AGM

Once again, I have put myself in another AGM situation.

Both liked it and hated it... the good thing about AGM is that it really bond the whole 'chong' together... that'll be some of their own collaborative memories, so precious.... it also give me the kind of pressure to drive me to do better, for i know i cant fail their expectations.... it is exactly this commitment giving me my drive and appetite for success....

But on the other hand. I hated the AGM so much that at some point of my life i have even sworn that i will never get involve in any one of them again (probably when i had just chaired serveral GMs or being the Returning Officer non stop for days...) What i dislike is the atmosphere when people are not trying to discuss, but to blame. It's always the easy part to lay a finger on somebody's else work and said improvements can be made..... but frankly.... can you do a better job when you're in charge? Do you really "THINK" you can do better than the one you're laying blame on? Grow up people... you're just naive and blind.

I always take AGM as a theater... the sheung chong need to 'act' in order to teach the next chong and when the sheung chong need to give excuses to their sheung chong as well..... okay, if you say this is the tradition, then it's okay... but mostly people are just over exploiting this occassion as a stage for him/her to show how superior he/she is than you.... it's not really meant to be like that.

As previously mention... AGM is just an act... what you see, what you hear may not be the complete picture of the fact (i didnt say they're lies though)..... they are just the 'script'.... script that keep its auidence happy..... for seeing is believing.... however... there are far more behind a report.... I've lost the momentum even to debate with them my decision for i knew things that they dont.... i'd rather keep it to myself... saying sorry for things that you havent done wrong is hard, but it's a more convenient way than to argue with all the people there~

Started feeling growing up for one more time....

I have not, in my previous entries, express my gratitudes towards the ADOC chongmates.... though we have conflicts and even fights during the preparation period, I truly regard all of you as brothers and sisters of mine.

Thanks Horace, for your patience and easiness;
Thanks Hon Ki, for your leadership;
Thanks Chow Fai, for your dedication;
Thanks Creamy, for your drive to perfection;
Thanks Jacky, for your encouragments;
Thanks Jo, for your constant flow of ideas;
Thanks Kai, for your planning.

Most important of all, We Have Made It. Without anyone of you all these will not be Possible. Thank You.

Congratulations for offically stepping down for the post.

"能愛著你　不怕寂寞
為你失眠都不錯"
為你失眠 - 吳日言