The three day of Standard Exam.
Day One... lack of sleep.... but mind is still clear....
Thought I've done a reasonable job in exam (in fact not).... slept through the afternoon (self-study time) and only started revision late in the evening.... with so much to learn (as some are newly-taught) and memorize.... I cant stop but have the feeling of depression.... am I thinking too much?
Day Two.... lack of sleep.... with a boast from lucozade makes me feel better..... skipped breakfast only to have my craving come during exam. Fortunate enough I always have some biscuits with me during important exam like this.... I thought the paper was real hard as I failed to grasp what they're asking for (more on that later).... feeling miserable after the exam.
As usual.... slept till evening.... you got pissed by studying again... I felt tired having to 'defuse' you everytime... I feel bad.... I'm glad i still have friends like Horace, Jeff and Kathy I can talk to (at crazy hours at night, since Kathy is a night owl and Jeff is staying up late for the game between Bayern and Lyon.... lucky for me).... I am dying soon from exhaustion....
Day Three... the final paper.... I can not concentrate, I dont know the answer, I just write what I know on it and didnt even bother to recheck the paper.... I feel a sign of relieve when I know the exam is over (though with a sense of fear at the same time..... as there's rumour people have failed the exam....) all i need to do is the spent the afternoon on tactics and dont think too much.
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