Compromise.

It's been another long while since i wrote here...

Not that i dont want to write.... but I lacked the time to be alone and think, especially before my bedtime.... yes, i chose this myself.... but this compromise was not respected...

The biggest problem in any relationship is.... the expectations management.... what you think might not be the same as what you get. It's about how you handle your expectations...

Just my random thoughts.

It's been okay at work lately.... first night shift without dealing with dead body, which is good.

Got a couple of chances meeting with friends. La Salle Reunion was great... we should meet far more often. And Kennon's new place is cozy as well, and that we're living so close now means we shall be able to meet much more often. Can be some interesting occassions~

It's really late now... gotta sleep. Later.

All for a reason

Suddenly... learn something from my job...

No matter how sincere, how truthful the words seems....

There's always an intention, a motive behind everything....

Everyone for himself....

Have faith in yourself and bear the consequences.... like a man.

That's what leaders are for, isnt it?

It's a wonderful dinner tonight with Alv, Jeff and Sam... when was the last time we had such a combination? I cant tell exactly, but I still remember the time when my house was under renovation and invited all of them to there for a pre-house warming event? (even without furnitures.... we're all sitting in the dirt covered living room.... booze and laughters were the best remedy to everything.)

Surprise guest of Sin Sir and Kenny...... talked so much about La Salle Spirit..... I'm so glad and honoured to be part of them.... it's a brotherhood I cant explain....... No matter what we say or think, the others will have an 'Been there' feeling... I guess that's what distinguished our relationship....

Got insight in the school management through Sin Sir.... yes, truely, La Salle is facing a dire situation, but as always, La Salle is something more... Just a word and we'll all be there supporting.

It's so much fun... hope next friday's gathering will be as fruitful.

Work again.

Endured a trough in career lately...

Was a bit dissatisfied about work...

Not only about ability.... but more about man management....

It's such a hard subject...

Still..... this is where adversity quotient kicks in...

I'm bouncing back....

Anything that doesnt kill makes me stronger.

Enough for work.... for my personal side of life.

All had been good... life was in order...

Didnt find friend as often as I would like to.... but I can't control, just too busy sometimes...

Great to see people still turn to me when they're facing problems... at least my assistance is still appreciated by them.

I longed for some idle days where I can chat, tea, dinner and drink with friends.

A bit worried about Mi on her stomache.

Right.... that's about it.... was being lazy for a week without gym.... must pick up the habit again.

Ocean Park...

Spent a day in Ocean Park in the sun.... it's fun.... but it's really hot at the same time....

Cant stop sweating....

But the game it's fun, and moreover, I've got an unlimited entry for the coming 14 months.... good.

Must visit it again soon.

Work... back from 2 days vacation, as usual, files got piled up...

Now realize why notebook entry was so important, especially you got case going to the court (or coroner's)....

I have no idea why people can facebook while they're at work.... does it mean their workload is too light? I can hardly squeeze time....

Nevermind... I needa sleep... next time.

A nothing much Tuesday.... but still getting off work late.... that's a shame.

Head out to gym at night, tried Body Pump course finally..... never imagine it can be so tough... I felt my muscles swell....

Wednesday.... busy.... start with a person collasped case in morning.... when I thought the quota of the day is used up.... hardly.... a dead body found case in the afternoon..... damn it.... grossly decomposed corpse.... well cemented to the floor by the decomposition residue.... naked on the lower part of body and nothing but tendon is left... even the heart rolled out as the intestines and lungs were gone... the smell? you guess...

When face to face with this case, I can only remember one song in my mind.



After work rushed through all the paper work and went out for football... hang out in TST with Alvin, who's back in town finally..... dinner was great with a new found friend from Japan and France (tourists who sat beside us, had some interesting chat)... Nice conversation with Jeff and Alvin during the night.... surely we should head out more often.

Work.... as usual.

Work is great lately.... nothing too troublesome....

quite busy though.... working overtime for many days straight already.

In charge of a couple operations, amending order that reach to DC level... I'm now seen by my boss as the 'work horse'.... quite unlike my usual motto, "work smart, play harder....".... but it's good for a change.

Went to gym again.... feeling good.... I'm no longer as fit as before but now instead of body building, I'm hoping to get fit and endurance.... tried body combat and body pump courses.... pretty cool... it's so tiring.

Time to sleep now.... tmr gotta work... I longed my holiday.

I am counting... two days, one day...

What's the answer?

I am tired... I dont know I can hold myself for how much longer...

鄉村老鼠和城市老鼠

也許故事的結局是鄉村老鼠為了遷就城市老鼠, 搬到城裡去過著每天擔驚受怕的日子...

又或是城市老鼠回到鄉村,看見綠綠的樹林,長在莊稼的田野，聽著小鳥歌唱, 一陣風吹來，新鮮的空氣讓城市老鼠覺得全身都舒暢,覺得鄉下平靜的生活比較適合...

我們難度不能找到我們之間的中和點?

Wander without soul today...

Felt so lost...

I kept my vows... but so what?

Been to places where we met, we laughed, we cried, we shared, we loved... you were gone...

I couldn't.... really couldn't get the memories away...

Was there at your house... but... will you still see me?

If that's your wish, i shall just let you be.