I must be mad in some ways.
How would you feel when you are taking your exam with you patient running late for one whole hour? And it's a especially difficult case.
Nervous? Yes.
Stressed? Yes.
But in the mean time i have got a trace of natural high in me.... I was under so much pressure for i know any minor mistake would spell disaster for me.... heart pounding so hard that i can actually hear every beat of it..... feel the warm current inside of me flowing.... mind extremely focused..... I have, actually, done the best ever class 2 restoration on this patient.... simply without any procedural flaws..... Perfect.
Always dreaming one day i can really become an A&E in-house or paramedic or war surgeon or something.... where i can see critical patients, make spilt-second decision and safe some lifes.... Someday....
Song of the day: 十惡不赦 - 劉浩龍
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We are really connected in some way or the other. Coincidentally in these days, probably with the new boss, office works become so heavy and stressful for me. 4 days work till after midnight last week, but I start to feel good and "natural high" about the pressure, because I know my learning curve is becoming steep...
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