Day 94

Day 94 is such a long day.... if i havent fixed my numbering system i'll certainly put it as 2 days..... coz it's so eventful.....

Start off with Range course in the morning..... 42 bullets, quick successive firing and a test on moving target.... not performing good in the first 2 round but the old problem of unstable mentality get the better of me in the last few rounds.... um.... I feel I'm improving as I can appreciate my own technique more, but still need more practice.

After lunch got Tactics exercise..... the Ssgt Jimmy was quite a good teacher, he clarified some important points on handling dangerous suspect and let us have hands on practise to reinforce our learning, i was acting as the commander twice in the afternoon, learned some valuable knowledge that might save my arse someday.

The 'secret-not-so-secret' Pre Hell again.... I was feeling tired even before the night.... tonight it's less physical demanding than last time, we only do footdrill for 3 hours, but mentally.... it's torturing..... got some 'leadership game' done (with a brief dinner) and then we're asked to stare at some CCTV for observation purpose and record all that happened.... sometimes it's so quiet that you wonder if you've stared into a photo.... but sometimes ppl jamming in and you'll have a hard time...... so sleepy but dare not to sleep..... crazy.

Finally a mini-exercise concludes that day...... my feeling overall on this... well, that's life..... I dont like it.... but i do not have a chance, this is so true in police life...... and always prepare for the unexpected.....

I'm so tired now.... need to sleep.

PS. You can always think of ways to surprise me.... I'm so glad to see you tonight.

PS2. My secret..... is it still a secret?