Packing up.... it's such a cruel procedure...... not only did it erase all proof of your existence.... it seems to bring along your every memories....
Every item you throw away seems to carry a bit of the past, may it be happy or sad feelings....
Subconciously, i put all the items that can trigger my emotion most in the deepest corner of my drawer.... such is a chance that i must unearth those memories... there are just too many of them...
願我可以學會放低你...
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Packing up.
Spent 2 days in my room packing up already....
How come such a tiny room can store so many junks and stuff?
Seems like an eternity before i can get all my things packed.
How come such a tiny room can store so many junks and stuff?
Seems like an eternity before i can get all my things packed.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Regrets.
How many people can truely live their lifes without regrets?
Should have done this; Should not have done that..... voices keep screaming in my head when i look back in my university life.
The closer and closer I'm walking to this unknown society, the more i miss the relative sheltered uni life.
Feeling is so bad, when you see your old faults, and at this time you can no longer do things to improve them.... you can just moan and feel the pain.
Remember a friend once said, "It's the little regrets that complete a life." Didnt have much feeling on it before.... but it's such a good wisdom.
Saw a couple of movies regarding time travel lately.... is it really possible? Can i change the past and live in a more ideal environment? Or will i end up with more misery by changing the past? I dont know..... This is why life is so much fun.
"Lord I'm doing, all I can...... To be a better man."
PS. Sorry about your great loss this jan, I can feel the same... sorry I'm not even there. I hope you see this.
Should have done this; Should not have done that..... voices keep screaming in my head when i look back in my university life.
The closer and closer I'm walking to this unknown society, the more i miss the relative sheltered uni life.
Feeling is so bad, when you see your old faults, and at this time you can no longer do things to improve them.... you can just moan and feel the pain.
Remember a friend once said, "It's the little regrets that complete a life." Didnt have much feeling on it before.... but it's such a good wisdom.
Saw a couple of movies regarding time travel lately.... is it really possible? Can i change the past and live in a more ideal environment? Or will i end up with more misery by changing the past? I dont know..... This is why life is so much fun.
"Lord I'm doing, all I can...... To be a better man."
PS. Sorry about your great loss this jan, I can feel the same... sorry I'm not even there. I hope you see this.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
Abandon.
This place was left abandon for another few days..... the same always happen when i'm on vacation....
Finally.... it's been one month since my graduation (counting from the day that i passed exam).... nothing much have been done.... just living a kind of 'retired' life... doing nothing in particular.... that's a kind of life that i've lived for a long long time.....
I start to get bored.... Still searching for my own 'road'..... in what direction should i go to? Am i heading for disaster? I dunno... but this saying is so true, "You can't get anywhere if you don't have a place in mind."...... seems like it's the time i make up my mind then.
Watched an excellent movie tonight, "Batman - The Dark Knights"..... really cool stuff. Ignore the disastrous 'Batman and Robin' and 'Batman Returns' film.... this new one is of totally different genre.... Thrilling action, check. Love plot, check. Perfect cast, check. Special effects, check. Deep character describtion, check..... what else are you looking for in a movie? I especially love the twist in the plot by the 90 minutes mark.... if the movie ends there, it'd be perfectly okay for a 70 marks movie.... but the additional 60 minutes fully complete the movie, bringing the climax to the extreme with a good ending (pretty unlike the last movie that i watch, "The Happening")..... Just perfect....... It's really a shame that Heath Ledger committed suicide after this movie.... is he... too deep in this Joker character? Jack Nicholson and Heath Ledger truely give the essence to this otherwise flat character... completing it....
Some quotes that i like from the movie. Most of them are spoken by Joker
"Why so Serious?"
"Madness is just like gravity.... sometimes, all you need to do is to give it a little push..."
"I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you... stranger."
This is from Harvey Dent, "You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
All so memorable quotes.....
Sorry I've bored you with so many batman stuff... just listen to my advice... watch it soon or you'll regret it.
Till next time.
PS. Happy Birthday to Ewing, my dear ex-floormate.
PS2. Happy Birthday to Sara, my beloved friend.
Finally.... it's been one month since my graduation (counting from the day that i passed exam).... nothing much have been done.... just living a kind of 'retired' life... doing nothing in particular.... that's a kind of life that i've lived for a long long time.....
I start to get bored.... Still searching for my own 'road'..... in what direction should i go to? Am i heading for disaster? I dunno... but this saying is so true, "You can't get anywhere if you don't have a place in mind."...... seems like it's the time i make up my mind then.
Watched an excellent movie tonight, "Batman - The Dark Knights"..... really cool stuff. Ignore the disastrous 'Batman and Robin' and 'Batman Returns' film.... this new one is of totally different genre.... Thrilling action, check. Love plot, check. Perfect cast, check. Special effects, check. Deep character describtion, check..... what else are you looking for in a movie? I especially love the twist in the plot by the 90 minutes mark.... if the movie ends there, it'd be perfectly okay for a 70 marks movie.... but the additional 60 minutes fully complete the movie, bringing the climax to the extreme with a good ending (pretty unlike the last movie that i watch, "The Happening")..... Just perfect....... It's really a shame that Heath Ledger committed suicide after this movie.... is he... too deep in this Joker character? Jack Nicholson and Heath Ledger truely give the essence to this otherwise flat character... completing it....
Some quotes that i like from the movie. Most of them are spoken by Joker
"Why so Serious?"
"Madness is just like gravity.... sometimes, all you need to do is to give it a little push..."
"I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you... stranger."
This is from Harvey Dent, "You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
All so memorable quotes.....
Sorry I've bored you with so many batman stuff... just listen to my advice... watch it soon or you'll regret it.
Till next time.
PS. Happy Birthday to Ewing, my dear ex-floormate.
PS2. Happy Birthday to Sara, my beloved friend.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
A limit.
Dunno why but there's a kind of tension (more appropiately frustration) inside me lately..... the bad thing is.... i dont really know what i'm unsatisfied at...... this really get bothering at times.....
Been lazy lately..... I'm putting a limit to myself.... my current way of living can only continue till August... or else I'll be in great trouble......
Feeling the stress of job hunting now....
Been lazy lately..... I'm putting a limit to myself.... my current way of living can only continue till August... or else I'll be in great trouble......
Feeling the stress of job hunting now....
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Hangover.
Everyday i woke up with a bad bad hangover...
Life's fun.... but for how long can i stay this way?
Starting to feel the urgency of finding a job.
The Cranberries - Linger
"Will you still love me in the Morning?"
"Forever and ever, Babe."
Quotes from Movie "Click"
Linger - The Cranberries
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you
And I'm in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
And I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Just another rainy night.
Storm again.... with thunder bolt slicing through the night sky....
When will all these bad weather end?
I use to love Summer.... but i started looking forward to Autumn already. (Wanna buy a trench coat from Zara, it's so gorgeous.... though a bit expensive)
Got a lot of stuff on my buying list.... to name a few, a new shade, a stereo, computer, business attire, cufflinks.... wow that's a lot already, not to mention the forseeable 'entertainment fee'..... gosh.... need to find money quick.
Dont know why but feel very interested to go for an outward bound.... might be a good experience....
When will all these bad weather end?
I use to love Summer.... but i started looking forward to Autumn already. (Wanna buy a trench coat from Zara, it's so gorgeous.... though a bit expensive)
Got a lot of stuff on my buying list.... to name a few, a new shade, a stereo, computer, business attire, cufflinks.... wow that's a lot already, not to mention the forseeable 'entertainment fee'..... gosh.... need to find money quick.
Dont know why but feel very interested to go for an outward bound.... might be a good experience....
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Keep Running.
http://nikeplus.nike.com/nikeplus/?l=runners,runs,1356456978,runID,549909448
This is my Nike ID, it kept record of my running profile.... Do visit me there from time to time... (The records are quite laughable..... but i'll only get better through time)
It's an other long while since I wrote here... too much has been bothering my mind... expecially now with no more excuses or procrastination.... I must think for my futher career.... gosh... big headache.
Obssessed with Rubik's Cube right now..... it's like a pandora's box.... so much pain locked inside the tiny cube when you cant solve it.....
Gotta do a lot of things... but just too tired to do them right now....
This is my Nike ID, it kept record of my running profile.... Do visit me there from time to time... (The records are quite laughable..... but i'll only get better through time)
It's an other long while since I wrote here... too much has been bothering my mind... expecially now with no more excuses or procrastination.... I must think for my futher career.... gosh... big headache.
Obssessed with Rubik's Cube right now..... it's like a pandora's box.... so much pain locked inside the tiny cube when you cant solve it.....
Gotta do a lot of things... but just too tired to do them right now....
Monday, July 07, 2008
Spain Rulz!!!
This is the Spainish year.
Football, Tennis...
Nadal and Torres....
Great game.
Totally exhausted right now.
Must get some sleep.
PS. Happy Birthday to Horace.
Football, Tennis...
Nadal and Torres....
Great game.
Totally exhausted right now.
Must get some sleep.
PS. Happy Birthday to Horace.
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