Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Day 157 and 158

I must get back to my usual habit of daily blogging.... the consequence of not writing daily is, apart from my amnesia trait that I can hardly recall exactly what happened the other day.... I tend to use more and more time writing blog than usual.... that disrupt my already packed schedule/life and I am sleeping less and less.... that's not good.

Tuesday. Morning parade starts the day. Nothing too much, and I'm the squad commander.... nothing new as I've been a commander before..... nothing too wrong, nothing too bad... just a bit tired.

OU session for the whole remaining day.... sleepy and I'm with a strained neck because of the poor sitting-sleeping posture.

The night was spent having (self-perceived/pretended) malaise...... physically I'm okay but my mind keeps on telling my consciousness that I'm unwell.... I need to take a rest.... probably that's a way to vent my subconscious anger (on what? even I cant tell) or to relieve my mind from thinking about the exam due on next Monday..... but shamefully.... even with my best effort to roll in bed and shutting my eyes.... my mind cant rest.... I've wasted couple of hours trying to put myself to sleep..... that's no fun at all..... ended up I slept around 2300.... even later than before.....

Waking up somewhat freshed.... Footdrill in the morning, followed by whole day PSUC.... this time I can finally participate in the exercise.... got something done wrong but it's good learning.... (side note: you're so pissed by the 'events' that happened today.... is it really that worthy? time will prove) Nothing remarkable.... I am still waiting for my turn to get rid of my inner-evil and perform under stress..... hope all these are over soon.

Night.... went out to CB for revision in library..... a brief dinner and some shopping... if everyday is like that (minus the revision part) and I'll be happy about my life.....

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