Fighting alone.

I thought I was going to rant in my own place...

I was assigned with a mammoth task, some unfinished business, something I'm not familiar with and which I certainly hate, with little resources or time, nor guidance or support...

I was so mad that I kept myself in my room.... like an asylum... a mental one...

My thought tell me some instruction I received was utterly wrong...

But it's an order nonetheless...

Intended to have issues clarified but the boss just present me with more problem...

What's going on?

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Felt pretty grim the whole day.

My mood was even more badly affected by the fact that I was 'assigned' to be the dragon boat team coordinator... a post that hardly anyone wish to do...

My job was to urge unwilling people to attend boring training... and when the boss feels like training, to mount a cover-up and pretended that all is fine.... of coz, to entertain the boss as well...

On one hand, some may say it's a good way to get to the boss... but be frank... I dont give a damn how they see me... why cant we work without all these relationship and prejudice but to focus on work alone?

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I got so much to rant about...

So many work left on my desk...

But when I see your message, you have reminded me of something... something I use to say and do,

"What the heck..."

"Work is only important when there is life"

I seems to have lost my life in work... and it's time I rediscover it~

Thank you so much for being with me tonight, Holly Brown Cafe at K11. A wonderful dessert and a nice chat...

Do you know? You've got an aura with you... calming presence.

I knew you are facing difficult times at work too. Take care and support as always.

When will I see you again?