Birthday Party... @ McDonald.

I'm always a McDonald lover....

However, in my first 23 years of my life... I've never had the chance to throw a birthday party at McDonald.

This year.... Thanks to my beloved group sons and daughters, I finally enjoyed a great birthday party there~

It's so much fun..... it seems, I'm still very young~

Lucas Grabeel - Go The Distance

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

I will search the world
I will face its harms
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

My Birthday~

Finally.... turning 24.... feeling kind of old right now (or more appropiately, more mature).

I just hope that this year is going to be a fruitful year for me.

My birthday wish.... I'm kind of greedy that i wanted 3 wishes.

1. Graduate on time with my dental degree (nothing more important than this right now)

2. Find myself a good girlfriend (originally I wanted to say wife.... but then, who knows :P)

3. Family and friends are gonna be okay and live happily. (Without you by my side, my life would be empty)

They're gonna happen.... I have faith in it ^^

Thank you everyone, for your blessings and touching messages. And all my floormates, who give me such a great 'birthday celebration' with me. I love you all.

Awakening

"I'm not scared of dying, I just don't want to"

So impressed by this lyric.... this is what keep me going for the time being.

Also inspired by Rafa Benitez, What's wrong with winning ugly? A win is a win and there are no substitutes. Gotta build up my own winning-menatality in order to survive the upcoming challenges.

Stressed lately.... but i shall be fine.

Robbie Williams - Come Undone

So unimpressed but so in awe
Such a saint but such a whore
So self aware so full of shit
So indecisive so adamant

So rock and roll so corporate suit
So damn ugly so damn cute
So well trained so animal
So need your love so fuck you all

I'm not scare of dying I just dont want to
If I stop lying I'd just disappoint you

Why is life so difficult?

Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love, it's suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Pretty Impressive AIDS campaign.

Everything's lacking now....

I need love, I need passion, I need fear....

It seems.... everything is just not right in my case...

I need to make it right this time.

Thank you Kennon, for letting me know how important it is to motivate myself when I'm with no motivation at all.

I need some guidance.

曹格 - 世界唯一的妳

是妳　一眼我就認出來　這是命運最美麗的安排
是愛　讓妳略過漫長等待　我們只要現在相愛　幸福就來
恨我來不及參與妳的過去　抱歉讓妳等待
我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

這個世界唯一的妳　是我擁有的奇蹟
對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

看開　過去所有的悲哀　都只是訓練我為妳　勇敢
真愛　照亮了漆黑的夜晚　尋找了彼此一輩子　再不分開
恨我來不及參與妳的過去　抱歉讓妳等待
我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

I will climb the highest mountain
I will swim the deepest sea
對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

愛就像一種解不開的魔咒

我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

I will climb the highest mountain
I will swim the deepest sea
(就算要我上天下地)就算上天下地　我什麼都願意為妳
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

It had to be you - Michael Buble

It Had To Be You - Harry Connick

It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around, and finally found - the somebody who
Could make me be true, and could make me be blue
And even be glad, just to be sad - thinking of you
Some others I've seen, might never be mean
Might never be cross, or try to be boss, but they wouldn't do
For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, I love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you

Liverpool Rulz!!!

Almost have a heart attack tonight when seeing the Liverpool Vs Arsenal game.

Down by 1-0, Hyypia make it level, El Nino taking the lead in 70th minutes. A solo run by Theo Walcott broke all liverpool fans heart, again. Ryan Babel's act (even i think it's not a penalty call) and excellent conversion by SG make it 3-2. And lastly a well deserved goal by Ryan Babel in the final minute seal the game..... What more can i ask for such an entertaining game??

Better still, Horace was here for a sleep over. We can chat for the whole night tonight ^^

Dentist Song - from Little Shop of Horrors

Are all dentists that bad??

[ORIN]
When I was younger, just a bad little kid,
My mama noticed funny things I did,
Like shootin' puppies with a B B gun
I'd poison guppies, and when I was done
I'd find a pussycat and bash in its head
That's when my mama said

[CRYSTAL, RONETTE, CHIFFON]
What did she say?

[ORIN]
She said, "My boy, I think someday
You'll find a way
To make your natural tendencies pay
You'll be a dentist
You have a talent for causin' things pain
Son, be a dentist
People will pay you to be inhumane
Your temperament's wrong for the priesthood
And teaching would suit you still less
Son, be a dentist
You'll be a success

[CRYSTAL, RONETTE, CHIFFON]
Here he is, folks the leader of the plaque!
Watch him suck up that gas!
Oh, my god!
He's a dentist and he'll never ever be any good
Who wants their teeth done by the Marquis de Sade?

[PATIENT]
Oh that hurts! I'm not numb!

[ORIN]
Oh, shut up. Open wide. here I come!
I am your dentist

[PATIENT]
Goodness gracious!

[ORIN]
And I enjoy the career that I picked

[CRYSTAL, RONETTE, CHIFFON]
Really love it

[ORIN]
I am your dentist

[PATIENT]
Fitting braces

[ORIN]
And I get off on the pain I inflict

[CRYSTAL, RONETTE, CHIFFON]
Really love it

[ORIN]
I thrill when I drill a bicuspid

[CRYSTAL, RONETTE, CHIFFON]
Bicuspid

[ORIN]
It's swell though they tell me I'm maladjusted
And though it may cause my patients distress,
Somewhere, somewhere in heaven above me
I know, I know, that my mama's proud of me
Oh, mama
'Cause I'm a dentist and a success
Say ah!

[PATIENT]
Ah!

[ORIN]
Say ah!

[PATIENT]
Ah!

[ORIN]
Say ah!

[PATIENT]
Ah!

[ORIN]
Now spit!

Buying Spree

Another few days lost.

Long weekend because of the Ching Ming Festival on Friday.... though nothing productive has been done....

Thursday night. Celebrate a friend's birthday in Mong Kok and then the night was in TST with my SPOC family and secondary schoolmates...... feels like dying the day after.

Friday. Nothing much. Trying to recover from the night before. Night spent stupidly to finish a game of "Risk"..... cant imagine why it took so long.....

Saturday. Casual reading. Unexpected visit from Sister Kathy. Thanks so much for introducing me to Leona Lewis, She's real good.

Sunday. Watched the Interhall Drama by RC Lee Hall. It's quite a good show. It kept me thinking if it'd be good if there is an insurance for Love..... Um.....

Bought myself a lot of things today. Including a new pair of football boot. I can now see how advertisment work. When I see Steven Gerrard wearing the new Adidas' Predator.... Gosh, i have no reason why i shouldnt buy one. (Good luck to my friend Bonny, who's also working for an Ad company. Look forward to your Nike production in Summer ^^)

Learning to play Rubik's cube now. Shall write again.

Ps. Je t'aime? Je t'aime beaucoup.

Amy Winehouse - Rehab

Highly Talented.

Leona Lewis - Better in Time

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going, coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
I'm gon’ be OK

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
It’ll all get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming don’t wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon’ be OK

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
It’ll all get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you
Yes I will

Learn of Love, and learn to hate.

Quite a lot happened lately, my mind is still confused.... worse still, the books and notes are taking up most of my free time that i cant even have time to properly sit down and think.... It's like.... my mind's just make up of incorherent fragments.... memories, reasons, judgements..... all jumbled up..... I hate this feeling.

But i am trying.... though the following entry might be incomprehendible..... i wish that at least i can put down what i'm thinking at this very moment.... or else they'll all be gone....

Men's greatest assest is not just the ability to Love someone or something.... it comes with the affections (both positive and negative) he had.... If you can love, at the same time.... you must learn to hate... I'm not asking you to hate the world... but sometimes, you might feel better to express what you dislike.... maybe, that way you'll live your life in a better way. (frankly, though life's too short, you're already dead if you dont have feeling at all)

Heard the news tonight and feel this world is getting more and more insane by the day. Prices of rice sky-rocketed..... who is it to blame? It's all "Human Disaster", proclaiming a poor harvest while the merchant stock up the rice for profit, ignoring the basic need of people altogether... i'm just sad to see such happening....

Same situation happen in the Olympic game. please dont incorpate political issue into some sports programme. It's just not the right arena. Please do it in a proper way and why dont the protester sit down and enjoy a sports tournment which all participants gave their all because of the passion of the game?

It seems.... i've wandered too far... but i'm really tired right now... wanna sleep and dont wanna wake in the unholy hour tomorrow for the boring lecture >.<"

PS. Heart's the only one can tell.... what's my heart telling me at this moment? "5 days - Patrick Nuo"

Bon Jovi - (You Want To) Make A Memory

My current favourite.

張國榮 - 追

In memory of, 張國榮.

April fools' day.

It's April already.... meaning my time is running out.... There're a lot to catch up..... I wont give up yet....

April Fool's day today.... It's supposed to be a day for laughing.... but i just feel that.... i cant laugh as carefree as before..... It's like.... I dont even know how to laugh with my heart's delight.....

Thanks for all the encouragements. A simple note or two can really brighten up my day. Thanks again.