Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sentimental Entry

Okay.... I have endured another sleepless night. Maybe it's at times like this that make people think more sentimentally.... no matter what, i still want to share what i think lately with you all...

I dunno why, but i feel very lonely lately.... it's not that my friends are not 'physically' present, but it's like we all are too fussed by a whole lot of different things in our lifes that make me feel so distanced.... it's like we are on different chapters of the book.... sometimes i may flip through the chapter, paying very little attention while you are concentrating on it; or sometimes it's me who is too focused that i failed to see your need... Maybe this is like what the elderly said, it's all part of life.... but then, i just cant accept it yet.....

I would like to thank all my friends so much. I must be a very difficult and troublesome people to hang out with.... i am just too arrogant (but in the same time ignorant), insensitive about others feeling and too self centered.... you all are great people for tolerating me... you have shaped me into a better person and i really appreciated that...

Maybe i have really grown up a little.... suddenly have the thought that i no longer wish to take any risk.... i just want everything steady and go step by step...

Suddenly have a single thought of leaving hall and go back home... but there is still one thing on my mind that i cant put down yet, one deepest regret... i wish by the time i leave i can have your forgiveness...

同類 - 孫燕姿

雨後的城市 寂寞又狼狽
路邊的座位 他空著在等誰
我拉住時間 他卻不理會
有沒有別人 跟我一樣很想被安慰

風 停了又吹 我忽然想起誰
天 亮了又黑 我過了好幾歲
心 暖了又灰 世界 有時候孤單的很
需要另一個同類

愛 收了又給 我們都不太完美
夢 做了又碎 我們有幾次機會 去追

不曉得為什麼愛 又稀少又昂貴
雲在半空中 被微風剪碎
回憶也許美 可是正在飛走對不對

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