Someone who knows you more than yourself.

Do you believe there can be some person who knows you better than youself?

Certainly I've met one tongiht. My primary classmate, James Hui.

Explaining the pros and cons of my future career move, touching on fields that i dare not think about it. He's surely enlightening.

Unfortunately, he also knew all my 'dark' reasons for switching to police field and strongly advised me against it.

I could fool the whole world but I can never fool my heart.

I always thought I do have a way to back out if things are not doing well. But in truth, are these so called 'contigency plan' sound? Will I be able to work out my plan? Or am I left with no choice?

I've given up so much. But are these sacrifice necessary? I can easily hold on to my dentist job and expect the better of it... once i quit, I'm forfeiting all chances.....

Logically speaking, I'm now taking a gamble. I'm putting all my bets in one shot which yield very low odds. When the choice is still there for me to make, should I act differently?

With my brother, sister and now even James telling me this.... Am i doing it wrong?

Please, give me a break.