Finally.... the day arrived.
No more waiting required, and it's my hit or miss chance....
Have you heard of some football players who are marvellous in the regular games, but in the finals or important matches, they simply disappear?
It's all about stress. It can drown you in no time.
But I'm quite the contrary to them.
I feel my nerves in the daily operation, even the things that I'm supposedly familiarize at.... but when the chance come.... the real deal.... I felt focused, I felt calm.... I dont know out of the two which one is more pathetic, but I'm satisfied at being who I am.
The SSP reassessment went okay, and me being the first to be granted a pass from this new 'headmaster' in college. Record breaking again?
Maybe I've thought of the worst but not this outcome so I dont really feel all that excited..... but still... it's good to stay.
Another hurdle 2 weeks from now... I'm getting frustrated when I'm stressed and you got your problems at the same time.... I dont know what I can do...
Tuesday.
OU exam again.... this time it's not that good coz I dont have the time to read, not even the notes.... but I shall pass and OU is now history.... that's something to celebrate.
A boring lecture to follow and we went to visit EU of NTN.... pretty interesting, especially the long barrel weapons are awesome. AR 15 with the telescopic view... love it already.
So tired today.... better sleep soon.... must rest up and do the revision.... dont want to face any new challenges.
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