Seriously, I have no idea why people said it's paradise in training.
I have to wake up early for work and there're just too many things happening at once that require attention here in training, but minus my familiar resources... Is this really so enjoyable?
I keep my fingercrossed things will get better soon enough.
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Things didnt go too well at training... tedious tasks... and the same clueless exercises.... damn.
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It's funny how life can go... when you think your life is screwed, this world tease you with unbelievable luck.
17th March, 2012. Talk show by Tsim Shui-man. Looking forward.
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Last weekend I spent with Angela, Chow Fai couple at Horace's place.
Good food and laughters can brighten up a bad day :)
Thank you friends, I treasure every second with you guys.
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Last but not least, I feel very proud to offer my best wishes to my best mate, Jeffrey Lai. This friend I know had become someone's fiance~
I just cant wait to see his wedding~
Congratulations mate!
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Starting over, again.
Probably my life in the past year and half was just a mess...
Looking back... I've done nothing... but instead to allow myself to rest in a false sence of contention and security... and to numb my senses with all sort of temporary enjoyment...
But now, i feel the blandness in life... I am craving for more. At the very least, I wish to get back my own life. I am saying this as I felt I've probably spent too much time on work and nothing else...
I always coach others that 'work is only work but no more'.... Am I living up to what I preach? Doubtful.
Spot a problem, and it's not time to rectify it. First step, hopefully by engaging myself to the stuff that I use to love, eg. blogging.
Hopefully I will write here (again) on regular basis.
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Last night was rough.... crazy dreams all night... crazy running, careless driving and much more, it's like arcade game or movie... I woke up in sweat and a pounding heart..... probably my body's response to stress (self induced stress that is, from not studying well before exam)..... but it's a good one, as I woke early and manage to have a clear mind.
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The exam went well today, though I've really read little, the exam paper was fair and I manage to write an answer to most questions (that's no mean feat already if you have attempted the Standard 3 exam [promotion exam]). The result was still pending, it wouldnt be too good or bad but surely it's an pass... well, whatever, the remaining 7 weeks will be holiday for me.
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Caught a drink with Horace and Dinner with Jeff tonight... many happy times~ Looking forward to more to come.
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For all the good/bad reasons, I was viewing the photos of my past, especially the days I had in police training... really I felt quite sentimental.
I once thought all good things in life will remain and the story goes happily everafter... I was naive. But instead of losing myself in remorse, I think it'd be more beneficial for me to pick myself up and get going. Memento Mori and life is too short.
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Well, I'd really get to bed now.... tomorrow will be another long day.
See you here in a short while, I promise.
Looking back... I've done nothing... but instead to allow myself to rest in a false sence of contention and security... and to numb my senses with all sort of temporary enjoyment...
But now, i feel the blandness in life... I am craving for more. At the very least, I wish to get back my own life. I am saying this as I felt I've probably spent too much time on work and nothing else...
I always coach others that 'work is only work but no more'.... Am I living up to what I preach? Doubtful.
Spot a problem, and it's not time to rectify it. First step, hopefully by engaging myself to the stuff that I use to love, eg. blogging.
Hopefully I will write here (again) on regular basis.
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Last night was rough.... crazy dreams all night... crazy running, careless driving and much more, it's like arcade game or movie... I woke up in sweat and a pounding heart..... probably my body's response to stress (self induced stress that is, from not studying well before exam)..... but it's a good one, as I woke early and manage to have a clear mind.
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The exam went well today, though I've really read little, the exam paper was fair and I manage to write an answer to most questions (that's no mean feat already if you have attempted the Standard 3 exam [promotion exam]). The result was still pending, it wouldnt be too good or bad but surely it's an pass... well, whatever, the remaining 7 weeks will be holiday for me.
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Caught a drink with Horace and Dinner with Jeff tonight... many happy times~ Looking forward to more to come.
=
For all the good/bad reasons, I was viewing the photos of my past, especially the days I had in police training... really I felt quite sentimental.
I once thought all good things in life will remain and the story goes happily everafter... I was naive. But instead of losing myself in remorse, I think it'd be more beneficial for me to pick myself up and get going. Memento Mori and life is too short.
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Well, I'd really get to bed now.... tomorrow will be another long day.
See you here in a short while, I promise.
Monday, February 13, 2012
It's been a while again.
I am visiting this place far less than I'd have wished... Partly because of the busy workload.... and that there seems less and less things that's worth mentioning here...
Feeling that my life's grew stagnant of late...
My heart is dying for a change... but somehow, change requires a lot of effort...
What I feared most is finally starting to show... the lure of comfort and familiarity.
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Well... there had been quite a few things in this past three weeks.
First of all, I've handled my first major crime, a rape case that happened in Ap Lei Chau. Thankfully nothing went wrong at scene, but looking back, there were a number of things that could/should have done and done faster... well, consider it a lesson learnt.
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Secondly, despite my insistence of not visiting the lunar market ever again year-after-year.... I still visited, for good reason. Well... guess I'm the traditional guy afterall....
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Got enrolled in detective training course now... the course was far more intensive than what I anticipated.... feeling drained everyday...
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Worse still.... I'm only blogging here to numb my anxious mind.... tomorrow is the exam of the course and I have not much faith on it..... Sigh.... wish me luck...
Feeling that my life's grew stagnant of late...
My heart is dying for a change... but somehow, change requires a lot of effort...
What I feared most is finally starting to show... the lure of comfort and familiarity.
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Well... there had been quite a few things in this past three weeks.
First of all, I've handled my first major crime, a rape case that happened in Ap Lei Chau. Thankfully nothing went wrong at scene, but looking back, there were a number of things that could/should have done and done faster... well, consider it a lesson learnt.
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Secondly, despite my insistence of not visiting the lunar market ever again year-after-year.... I still visited, for good reason. Well... guess I'm the traditional guy afterall....
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Got enrolled in detective training course now... the course was far more intensive than what I anticipated.... feeling drained everyday...
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Worse still.... I'm only blogging here to numb my anxious mind.... tomorrow is the exam of the course and I have not much faith on it..... Sigh.... wish me luck...
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