall life, and i'll treasure the friendship i made with all of you~~

Tomorrow (actually 6 hours later) i'm going to have my class resumed..... time to fulfil my promise of studying harder this year.... Fingers crossed that i'll keep the momentum~ I shall write soon~

My new cousin~

Just read through the emails my family sent me, knew that i now have a new younger cousin, congratulations to Uncle Stephen and Auntie Grace for having their baby boy~

Am i over-protected in someways? just cant do much even when the family is having problems..... it's now time for me to think of my goals and plans of life again....

Waiting for Day 5 Morning.....

My whole life routine has changed.... i now only sleep in the morning (after cleaning up the pantry) and wake in late afternoon to join their programs...... I called it the O camp syndrome.....

I am now waiting to cook the breakfast for the kids..... today i'm going to have mashed potato and ham omelet.... complicated procedure.... anyways....

The last two days was more or less the same, on day 3 after the breakfast and clean up (i cook at 6 in the morning and finally cleaning up all the stuffs in 11) i was in a coma and only waking up by my daughters 30 mins before they arrived at the Hall for dinner.... luckily my buddies have already had the dinners ready.... Then i just helped in the cleaning while the kids left for campus O (actually i still have time for some PS2 gaming with Jackie)..... this year's campus o is quite problemetic, with many injuries..... anyways, hope they'll be well soon.... Later that night.... didnt have the mood to sleep.... i simply wake up the whole night and do my breakfast of day 4 (steamed rice roll and dumplings), it's great to have Ka Ka, my groupmate with the best cookery skill by my side to do the cooking.... didnt take us long to complete the breakfast.... but probably the freshmen are too tired that they didnt eat a lot.... nevermind, that leave a lot of breakfast and lunch for me and the other leaders~ Once again, after cleaning up (this time till 1030) i collapsed again and waking up at 2000 that day (though i have a full 8 hours of sleep.... my sleep pattern is actually disturbed that i can still feel tireness even when i wake) Briefly cooked myself a dinner (using the leftovers from the group) then i went to see the campaign of the Soci Game..... (i was part of the Exco in Soci Game in the year when i was freshman.... not too long ago....) this year the campaign is quite good in general and the council controlled the pace quite well.... I was asked to do the translation solo..... not a bad chance to practice.... but it's really quite tiring considering the fact that i'm not prepared for the topic..... glad that i didnt make too many mistakes..... had meetings with the kids on the upcoming schedule... enjoyed watching a football match and it's now almost time for the cooking again.... i hope i can enjoy a good sleep again after the clean up..... i shall write soon~

"Something happened in my family today.... somewhat worried, somewhat frustrated"