掛念你 - 葉念琛
愛 上 一 個 人 ， 其 中 一 個 很 重 要 的 條 件 ， 是 隨 時 隨 地 也 掛 念 她 。
一 對 深 深 相 愛 的 情 侶 ， 見 少 一 面 ， 見 少 一 秒 也 會 輾 轉 反 側 。 逛 完 一 天 街 ， 把 她 送 到 家 門 前 ， 依 依 不 捨 ， 難 捨 難 離 之 後 ， 回 家 不 久 電 話 已 經 響 起 ： 「 我 想 見 你 ！ 」 電 話 筒 那 邊 傳 來 癡 纏 和 惦 念 的 聲 音 。 於 是 ， 你 匆 匆 又 跑 到 街 上 ， 氣 急 敗 壞 來 到 她 樓 下 。 一 串 銀 鈴 般 的 開 懷 笑 聲 伴 她 興 奮 的 腳 步 愈 來 愈 近 ， 換 了 衣 服 ， 打 扮 標 緻 的 可 人 兒 嫣 然 一 笑 地 站 在 面 前 ， 你 們 在 一 個 約 會 結 束 了 不 夠 一 小 時 後 ， 又 喜 悅 萬 分 地 展 開 了 另 一 次 的 約 會 。
愛 情 的 感 覺 在 身 體 蠢 蠢 欲 動 ， 不 知 恁 的 會 製 造 出 大 量 的 掛 念 出 來 。 想 念 她 佔 據 了 你 所 有 的 時 間 和 生 活 。 你 總 是 控 制 不 了 自 己 ， 無 聊 地 撥 一 通 電 話 給 她 ， 只 為 說 一 句 ： 「 掛 念 你 ！ 」 又 或 是 心 血 來 潮 地 發 一 通 SMS ， 也 是 那 三 個 字 ： 「 掛 念 你 ！ 」 當 然 ， 你 心 底 盼 望 ， 她 跟 你 其 實 一 直 心 靈 互 通 。 當 你 鼓 起 勇 氣 對 她 說 ： 「 掛 念 你 」 的 時 候 ， 她 會 心 有 靈 犀 地 回 答 ： 「 我 也 是 。 」 或 者 更 你 雀 躍 的 答 案 ： 「 你 在 哪 ？ 我 來 見 你 ！ 」
然 而 ， 當 愛 情 一 天 突 然 之 間 ， 無 聲 無 息 地 消 失 蹤 影 。 掛 念 的 感 覺 首 先 會 煙 消 雲 散 。 你 一 廂 情 願 地 繼 續 跟 她 說 一 千 句 「 掛 念 你 」 也 好 ， 她 卻 是 只 會 無 動 於 衷 。 當 然 ， 最 傷 心 和 無 奈 的 又 是 當 你 一 片 深 情 地 向 她 說 「 掛 念 你 ！ 」 她 冷 淡 茫 然 地 反 問 一 句 ： 「 為 什 麼 ？ 」 你 頓 時 如 墮 冰 窖 的 心 灰 意 冷 起 來 。 當 一 段 愛 情 要 問 「 為 什 麼 」 的 時 候 ， 正 是 差 不 多 步 入 結 局 的 時 候 。 口 吐 出 的 一 句 「 掛 念 你 ！ 」 真 摯 和 珍 貴 在 於 那 份 率 真 的 觸 動 ， 沒 有 計 算 後 果 ， 從 心 出 發 。 一 切 說 清 說 楚 ， 詳 盡 分 析 ， 那 便 不 是 愛 情 ， 愛 情 從 來 是 讓 人 莫 名 其 妙 的 一 種 感 覺 ， 愈 解 釋 不 來 ， 證 明 你 愛 得 愈 泥 足 深 陷 。
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
Happy Birthday.
Birthday is meant to be Happy.
To my cousin Janice, who is born on the 28th of September. An belated Happy Birthday to You~ Wish you all the best in your studies.
And to my sister Kathy, who is celebrating her birthday today. Add oil in your career and i shall find you soon~
Lovely.... just bought a very nice set of Stitch..... just cant wait to put them in my room ^^
To my cousin Janice, who is born on the 28th of September. An belated Happy Birthday to You~ Wish you all the best in your studies.
And to my sister Kathy, who is celebrating her birthday today. Add oil in your career and i shall find you soon~
Lovely.... just bought a very nice set of Stitch..... just cant wait to put them in my room ^^
Identity Crisis.
Stronger and stronger feeling that i lacked the recognition of others.
That is why... I am working harder than ever in my work... though i dont really like them.
Just looking for the chance to shine.
Failing is something i cant tolerate.
Dont want to be a Loser.
That is why... I am working harder than ever in my work... though i dont really like them.
Just looking for the chance to shine.
Failing is something i cant tolerate.
Dont want to be a Loser.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Brutal
Failed the MOS extraction today.
Hated the look from the tutor that "I have expected you to perform better".
Fine.... take it step by step.
Next time I'll be more brutal when extracting teeth.
Time is passing faster and faster....
Time is never enough.
Song of the day: 最後一次 - 鄭秀文
Hated the look from the tutor that "I have expected you to perform better".
Fine.... take it step by step.
Next time I'll be more brutal when extracting teeth.
Time is passing faster and faster....
Time is never enough.
Song of the day: 最後一次 - 鄭秀文
Late...
Late... or never too late?
Watched CF and HK in P2 today.... maybe... I really loved softball...
That's what passion is all about.
Just dunno for how long the passion will last.
Another ordinary school day with extraordinary (troublesome) patient....
Thanks Kennon for the visit... listening to your speech is really antidote for stressful, boring day.
Looking forward to do MOS tomorrow.
Watched CF and HK in P2 today.... maybe... I really loved softball...
That's what passion is all about.
Just dunno for how long the passion will last.
Another ordinary school day with extraordinary (troublesome) patient....
Thanks Kennon for the visit... listening to your speech is really antidote for stressful, boring day.
Looking forward to do MOS tomorrow.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Little Bully...
Finally realize how bad it feels when being bullied.....
especially a grown-up, profession being bullied by a 4 year-old....
Fine.... I gave up.... I lose....
Tears are the most effective weapon against me.
Starting to feel the study pressure piling up on me....
Fearful of Dr. Corbet, Dr. A Tse, Dr. Botelho......
Steered myself to get down to business with the Annual Dinner stuff.... but feeling the lack of passion of the people around me... that's pathetic....
Missed the days with the JIC guys (and also the interact people and my WUS chongmates) where we can sit down, have a meeting and BANG - kick some arses, get the work done and then we can relax and enjoy the holiday.... why are people so different here?
Nevermind.... i am in such a high mood for work that you'll have to step over my dead body in order to ruin my work.... but i still believe, "Contribute and Earn your respect, there is not short cut."
Maybe i have been that kind, little Mei Kel for too long.... I am starting to get sick to his life.... just feeling that i am morphing to what i used to be.... that rebellious, act according to da heart Heyman....
Time to roll~
Start to feel indifferent towards my friends and foes...... (evil grins)
especially a grown-up, profession being bullied by a 4 year-old....
Fine.... I gave up.... I lose....
Tears are the most effective weapon against me.
Starting to feel the study pressure piling up on me....
Fearful of Dr. Corbet, Dr. A Tse, Dr. Botelho......
Steered myself to get down to business with the Annual Dinner stuff.... but feeling the lack of passion of the people around me... that's pathetic....
Missed the days with the JIC guys (and also the interact people and my WUS chongmates) where we can sit down, have a meeting and BANG - kick some arses, get the work done and then we can relax and enjoy the holiday.... why are people so different here?
Nevermind.... i am in such a high mood for work that you'll have to step over my dead body in order to ruin my work.... but i still believe, "Contribute and Earn your respect, there is not short cut."
Maybe i have been that kind, little Mei Kel for too long.... I am starting to get sick to his life.... just feeling that i am morphing to what i used to be.... that rebellious, act according to da heart Heyman....
Time to roll~
Start to feel indifferent towards my friends and foes...... (evil grins)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
Somewhere I Belong.....
The feeling of "find out" is just too good.
Finally found the place i belong... F3, Operating Theatre.... that's my place.
Never think that surgeons can be artist as well.... their skills are just like a performance, beautiful, elegant and artistic....
I wanna be like them.
Things done today, GA, IV sedation, positive oxygen application and lots of observation....
Cool.
Finally found the place i belong... F3, Operating Theatre.... that's my place.
Never think that surgeons can be artist as well.... their skills are just like a performance, beautiful, elegant and artistic....
I wanna be like them.
Things done today, GA, IV sedation, positive oxygen application and lots of observation....
Cool.
Sedated.
Once again..... on the brink to fall ill again.....
Headache....
Though no class today.... my rest was really insufficient.....
Once again feel that it's not necessary for the meeting to be more efficient when we have more experience..... the meeting for Annual Dinner was totally chaotic and i'd prefer some more hands on work than just blowing water......
Maybe i'm just too sick now..... shall sleep soon for tomorrow's IV sedation lesson.
Headache....
Though no class today.... my rest was really insufficient.....
Once again feel that it's not necessary for the meeting to be more efficient when we have more experience..... the meeting for Annual Dinner was totally chaotic and i'd prefer some more hands on work than just blowing water......
Maybe i'm just too sick now..... shall sleep soon for tomorrow's IV sedation lesson.
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