Monday, June 23, 2008

Exam's over.... searching for my life.

Finally.... my 5 years dental journal has come to an end....

When answering my exam paper, i felt time has gone so fast..... it's like.... all my memories and experience has concentrated and put in a slide show while I'm answering.... Mixing IRM... yeah, that's year 2 stuff..... doing OHI.... exactly what i am doing since i started treating patient.... doing nasopharyngeal tube.... those were the days in QM..... complete denture.... most vivid memories cause they're only taught in year 5.... cool~~ after what's like an review of my dental life... my exam's finally over~

Taking time to nurse my sickness since the start of exam....

Attended granddad's funeral... he's truely a legend... miss you granny.

Looking forward to my upcoming life ^^ Time to search for a job~

Monday, June 16, 2008

The fun of life.

Life is fun.... a large part of it being the unexpected nature of life.

Looking at the natural disaster that happen everywhere this year, who can have even the slightest clue of what's going to happen the next second?

How pathetic.

I woke up today with a bad bad fever.... got a temperature up to 104F now.... bad headache.... I wouldnt mind this condition on any other day.... but today it's my final exam.... that's bad....

Just be calm and do my best.... cause this is also part of my life.....

It's raining so hard outside.... who knows... maybe it's another black rainstorm day... I'll just live and see.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

孫燕姿 - 我不難過

It's another rainy morning, and my mind cant resist to be sentimental.... it may not be bad to do so once in a while....

My life.... is far from complete, ever since 2 years ago...

With old memories haunting me since then... I feel, i have lost the ability to love....

It will all get better in time. I think, time has worked its magic and i feel like a different person now.... Life has to move on...

Finally walking out of my own cave.

I look forward to my new life.

And Goodbye to my dearest. Take care and best of luck to you. Still missing you all the times.

開始懂了...

就讓我走 讓我開始享受自由

回憶很多 你的影子也會充滿我生活

I hate raining....

O well, the sky's crazy lately.... thunder warning and non stop downpour for 2 consecutive days already.... spoilt all my plans for a good, short break.

Still managed to exercise myself a bit for an indoor football game..... though it's only 1 hour but i feel exhausted already.... must train up myself on the endurance part....

Gaming and gaming with floormates yesterday and today.... um... let me seek for something more productive to do tomorrow.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Life to look forward to.

Well, finished my second final exam paper today. Not the best but luckily some 'source' was leaked through some of my tutors that i'm not completely clueless this time. Thanks so much to them for what they taught during the prebriefing session.

Finally enjoyed some quality life in 2 months.

Went for a movie with friends, "Be Kind Rewind" by Jack Black.... he's kind of cool and talented. Quite a decent movie~

Afterwards I went for a tea at Australian Dairy Company in Jordan..... its fried egg is still the best..... cant resist the urge to order for 2 more egg sandwich.... so full~~

Despite for the fact that I've only napped for a few minutes in the last night, i still manage to meet up with Jeff in TST for a brief chat. Lovely

Night was spent with a huge reunion..... all 6 generations of my hall father and sons and daughters and minors (the list goes too long here) were present and we had a great time.... especially glad to see Crystal, Koo, and Dorothy tonight, for they are my beloved partner during O camp..... I'm already looking forward to our next reunion.

Scheduled a soccer match tomorrow, it's been too long since i move my old, fat bottom for sports..... tomorrow is such a great chance. (gotta score some goals tomorrow)

Yea, now i feel a bit like summer...... 2 weeks from now and i can fully enjoy the long long summer... Cheers~~

PS. Frankly, I'm not too fond of cockroaches..... I'm not particularly gutful or brave but when somebody can think of you when they're in need, there is no valid reason to reject them right? Luckily the mission is accomplished with me fainting and the enemy target is killed in action..... phew.... it's such a big monster.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Final Final Exam Paper 2.

Getting ready for my paper 2 which i'll take 2 hours from now.

Still got something to read before leaving.

Didnt sleep last night.... still haunted by a dream i had long long ago... waking up only to find myself late for exam (glad this fear shall soon be over.... there ain't many written exams that i'll take in my life)

Feeling okay, not too tired.... a can of red bull shall get rid of all signs of fatigue (at least till the end of exam)

Shall cook myself a good breakfast and get myself ready.

Wish me luck.

Monday, June 02, 2008

心裡沒底...

What more can I say?

Here I come, heading straight to disaster, ill-equipped with dental knowledge.

Luck is exactly what i needed.

Achievements? Failures?

Just come up with a thought...

Looking back in my life (24 years and 40 days to be exact)... What have i done in those years?? Take an average HongKonger's expectancy... I have wasted close to one third of my life already... Gosh... I feel bad.

Mistakes I have made a few. I lacked the determination to finish a job properly.... only moaning about my life without really thinking what I can do to make my life better... I should have fought for myself harder...

Am I, going to be like this for the rest of my life?

Dont know why such thought only come up when I'm in shortage of time (for example, like reading something totally alien 6 hours before the final exam)...

I guess, if I can make it through this exam. That'd be the greatest achievement in my life.... Only spending hours for my revision..... I will not call myself suicidal (cause that sound too serious... but i guess I'll be a dead man should I spend more time in books)..... but certainly self-destructive....

I'm heading for disaster, cheers ^^

I'm extremely unstable for the time being.... hope I'll muster the courage to write after tomorrow's paper...