Day 111

One more day in this 'fine institution' (as our course instructor likes to put it)..... Be positive, that means one less day i got to stay in this boring and disciplined place..... I should be cheerful for everyday i spent here, right?

Footdrill in the morning, no matter how many lesson we received lately, our response is always negative..... we are actually drilling worse and worse......

RC exam today, not too bad, head and shoulder above majority of my colleagues.... at least, something that can cheer me up in work lately.

Glad to have time to discuss with CI Walton regarding the OU incident, at least, we know the CI is supporting us... And I'm glad my CI addressed his view for my 'self-doubt' lately.... well.... but i think, in some ways, doubtful in myself will do me good in the long run, at least, i still have to drive to improve myself, knowing what is insufficient of me..... hope this reflection can make me a better police officer.

Night, a heavy dinner..... I can feel my six-pack silently protesting (and they do it in union..... sort of six-become-one.....) Sigh.... I must spent tomorrow night working out or else I'm in big trouble.

PS. What is time? It's something that's never enough when I'm with you.