討厭苦等妳經過
使我一屋是情歌
討厭知道妳星座
令我每天埋頭埋腦算著因果
討厭歡喜妳的我
得到一般 祈求更多
以後怎麼可 在佳節中一個
寄宿我的被窩
以後如果 再沒如果
沒別人給我痛恨怎可擦火
快樂煩惱 使我無助
當可知妳可愛處令我著了魔
憎我在想妳 想妳便憎妳
一種愛怎能夠化作一百種滋味
憎我像憎妳 只好愛惜妳
爭執也無非能深刻的記得你
Friday, January 12, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Post Exam.
Okay, now exam is over...
Dunno what to write, this is almost my norm after exam...
Cleaning up and getting ready for school again.
I want my Semester Break!!!
Dunno what to write, this is almost my norm after exam...
Cleaning up and getting ready for school again.
I want my Semester Break!!!
Friday, January 05, 2007
Sleepless.
I hate sleepless night.
1 hour till exam.
4 hours till freedom.
Anxious.
Not because of the exam.
But for the life after it.
1 hour till exam.
4 hours till freedom.
Anxious.
Not because of the exam.
But for the life after it.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Kamikaze No.2
When prepared to die, I should have no more fear.
Awaiting for my resurrection...
I want to hold my future in my own hands.
Awaiting for my resurrection...
I want to hold my future in my own hands.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Facts
Few facts to know.
1. Study can indeed, be interesting.
2. If I am determined, I can spend long hours studying (even the text seems like Martian language to me)
3. In order to be determined, I must see the goal (or the outcome) such that it can drive me on.
4. In dentistry, however, what you end up studying really hard might be just get a REALLY decent job.... (when you can get a decent job upon gratuation)
5. Um..... i guess that explains my lethargy in study....
When i study more, I realize if I have put in more effort in study (my current input is around 10% of my available time), I should have out-performed my colleagues....
Still searching for that drive.
1. Study can indeed, be interesting.
2. If I am determined, I can spend long hours studying (even the text seems like Martian language to me)
3. In order to be determined, I must see the goal (or the outcome) such that it can drive me on.
4. In dentistry, however, what you end up studying really hard might be just get a REALLY decent job.... (when you can get a decent job upon gratuation)
5. Um..... i guess that explains my lethargy in study....
When i study more, I realize if I have put in more effort in study (my current input is around 10% of my available time), I should have out-performed my colleagues....
Still searching for that drive.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Review and Resolutions.
Goodbye 2006.
As usual, it's been a special year for me.
It's been hard on the family this year, especially with grandpa's situation right now. But as my cousin Janice or my aunt would say, We're all in his plans... so there isnt much i could do... just let it be. I'm sure he'll guide us the right path.
For my career, well, frankly dentistry is not the brightest career for me.... duty-bounded and kinda boring (it's ture)... but i guess i have already passed the point of no-return... guess i'll finish my degree and plan for my future later. It'd be an interesting sight if I can find a job outside the dental field (maybe AO like one of my respected senior did)... well, who knows? I'm still looking for something extra-ordinary.... But even if working as a dentist is not too bad, at least i could get a decent sum of salary and in the near future i'm sure I can start one of my own Cafe (or/and even a bar) with my friends soon (yea, that's me and my friends dream).... looking forward to this very much.... (it's a little early to start dreaming now)
For my health, it seems this is the only field i have made some progress this year.... finally managed to cut my alcohol consumption (maybe good or bad, cause this also mean i'm spending a lot less time with my friends...) and started some exercise regime, feeling healthier and gained some weight this year... hope i can keep up with this.
For my relationship.... What a mess this year seemed i have pretty much screwed up everything this year. Spending so little time with friends this year... kind of neglected them.... how shameful to have be a friend as bad.... Was a complete disaster in my love life. And worse still, i have hurt a friend's heart so bad that i can never make up for it... it's all my fault. This is, and forever will be, one of the mistake that i regret for the rest of my life.
Enough review. It's time to set some goal for me to achieve in 2007.
Resolutions this year:
1. To spend more time with family, for they are what i treasure most.
2. To concentrate on my studies, there shall be no more excuse for under-achieving in class.
3. To think of the consequences before speech or action, this has caused me too much trouble last year.
4. Keep my promises. Never to fail them.
5. Seriously think about my future. I'm turning 23 soon, time for some planning. Good planning means higher chance of success. Time to think of issues like career and starting my own family. Hopefully within 5 years I'll be able to have both of them.
6. Live a good life, a fruitful and organized one.
I guess that's about it.... doing all these should keep me busy enough for 2007...
What a wonderful morning in 2007.
As usual, it's been a special year for me.
It's been hard on the family this year, especially with grandpa's situation right now. But as my cousin Janice or my aunt would say, We're all in his plans... so there isnt much i could do... just let it be. I'm sure he'll guide us the right path.
For my career, well, frankly dentistry is not the brightest career for me.... duty-bounded and kinda boring (it's ture)... but i guess i have already passed the point of no-return... guess i'll finish my degree and plan for my future later. It'd be an interesting sight if I can find a job outside the dental field (maybe AO like one of my respected senior did)... well, who knows? I'm still looking for something extra-ordinary.... But even if working as a dentist is not too bad, at least i could get a decent sum of salary and in the near future i'm sure I can start one of my own Cafe (or/and even a bar) with my friends soon (yea, that's me and my friends dream).... looking forward to this very much.... (it's a little early to start dreaming now)
For my health, it seems this is the only field i have made some progress this year.... finally managed to cut my alcohol consumption (maybe good or bad, cause this also mean i'm spending a lot less time with my friends...) and started some exercise regime, feeling healthier and gained some weight this year... hope i can keep up with this.
For my relationship.... What a mess this year seemed i have pretty much screwed up everything this year. Spending so little time with friends this year... kind of neglected them.... how shameful to have be a friend as bad.... Was a complete disaster in my love life. And worse still, i have hurt a friend's heart so bad that i can never make up for it... it's all my fault. This is, and forever will be, one of the mistake that i regret for the rest of my life.
Enough review. It's time to set some goal for me to achieve in 2007.
Resolutions this year:
1. To spend more time with family, for they are what i treasure most.
2. To concentrate on my studies, there shall be no more excuse for under-achieving in class.
3. To think of the consequences before speech or action, this has caused me too much trouble last year.
4. Keep my promises. Never to fail them.
5. Seriously think about my future. I'm turning 23 soon, time for some planning. Good planning means higher chance of success. Time to think of issues like career and starting my own family. Hopefully within 5 years I'll be able to have both of them.
6. Live a good life, a fruitful and organized one.
I guess that's about it.... doing all these should keep me busy enough for 2007...
What a wonderful morning in 2007.
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