Fighting legal cover.

This is now officially true... I have no idea what's my heart's true desire. Maybe I am just too easily distracted... maybe I just wanted something bad but I didn't know how to express myself, up till the point that I let it slip and remorse about it... Maybe I am just too afraid of changes... status quo... when was the last time I take a risk about the things I like? = Okay, too much mourning. Life's treating me okay of late, at least work is... though it's still busy as hell, but at least now, I see a glimpse of a potential way-out... only if I work hard enough... Was compulsed to take leave by my boss, as my leave has escalated to a scary level... I didn't want it at all... I still have a bunch of covers to write... that's my path to salvation and please don't stop me. Guess I will have to work while I am on my leave... = Is meeting friends less and less often... missed them a lot... when will I see them? = I have a problem in my heart, I needed to talk, I needed to share and tell... who's listening?