Just random thoughts....
But i really do hate getting up early in the morning....
I'd rather have a good sleep and effectively spent my afternoon in the library....
Why am i still having class right before my exam?
Monday, May 28, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Thunder~
Never underestimate Zeus' wrath...
The sky is scary tonight...
Thunder kept raining from the sky...
Making the sky bright as daytime~
I remember there was once a time i was out alone in the wild, running into a blazing thunderstorm.... it was so scary.... the noise seems like to puncture the ear drum.... no where to hide, no where to go...
That incident, make me know life is so vulnerable...
Who knows, what would happen the next second...
And this time...
Is it just another reminder to me?
The sky is scary tonight...
Thunder kept raining from the sky...
Making the sky bright as daytime~
I remember there was once a time i was out alone in the wild, running into a blazing thunderstorm.... it was so scary.... the noise seems like to puncture the ear drum.... no where to hide, no where to go...
That incident, make me know life is so vulnerable...
Who knows, what would happen the next second...
And this time...
Is it just another reminder to me?
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Time to sleep~
Nothing beat a good hot shower before sleep~ Feeling so sleepy now....
It's been a crazily hot day today.... it's not the heat that's killing, but the humidity instead.... feel myself start to 'melt' when i stay outdoor today...
I'm always like that, have thought of many to write in the blog, but when i'm actually sitting in front of the computer typing, i found that sometimes i just dont know where to start with... or sometimes words have failed to express my feelings.... for they are such mixed ones~
Today i got a very strong feeling that Dentistry is a good subject, on the assumption that i dont need to earn a living with it... I mean, it's really intersting in many ways.... but not as a job or routine..... I will make sure I will try my best to make dentistry my part-time job only~ Time is better spent on things more important.
Finished reading Tony Parsons' Man and Wife.... pretty inspirational.... i love many of its quotes, one of the most memorable one is, "At young age, I love you because I need you; Later on in life, I need you because I love you." That's something... worth to think about it.
Went into some friends in campus today.... so glad to see them today.
If you want true happiness, stop to think how the others think of you.... be yourself, do the things you like.... that's the spirit.
I found my happiness today in a small park in Sheung Wan.... they're lovely, ain't they?
It's been a crazily hot day today.... it's not the heat that's killing, but the humidity instead.... feel myself start to 'melt' when i stay outdoor today...
I'm always like that, have thought of many to write in the blog, but when i'm actually sitting in front of the computer typing, i found that sometimes i just dont know where to start with... or sometimes words have failed to express my feelings.... for they are such mixed ones~
Today i got a very strong feeling that Dentistry is a good subject, on the assumption that i dont need to earn a living with it... I mean, it's really intersting in many ways.... but not as a job or routine..... I will make sure I will try my best to make dentistry my part-time job only~ Time is better spent on things more important.
Finished reading Tony Parsons' Man and Wife.... pretty inspirational.... i love many of its quotes, one of the most memorable one is, "At young age, I love you because I need you; Later on in life, I need you because I love you." That's something... worth to think about it.
Went into some friends in campus today.... so glad to see them today.
If you want true happiness, stop to think how the others think of you.... be yourself, do the things you like.... that's the spirit.
I found my happiness today in a small park in Sheung Wan.... they're lovely, ain't they?
Friday, May 25, 2007
Thanks to writers.
Dont know why... Dont want to write lately...
Blogging has slowly became part of my daily routine... it's just.... like some duty that i need to fulfill each day...
Want to find the joy in writing them again.
Cant kept myself from thinking who am i writing for? Is it just for myself to put down every memory of mine, or it's for my friends whom i want to share my feelings with (that's a great difference)....
I dont care anymore....
Feel that it must be a hard job to 'write' for a living, but thanks to the dedicated writers, we have books to kill our time with, we have culture, and we have literature...
I wish, one day i can write some short novel and get them published... want to create a world where my readers can get obsessed in.... very much like the way i feel towards Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter or the world of Narnia.
Someday when i have time ^^
Blogging has slowly became part of my daily routine... it's just.... like some duty that i need to fulfill each day...
Want to find the joy in writing them again.
Cant kept myself from thinking who am i writing for? Is it just for myself to put down every memory of mine, or it's for my friends whom i want to share my feelings with (that's a great difference)....
I dont care anymore....
Feel that it must be a hard job to 'write' for a living, but thanks to the dedicated writers, we have books to kill our time with, we have culture, and we have literature...
I wish, one day i can write some short novel and get them published... want to create a world where my readers can get obsessed in.... very much like the way i feel towards Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter or the world of Narnia.
Someday when i have time ^^
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Support Liverpool
Life is tough tonight as a Liverpool Fan.
No Matter What, Win or Lose I love you still.
[Written After the defeat in Athens, Champions League Final against AC Milan, 2 to 1]
No Matter What, Win or Lose I love you still.
[Written After the defeat in Athens, Champions League Final against AC Milan, 2 to 1]
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Funny Jokes~
Famous People talking about sex.... worth a look.
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy
"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin
"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner
"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --Camille Paglia
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone
"My girlfriend always laughs during sex---no matter what she's reading." --Steve Jobs
"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." --Jack Nicholson
"Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." --Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady -- and you didn't think Barbara had a sense of humor)
"Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet." --Robin Williams
"Women complain about premenstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself." --Roseanne
"Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place." --Billy Crystal
"According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." --Robert De Niro
"There's a new medical crisis. Doctors are reporting that many men are having allergic reactions to latex condoms. They say they cause severe swelling. So what's the problem?" --Dustin Hoffman
"There's very little advice in men's magazines, because men think, I know what I'm doing. Just show me somebody naked." --Jerry Seinfeld
"Instead of getting m married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house." --Rod Stewart
"See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time." --Robin Williams
Hell True~
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy
"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin
"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner
"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --Camille Paglia
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone
"My girlfriend always laughs during sex---no matter what she's reading." --Steve Jobs
"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." --Jack Nicholson
"Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." --Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady -- and you didn't think Barbara had a sense of humor)
"Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet." --Robin Williams
"Women complain about premenstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself." --Roseanne
"Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place." --Billy Crystal
"According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." --Robert De Niro
"There's a new medical crisis. Doctors are reporting that many men are having allergic reactions to latex condoms. They say they cause severe swelling. So what's the problem?" --Dustin Hoffman
"There's very little advice in men's magazines, because men think, I know what I'm doing. Just show me somebody naked." --Jerry Seinfeld
"Instead of getting m married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house." --Rod Stewart
"See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time." --Robin Williams
Hell True~
Monday, May 21, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Cultural or Sports?
It'd be the best if i can afford both of them.... Thanks to sister who've shown me to a very good drama in the Hong Kong Arts Center.... a show called "Goodbye but Goodbye".... pretty impressive show... a good drama need not have a complex plot at all... sometimes... simple things that happen in everyone's life is giving even stronger power in the story.... cause we really 'feel' the same way.... and this is exactly the kind of little story that actually happens around us... I'm so glad to have taken a night off to relax~
Same Saturday night... the FA cup final between Man Utd and Chelsea.... To me, i love neither of these 2 teams (Liverpool Forever!!!!)... just want to watch the game, so i've decided to hang out in a bar in Wan Chai for a drink and the game, unexpectely ran into some of my floormates..... Too bad it's such a boring game (considering that i support neither of the 2 teams).... To me, it might be a good thing that chelsea won the cup, if this mean Jose Mourinho can stay in the premiership for one more year.... cause next year i'm sure Liverpool's gonna rise and take the top spot ^^ It wouldn't be as fun to watch if Mourinho is not there to feel the pain~~
Now working on my log case.... shall write again soon~
Same Saturday night... the FA cup final between Man Utd and Chelsea.... To me, i love neither of these 2 teams (Liverpool Forever!!!!)... just want to watch the game, so i've decided to hang out in a bar in Wan Chai for a drink and the game, unexpectely ran into some of my floormates..... Too bad it's such a boring game (considering that i support neither of the 2 teams).... To me, it might be a good thing that chelsea won the cup, if this mean Jose Mourinho can stay in the premiership for one more year.... cause next year i'm sure Liverpool's gonna rise and take the top spot ^^ It wouldn't be as fun to watch if Mourinho is not there to feel the pain~~
Now working on my log case.... shall write again soon~
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Pleasure Vs Happiness
It's been a while since i last wrote.
Days pass on pretty uneventful... getting a bit bored...
School is tough as usual.... was quite demoralized by the fact that i've worked 100% of my effort but without return...
The pharse i used most often lately is, "It's not rocket science." But it's exactly such simple science cripples my progress in treating my patient.... Hate to handle the impression so much as they are a nightmare to me.... leave alone the inexperienced assistant that i have.... sometimes the material is so hard to handle that even i've take all necessary precautions but the voids will still pop up in the least expected areas.... sigh.... wasted one whole week of worktime because of unfitting cast.....
Read this from a book, "Pleasure comes from senses, while Happiness comes from within." How much do you agree? And how much are you achieving in getting happiness??
Days pass on pretty uneventful... getting a bit bored...
School is tough as usual.... was quite demoralized by the fact that i've worked 100% of my effort but without return...
The pharse i used most often lately is, "It's not rocket science." But it's exactly such simple science cripples my progress in treating my patient.... Hate to handle the impression so much as they are a nightmare to me.... leave alone the inexperienced assistant that i have.... sometimes the material is so hard to handle that even i've take all necessary precautions but the voids will still pop up in the least expected areas.... sigh.... wasted one whole week of worktime because of unfitting cast.....
Read this from a book, "Pleasure comes from senses, while Happiness comes from within." How much do you agree? And how much are you achieving in getting happiness??
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Living dead...
Accidentally fallen asleep during dinner tonight.... all the way till now...
Totally exhausted after a full day of polyclinic... glad that things are finally going right... got the denture delivered and the crown has been approved.... finally some progress....
Was so absent-minded when getting back to hall.... almost forgot to take my money from the ATM and left the bank..... lucky that nobody is there to take my money...
Got tickets to Avril Lavigne this summer~ She rulz!!
Expecting to meet Sister on Saturday~ What should we eat that night?
Totally exhausted after a full day of polyclinic... glad that things are finally going right... got the denture delivered and the crown has been approved.... finally some progress....
Was so absent-minded when getting back to hall.... almost forgot to take my money from the ATM and left the bank..... lucky that nobody is there to take my money...
Got tickets to Avril Lavigne this summer~ She rulz!!
Expecting to meet Sister on Saturday~ What should we eat that night?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
If tomorrow never comes
For how long can i stay like this way?
Bit by bit... burning my life to exhaustion.
Now I'm sacrificing my health for achievements...
But some day, when my body cripples.... all will be gone...
Want to have a balanced life...
"If tomorrow never comes" - Ronan Keating.... what a meaningful song.
PS, Passed a test today... but frankly... fully exhausted.
Bit by bit... burning my life to exhaustion.
Now I'm sacrificing my health for achievements...
But some day, when my body cripples.... all will be gone...
Want to have a balanced life...
"If tomorrow never comes" - Ronan Keating.... what a meaningful song.
PS, Passed a test today... but frankly... fully exhausted.
One great new singer.
斷絕來往 - 陳柏宇
或再不配合 共你一對
都想當老友伴隨
始終兩腳難後退 太不識趣
單向地愛下去
別這種態度 極之乾脆
約見面藉口諸多 說要推
如果不想再面對 慘遭負累
無謂再做朋友 便告吹
我會消失 讓自己一個抑鬱
道謝你絕情 絕得送上這種惡疾
來日裡 你與我各自賣醉
再也不知你於週末怎麼生趣
盡快消失 為自己一個呼吸
若令你動情或者我永遠不及
即管退隱 誰人令我這麼固執
或有種隔膜 沒法攻破
都可否念於當初 吻過麼
如果騷擾你是我 不勝負荷
寧願斷絕來往 就這麼
我會消失 讓自己一個抑鬱
道謝你絕情 絕得送上這種惡疾
來日裡 你與我各自賣醉
再也不知你於週末怎麼生趣
盡快消失 為自己一個呼吸
若令你動情或者我永遠不及
即管退隱 誰人令我這麼固執
偷生過每日 日夜都因你抑鬱
念盡你絕情地放棄愛我
是千夫所指的過失
純情願憎多一個人 不接受憐憫
Monday, May 14, 2007
On need basis.
It's been too busy lately... not only physically, but also mentally... always catching the deadlines drove me crazy.... Didnt really have the mood to write lately cause everytime i got back to hall, i just want to lie comfortably on my bed for some music and light reading (not textbook or journal anymore) (Currently on Tony Parsons, great writer)....
Found myself to be slightly needle-phobic... Giving shots to others is a totally different thing than on the receiver end.... so on this Friday when i gave blood, seeing the needle (must be a 12-guage, if not larger.... it's the size that you can use it on a ball pump) on my arm... i really have a raised heart beat... Giving blood is a meaningful thing... but i feel so unhappy when i thought of the people, receiving my blood, is in great sufferage... only then can i help them... Why can't i help them in other ways (when they're not in need), why can't i make them happy instead of giving help when they are suffering??
My days in RC are close to the end... trying my very best to treasure it...
Got back to home on Mother's day... Happy Mother's day mum.
What is love? Love is something so mystical... but at this point of life I've realized love is communications. It's not about how much dedication or sacrifice you've made to a person.... but more importantly, you have to let them know... Express yourself and Love... This is important.
Dunno why i wrote this much tonight... probably i'm too tired to keep myself sane.... i'll take a sleep soon and ready myself for tomorrow's test.... shall write later.
Wish me luck.
Found myself to be slightly needle-phobic... Giving shots to others is a totally different thing than on the receiver end.... so on this Friday when i gave blood, seeing the needle (must be a 12-guage, if not larger.... it's the size that you can use it on a ball pump) on my arm... i really have a raised heart beat... Giving blood is a meaningful thing... but i feel so unhappy when i thought of the people, receiving my blood, is in great sufferage... only then can i help them... Why can't i help them in other ways (when they're not in need), why can't i make them happy instead of giving help when they are suffering??
My days in RC are close to the end... trying my very best to treasure it...
Got back to home on Mother's day... Happy Mother's day mum.
What is love? Love is something so mystical... but at this point of life I've realized love is communications. It's not about how much dedication or sacrifice you've made to a person.... but more importantly, you have to let them know... Express yourself and Love... This is important.
Dunno why i wrote this much tonight... probably i'm too tired to keep myself sane.... i'll take a sleep soon and ready myself for tomorrow's test.... shall write later.
Wish me luck.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Deepest fear.
What is the deepest fear in my soul?
What is keeping me awake for the whole of the night?
What is that something that i knew I am scared of, but buried it deep down in my mind?
Didnt find it out before.... not until when i am totally alone today.
I'm sick of the loneliness...
I hate feeling being abandoned...
I am afraid of the quietness in my room, my life...
It is tiring to hide my feelings...
I want to be like 凌波麗.... without a single feeling to this world.... this should make me happy...
What is keeping me awake for the whole of the night?
What is that something that i knew I am scared of, but buried it deep down in my mind?
Didnt find it out before.... not until when i am totally alone today.
I'm sick of the loneliness...
I hate feeling being abandoned...
I am afraid of the quietness in my room, my life...
It is tiring to hide my feelings...
I want to be like 凌波麗.... without a single feeling to this world.... this should make me happy...
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Green Day VS Kelly Clarkson
One of my recent favorite.
Green Day's Brainstew crossover with Kelly Clarkson's Because of You.
The strong rhythm of brainstew gave this remix energy, whereas Kelly's voice is as mesmerizing as before~
So great~
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
好眼淚, 壞眼淚
Um.... stressed. One year left.... but seems so uncertain.
Superpass dinner tonight... hope it's gonna help.
Shall try my best in the exam tomorrow.
Originally want to include 梁靜茹's new song (原來你也唱過我的歌) as my song of the day... But suddenly heard the other song on my playlist.... It really touched me.
好眼淚壞眼淚 - 徐若瑄/許瑋倫
我曾 認真 深愛著一個人 他給我幸福的可能
我等 我問 未來何時發生 他只是給我一個吻
快樂 我哭 是因為你的手 曾答應帶我向前走
難過 我哭 是因為我的手 找不到你說的以後
好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只不過 在你不再愛我了以後
剩壞的眼淚慢慢流
快樂 我哭 是因為我付出 得到你溫柔的答覆
難過 我哭 是因為我認輸 你的心永遠留不住
好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流
Superpass dinner tonight... hope it's gonna help.
Shall try my best in the exam tomorrow.
Originally want to include 梁靜茹's new song (原來你也唱過我的歌) as my song of the day... But suddenly heard the other song on my playlist.... It really touched me.
好眼淚壞眼淚 - 徐若瑄/許瑋倫
我曾 認真 深愛著一個人 他給我幸福的可能
我等 我問 未來何時發生 他只是給我一個吻
快樂 我哭 是因為你的手 曾答應帶我向前走
難過 我哭 是因為我的手 找不到你說的以後
好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只不過 在你不再愛我了以後
剩壞的眼淚慢慢流
快樂 我哭 是因為我付出 得到你溫柔的答覆
難過 我哭 是因為我認輸 你的心永遠留不住
好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流
Monday, May 07, 2007
Being Sick...
Argh... work's piled up again.
Worse still.... once again feeling dizzy and having a temperature.... early signs of a major sickness.....
Got myself two "Dologesic".... hate the name of this pill.... 墮落之食.... Whenever i take this pill it's so potent that i feel fallen.....
Gosh.... I need a hasty recovery.
Worse still.... once again feeling dizzy and having a temperature.... early signs of a major sickness.....
Got myself two "Dologesic".... hate the name of this pill.... 墮落之食.... Whenever i take this pill it's so potent that i feel fallen.....
Gosh.... I need a hasty recovery.
Friday, May 04, 2007
Spend time, help those in need...
Always wanted to do it.
Afterall, the Community project is meant to do good to the society...
Though we go there for a reason, it's still a good feeling when we can really help those needy.
Time well spent~
Always feel tired lately...
Tried my best to stay in focus already...
Dunno why... I originally thought tomorrow is my free day... but in fact, i got class.... and got a full day of class.... that's making me depressed.
Shall sleep now.
Always wanted to do it.
Afterall, the Community project is meant to do good to the society...
Though we go there for a reason, it's still a good feeling when we can really help those needy.
Time well spent~
Always feel tired lately...
Tried my best to stay in focus already...
Dunno why... I originally thought tomorrow is my free day... but in fact, i got class.... and got a full day of class.... that's making me depressed.
Shall sleep now.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Obstacles.
Sometimes in life, there are just hurdles that i must overcome...
Some taller, some shorter...
It's depressing to know some are so high that it take more than will and determination to pass them.... Talent and Luck are also essential.
"Practice makes Perfect" is totally a BS in my believe... It's more like either you can do it or you cant.... no matter how many times you try... Only if you can do it in the first place, then it's worth spending your time in it.... "Perfect Practice makes Perfect".... that's what i think...
It's painful to invest time in things that you dont have the talent in.
I'm just moaning... I'm okay.
Some taller, some shorter...
It's depressing to know some are so high that it take more than will and determination to pass them.... Talent and Luck are also essential.
"Practice makes Perfect" is totally a BS in my believe... It's more like either you can do it or you cant.... no matter how many times you try... Only if you can do it in the first place, then it's worth spending your time in it.... "Perfect Practice makes Perfect".... that's what i think...
It's painful to invest time in things that you dont have the talent in.
I'm just moaning... I'm okay.
Bohemian Rhapsody - Acappella
What a wonderful acappella performance.
Wonder how they substitute all those drums and effects with their voice...
Human Synthesizer?? Ha ha~
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Mega-movie Week.
Still on my one movie a night regime...
Watched some pretty good films lately, for example, the Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead Man's Chest, Holiday (which is a pretty good Christmas must-watch).... but what inspire me most is another work from Steven Spielburg, Munich.
Spielburg is so good at narrating story... after watching Munich i cant help but to feel for the deceased Israelis and Palestinians... It's pretty much like his previous work Schindler's List... So heavy in context, but yet give so much food for thought.
What is home? Is it merely a physical commodity or it's the people you care?
Is it true that we sometimes have to Kill for peace? Are there any way out?
What is true forgiveness? You give it or take it? Or maybe both?
This film is just too good.
I've just been back from Shek O tonight.... great evening with SPOC... next time i'll enjoy my sunbath.
Watched some pretty good films lately, for example, the Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead Man's Chest, Holiday (which is a pretty good Christmas must-watch).... but what inspire me most is another work from Steven Spielburg, Munich.
Spielburg is so good at narrating story... after watching Munich i cant help but to feel for the deceased Israelis and Palestinians... It's pretty much like his previous work Schindler's List... So heavy in context, but yet give so much food for thought.
What is home? Is it merely a physical commodity or it's the people you care?
Is it true that we sometimes have to Kill for peace? Are there any way out?
What is true forgiveness? You give it or take it? Or maybe both?
This film is just too good.
I've just been back from Shek O tonight.... great evening with SPOC... next time i'll enjoy my sunbath.
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