Day 51

Another 'hea' day in college, maybe it's due to the upcoming exam tomorrow.

I still have yet to finish all revision or worse still, i have given no thought on the exercise due this friday.... but seriously, if I blew this exam and everything will be over...... better concentrate on revision and revision only till tomorrow.

Got a PT test late in the afternoon, some aspect has improved.... but push up and chin up is still weak..... what must i do to improve??

Weekend.

Weekend was spent at home.

Saturday..... was very sick and tired, nose keep running..... must have been infected by some of my colleague here.....

Nothing beat a good bed rest.

Sunday, finally feeling stressed...... was spent mostly on studying......

Not too productive in weekend, as always.....

Day 50

Gosh, I was being lazy with updating here.

But in fact, the day 50 in college gone by without much interesting point.

I was once again, not selected as commander in exercise today..... thus my first time as commander will be in a 'assessment' exercise..... good or bad, i dunno..... fingers crossed.

Revision and more revision that day.

Glad to spent some time with ex-hallmates in Mong kok that night...

Day 49

Another burning day...

Saw the 'black notice' (temperature notice of over 32C) on my way to report on duty at 7...... I knew this is going to be hell of a day. Fortunately the morning drill today was short and we can wear training kit rather than full kit for the drill..... but still...... i'd rather not talk about it.

Had a guest lecture on triad... pretty interesting topic..... makes me want to get into the real world soon and bust them all up.

Got some time for self study after lunch time, i needed such time.

Revolver course in the afternoon. I did okay. Now we have moved from grouping to scoring, which means we'll have to hit a certain portion of body in order to score..... 5 marks for direct hit, 2 for acceptable/close hit, and minus 5 for any missed shot. 3 hands of bullet, 84 out of 90. Not too bad. I'm glad I now have mastered a bit of aiming and the trigger control and my bullets are doing better..... still some room for improvement tho.

Later

Day 48. Meeting with CP.

Quite an important day in my life.

Since switching to this new career of mine. Today it's the first time I meet with the Top Boss. The Commissoner of Police has paid a visit to Police College and meet with the students here. He's nothing but another police officer.... but his self-confidence and his at-ease attitude is something that i admire of. I guess I've made quite an impression on him when presenting today.... this could be a good sign.... maybe I'll end up in this job longer than I intended.... who knows?

Today is rather routine, the same heat and wet weather.....

Feeling the pressure of study.... must work now.

Day 47.

Slept extremely early last night......

But still feel tired in the morning.... what the heck?

Once again, procastination over revision..... Exam in less than a week.... with a lot of things cramping in..... what must I do?

Went for RECCE tonight at Tin Wan. Got a plan for the upcoming operation, now need the logistic sorted out.

Footdrill training then followed by PT session..... Fitness test today. Some improvement in JCR test (JCR stands for Jump, Chin up and Shuttle Run), for 2.4km run. I really did try my best today, and I'm a bit surprised with the result too.... 10'47"..... still some way from the best of my class.... but at least, i tried and i have no regret.

PS. I gained 2.4kg during this month..... what happened?

Day 46.

Once again. I felt my progression trapped in some bottle-neck area.

I knew that should i strive harder i'd have a much better result. But i just didnt do a thing about it..... letting chances slip by.......

Same case here. Just work harder, even by 1 % will already show the difference.

Am I ready to make this tiny step?

I hope.

Time to get real serious.

Weekend.

Weekend, as usual, pretty much wasted.

Must get serious.

Finally finished copying the NSP for 30 times......

I'll never make such low grade mistake ever again.

Very tired...... feeling the stress of exam and PSUC exercise shadowing over me.....

Maybe that's what i need. A surge of cortical steroid and adrenaline. Feel so alive.

Looking forward to tomorrow. Must grab some sleep now.

Belated Day 45.

Forgot to blog on friday.

It was a pretty normal day.

Morning went for a 10km run to clear water bay. Just simply hot.

Lectures afterwards.....

Went out and meet with sister that night. Great to see her. She must be fabulous on her wedding 5th of Sept. Looking forward.

Meet up with Jeff and co later that night. It's good to chill out with friends once in a while.

Day 44.

Went for RECCE in Tin Wan today. Will be the commander for a operation on 4th Sept..... nervous.

Range lesson. Bitter and sweet. My condition is back with result 10m 4", 4", 15m, 4", 20m, 6".... but also got 'rewarded' for 30 times NSP copying...... damn.

Great dinner with Horace, Kathy, Jon and Samuel Lun tonight...... great to have such good friends.

I'm tired now.... Later then.