Some reflections...

Saturday... is a peaceful day...

Woke up by the noise upstairs at ten...

But falling asleep again till one.

Went out for a hair cut....

Nap again till six...

Went out to the flower market... the product is quite creative this year.

Been chatting to James tonight....

Marriage is way more complex than previously thought...

Ran into a traffic accident tonight...

If I was riding a motor cycle then and there... I could have been killed.

Is it wise to deliberately fail the motorcycle exam?

Life is precious.

Friday... a day of celebration.

Finally it's the end of a week... the last working day...

Today was quite unusual, instead of working on files.... I went for lessons again...

On the ethics of police work.... probably because we all are 'ethical minority'....

Actually it's not as bad as I previously thought.... heard some interesting sharing by colleagues on their views of professionalism.

Up till today, I still firmly believe in this definition of professionalism... "To put your patient/client/subject's benefit ahead of your own, that's professional"....

Sadly, in both workplace that I worked before, this doesnt seem to occur very often...

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Got back to office at 4 and worked double time till 7ish.... been clearing some files... but still... things got piled up... all I can do is to spend extra time during the weekend to speed up the progress....

I can only hope, things will get better.

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Night was the dinner for Tony Fong, a long serviced police officer and a beloved figure... so unhappy that he is leaving us but I hope he'll enjoy a very happy retirement~

Some side note here... I feel so relieved that I dont have to sit with the big bosses... spending time with my sub unit is good, and I can eat whatever I like...

Another side issue here... nothing burns faster than gossip... shame the subject person is me this time... guys, it's not funny.

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It's so hard to organize event lately.... especially everyone is so busy with their stuff... Will people show up tomorrow? I really cant tell.

Free Lancer...

Was pretty normal today...

Work's okay... finally picking up the mood and get the files going again....

Progress is okay, should it not be the DVC meeting I might have submitted another Death Report by now...

Still.... sometimes it's good to get a break.... a buffet and a coffee break is okay fun~

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Got news from boss that I might not stay in the post for too long.... at most half year.... shall I be relieved?

But how about my standard 3 exam?

I dont know it's a blessing or not... job rotation is good.... but without job security (and salary increase) is not.....

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Night at gym... feeling weak today...

Still... I look forward to Saturday... Want to head out for fun~

Revenge...

Probably I've pushed myself too much last night...

Today, my subconcious told me not to do a thing...

Despite sitting on my seat for most of the day... there was hardly any productivity...

Seeing the intray now grow taller... I have a trace of worry.

Finally a day I got off ontime... but... it was so congested at the tunnel, I ended up arriving home at 8.... what's the point of leaving early???

Angry...

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Life is so unpredictable...

What was planned did not go according to the plan...

Sometimes, we can just live our lifes and embrace the unexpected.

If you see things positive enough, things cant be too bad, can it?

Let's see how fate unfold itself this weekend~

Kelvin's bakery.

The plan was.... to clear some files on this good day....

Truth is... being chased after by ex-boss on some stupid project... there's really no need to publicly 'reminding' there was a deadline for it...

I wasted the whole day... going over orders and manuals... cold calling the social workers.... just to entertain your crazy idea...

What a waste of government resources... I doubt even when the standing order was in place, things will be any different...

Nevermind, you're the boss.

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Was having a headache the whole day... probably I need to sleep more.

Thanks jeff for the after-work chat... at least you're always here listening to my ranting...

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Everyone face difficulties in life, I really should magnify my problems...

Just hope everything will be okay and no more ma fan case~

Sleepy sleepy...

Probably stayed up too late last night... I was so tired in the morning...

Just barely make to the morning meeting with boss...

Went out for breakfast as usual with colleagues... was playing 'money lottery' to determine who paid for the bill.... (guess who >.<)

Morning was mostly wasted... just some site visit and it's around noon time already...

District lunch today... some not delicious curry as the meal? I'd rather have a Mcdonald...

A brief chat with Janice and Michael... suddenly I felt grateful to have switched to Admin wing... my ex-boss is reigning with terror mostly... should I stay any longer, I might have gone mad...

Sometimes... things are hard to judge... maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

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Have an ambitious plan with colleagues.... to cut the outstanding case number in half... It's gonna be a tough task but some work now is going to help the future (a lot)

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Night... tonight was so tired...

Nothing much to look forward during weekdays...

Maybe weekend will be much better?

Time for "Tuen Nin Faan"~

What can I do?

From the talented family, The Corrs.

Weekend.

This weekend has been good.

It's probably the first time after taking up the post that I dont have to worry about deadline on Monday.

Saturday had been idle... waking up late... a bit of reading and gaming and went out for gym with Horace...

Seeing the determination from my friends... I got to work hard too...

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Saturday night...

What a wasted opportunity...

I should have done something.

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Sunday...

Crazy dinner bbq at Horace's place...

It's so much fun.

Nom nom nom...

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Work is just part of life...

Sometimes, let the heart guide the path...

Do what the heart desire...

I felt like fully rejuvenated after the fun and talk with friends... tomorrow is another day~ A day to engage myself in work.

Finger Pointing.

Was involved in matter that I play no part in.... but still, the blame is laid on me...

Because of the precedent's poor filing... I found that the statement from DVC for a case was lost... that's okay since I can still talk to the boss (despite some harsh comment) and ask him to write a new one...

Also the Form 16 issued by the Coroner? That's a bit outrageous...

Even the big boss told me to settle the matter myself, as they're not going to get involved...

Fine... just let me be the scape goat.

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The feeling for writing seven death report within two weeks is really no fun...

Though there's no urgent deadline to meet.... I wish to keep on clearing the files... working hard today means a better tomorrow.

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Had a joyful dinner with the usual and unusual... james, jeff, alvin.... and sam... Really, when the old boys get together, it's always fun time.

Thanks Jeff for the information on JD degree.... I'll seriously consider about it.

Cake-baking job and posh place.

Work is.... slow.

It's not my fault but I was kept by the boss from breakfast till almost lunch time since he kept blathering for long long time.... afterall, it's his birthday and he's the boss, he can do whatever he liked...

With the lunch celebration.... I have effectively wasted almost half day on unproductive task...

That's how government runs... envy? surprised?

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Switched on turbo in the afternoon...

Cleared some cake-baking files... what's the point of asking my advice on the new Ocean Park development project as I know nothing about building service... leave it to the expert for christ sake...

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Still.... managed to find some satisfaction from job...

I'm impressed with my own writing at some times.... I felt like being possessed.... is that my work? I cant help asking myself sometimes.... but yes... I hope the boss will like it too.

And also something fun at work.... I now predict the cause of death only through the preliminary findings, and check it against the autopsy result... so far, my predictions had been quite accurate.... looking forward to tmr's results.

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Went to the 'Posh' place near my home again...

This time with Horace... you know, when the two of us get together, disasters await...

It's been so much fun... shame we both need to work tomorrow.... Let's meet and enjoy our Sunday date~

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I was dreaming again...