Day 154, 155 and weekend.

Was in a very bad mood lately. Stressed.... work piled up..... no determination on my side... felt like nothing is going right lately.....

Day 154.... morning PT, PPAT.... still tired from Monday's exercise.... was slower than before.... only manage to finish the course in 2'00".

OU to follow, and then OSH lecture.... bored as hell....

That night spent doing pre-run for pre-planned exercise the next day... It's really not that useful to lay the feet on the ground and do the thinking there.... I'd rather spend the time doing talk through..... so i was not really satisfied at the time spent there..... luckily I can still have a brief dinner with you later that night.

Friday. Things got on okay for the pre-planned exercise..... really nothing much about work to say.

Later that night went out for work out with Jon..... it's been a long time since I work out..... feeling weak.....

You have..... once again.... deflied all rules and come out with me at night.... it's so unexpected but I like it.....

Saturday... watched a movie "Marley and Me".... pretty good.... i thought it's another ordinary comedy but I was wrong.... it got much deeper message than a lovely dog.... it's about relationship, family and responsibility issues..... it's worth a watch.....

The rest of the evening was ordinary.... but uneventful is good, isnt it?

Sunday.... pretty much wasted.... nothing done....

I feel the stress has overwhelmed me.... I was in such bad mood that I hurt all people around me.... I'm so sorry...

Can you.... find a person who know you better than yourself? I have.

Thank you~