Fighting legal cover.

This is now officially true... I have no idea what's my heart's true desire. Maybe I am just too easily distracted... maybe I just wanted something bad but I didn't know how to express myself, up till the point that I let it slip and remorse about it... Maybe I am just too afraid of changes... status quo... when was the last time I take a risk about the things I like? = Okay, too much mourning. Life's treating me okay of late, at least work is... though it's still busy as hell, but at least now, I see a glimpse of a potential way-out... only if I work hard enough... Was compulsed to take leave by my boss, as my leave has escalated to a scary level... I didn't want it at all... I still have a bunch of covers to write... that's my path to salvation and please don't stop me. Guess I will have to work while I am on my leave... = Is meeting friends less and less often... missed them a lot... when will I see them? = I have a problem in my heart, I needed to talk, I needed to share and tell... who's listening?

Happiness?

What is happiness?

I seems to lose this feeling...

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I kept thinking of this topic on my way back home tonight...

I have nothing to worry about, job's okay, family too. Fortunately my health is alright... why my heart is telling me I am not satisfied with life?

It seems... I am in lack of something that defines me... nothing I did really deserve recognition.... is this the source of my dissatisfaction?

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Dunno why.... but I have a strong hope to drop everything and go for a long journey.... somewhere exotic? Let me see this world, and more importantly, let me search my own identity.

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The sun shall rise again tomorrow... and my childish thought would better be gone by then...

My birthday.

Thanks to all of my friends, my birthday has been great.

Good gathering with great food and lovely time together. Love that.

I'm sure this'll be a good year.

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Something happened around me lately...

Full of death surrounding me since birthday.... hope everything's fine for my family and my friends'.

But at the same time... love is around me...

With choice, you'll know what you needed most...

I guess I am still in the stage of searching and choosing...

Or all these nothing but an excuse?

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Work's been okay lately...

Still... crazy work hours, but I am keeping my finger crossed all these shall make me a better and more capable person.

Nothing comes for free, isnt?

Work, enjoyment and gym.

Work is a bit crazy lately...

Have no idea how my files manage to pile up so tall.... must work hard and KO them all tmr.

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Got a decent dinner with boss and colleagues... nice gathering where we shared so many 'intelligence' (gossip really)....

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Thank you for coming out all the way from Tsuen Wan just for my crazy sudden thought of dessert.... though we ended up in that whisky bar, I thank you though~

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Saturday, slept till real late...

Finally got my new sneakers.... quite comfy one.

Thank you for my friend's invitation to her place for dinner... thanks auntie for her cooking and the birthday celebration, the first one of this year : )

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Had a wonderfully workout at midnight.... finally, I feel the urge to work out again... hope this time I'll maintain this habit and really build some meat.

April~ Birthday month.

It's been some while again...

Time really flies when one is in crime...

Fruitful but really demanding...

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Really feel I'm getting old... especially after 4 days of night shifts.... for how long can I continue like this?

More and more confrontations on domestic side, fortunately, things were smooth in work.... that's one less thing to worry about.

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Watched the movie "Love in a Puff"... some conversation was so witty... however, I have strong reservation as to the 'struggle' that Shawn Yu was facing? Why he'd fuss about it?? There is a really easy selection, right?

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Been going good lately... A casual dessert at Mong Kok on a good pre-work Monday.... definitely gave me energy to continue my work~

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What was unexpected was, I'd ever receive your call again, given all such history...

But still... for those who knew me well would agree... I adopted a 'Why so serious' view to life...

I wish you well and everything. Just blame it on luck and fate we met each other in such wrong time... regrettably... maybe I should thank you for making me realize things might not work out as planned... just enjoy life while one can.

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The scary Standard III exam approaches again... Aim high.... achieve low again (most probable) outcome...

The paper was a product of outter space..... why on earth are you presenting to we earthy candidates?

Absolute rubbish... however, the view that 150 plus of us cursing for the same cause/person is a view you dont see often.

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Hang out with Horace again tonight. Good to see him doing so well lately. Friend are friend for life. I am sure of that.

Cant wait to see his new darling.

BTW, the restaurant and bar were cozy... can visit it again sometime.

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Must start to get rid of my old self and start some new life...

End of course.

Finally.... the nine weeks training is near to over.

Looking back, it was not as bad as I originally thought.... the work is stupid but yet, I get to know a few good colleagues that make the course more bearable~

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Thing has been quite good recently...

Love the movie 'The Iron Lady'... It's really good.

She's like a Mr. E. So close, yet so distant.

But that's an aura she possesses...

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Someone is leaving for Korea real soon.... for a long vacation.... so envy :P

How about my vacation, will I be able to visit Cambodia in May??

明明很愛你 - 品冠, 梁靜茹

A relaxing date.

Had an excellent day on Saturday.

The show by Tsim Shui-man was an awesome one. Seeing it live is even better.

Though the afternoon wasnt what I planned it to be... but still, it's good.

Lovely dinner at Kitchen M at K11... delicious food~

Better still, love the dessert at the American Grill @ TST Intercontinental Hotel, that make a great feast altogether~

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Looking forward to the next one.

Black Eye Peas - I Gotta Feeling

Another week.

Another nothing much week at training.

Was with a bit of fever this week... probably caused by too much fun and entertainment over the weekend~

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Tomorrow is finally the day for Tsim Shui-man...

Looking forward to the show and the food :)