Sleeping more and more lately, but at the same time feeling more and more weared than usual.... Maybe it has nothing to do with the physical condition but more about the mental power... I think I'm just mentally tired....
Wednesday. Whole day spent for PSUC exercise. I was forced to be spectator for the operations as I have done them all previously..... not a good way to learn but it's a decision I got to live with.
I grew more and more anxious about exercise... now it's even less opportunity for me to learn.... will I be able to perform when it's my turn? Start having a bit of doubt.....
Still, one happy news today.... when seeing you be the commander for the case and you managed to get the case solved, albeit some slight glitches.... in essence, you're doing well..... so dont stress yourself too much, you'll be just fine.
Go on the exodus from campus once again.... this time..... to my childhood territory, Kowloon City.... there are so many good food from the district and I can only taste a fraction of it here and there..... it's still a lot more to cover..... hopefully next time.
More and more having the feeling of 'memento mori' (Latin: Remember you must die)..... anything good wont last and one got to be realistic... despite such happy times outside but once caged back inside the campus, one's a slave, an animal again..... this thought is so depressing.
Thursday, morning with the PT session..... I'm getting weaker over the last few months.... I really needed to spend time in the gym or else I'll be in big trouble.... when can I drag my lazy bones and do it?
OU tutorial and lecture finish the day.....
Dinner with colleague in causewaybay, not a dinner that I'm fond of.... first, some in the table seems reluctant to go for this meal.... and secondly... with people bugging my girl all through the dinner really pisses me off....
Do you believe in astrology.... I'm only mildly into it at first, but once reading astrology zone for a few months.... now I'm worshipping it..... it works so well on me that makes my skin chill...... it can be scary sometimes.
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