失憶 - 梁靜茹

"感覺不到 從前溫柔的雙眼
感覺得到 你已不再眷戀
無奈的笑時突然我知道
得了失憶可能對你我都好

感覺不到 說是為了我改變
感覺得到 沈默劃過我左臉
我不知道 也許我會得到
一句還是朋友
這是藉口還是盡頭"

Boundary between life and death.

So tired right now....

I am rightous enough to be a witness of a theft case which happened in hall last night (around 2 something)...... Thanks to the HK Police..... they have the imagination to almost turn me into a suspect by literally "interrogating" me.... It took me a few hours before i can shake off the suspicion on me and finally get some sleep.... but by that time it's already some 6 or 7 in the morning when the sun has risen.......

Miraculously I did wake for the morning lesson, Consultation clinic in OMFS department...... basically we have nothing to do but to watch the professor examining the patients..... it's a very good chance to let us know how little we know about dentistry.... really ashamed..... And even more ashamed is that we see the reality of outside practice (when one of the patient under outside GP care turn up today with a nerve damage from extraction of wisdom tooth)..... arrogant and negligent.... ego is the size of a golf course but there ability is the size of a golf ball.... they just think they can hide every fact from others...... really fumed about such UNETHICAL practice.

Rushed back to campus for the Hall photo taking.... it's great to see we are all united as one under the same roof or RC Lee Hall.... It's really worth skipping my lunch for this photo.....

Afternoon with classes again..... havent done my reading as i should have.... but i'm lucky enough to be forgiven by my tutor... learned a lot during the discussion process...... and my tutor is kind enough to paid the bills for the afternoon tea.... feel so warm.....

Listened to a lecture on implant in the afternoon (despite for the fact that i am greatly deprived from sleep....) Fight so hard to resist falling asleep (though sometimes I cant.)..... The topic maybe a little bit too far from my level right now but nonetheless it's quite a useful one....

And now i am finally back to my lair in hall.... i shall form a cocoon soon and nest myself in it.... my will can only take me so far.... i'd better be hibernating to recharge for tomorrow...... Shall write again then.

Skills acquired.

Have got full day dental clinic today..... totally exhausted afterwards.

However, it's been a joyful day.... finally realizing the distance between me and a general dental practictioner has diminished.... feel quite confident in the speed of my restorative work (I believe i can now practice quadrant dentistry for most of the simple cases), though i still need to work on the aesthetic of some of my restorations (ha ha....)

Was so tired in the afternoon that I accidental fall on my bed (with my bag still clinging around my neck and my sneakers on) and napped..... totally crazily lacking energy at that moment.....

Tomorrow is the day for Hall photo taking..... and that shall be the some of my last photos taken in RC.... just hope that tomorrow's lesson will not over-run so that i dont have to rush back to campus for the photo afterwards.....

Looking back... there are still a lot to be achieved in hall.... too many dreams and wishes; too little time.... but RC will deserve a special place in my heart....

Nightmare

Worst scenario (or the most hilarious one):

In a paedodontics department, a loud wail can be heard....

"I dont want to get in the surgery room..." (Usually the most difficult case will be treated in the surgery room, where it has better equipment and sound-proof system, that the young kids' screaming will not affect other children receiving treatment.)

That seems rather normal to hear that, right?

But consider that scream is not coming from the child..... but instead from the dentist.....

And yes.... that 'dentist' is me.....

Why me... why again?? Paedo-clinic on Monday morning is really the spoiler of the week.... got so exhausted in dealing with the energetic, never-ending young lad who keep shouting and yelling.....

Please save me.....

I still got at least 2 weeks to face this young beast...... Gosh.....

Nevermind.... I think I will get use to it soon.

Thanks to Yvone who gave me a lovely figure of Stitch.

Got a rather normal school day.... still lagging behind and is working to catch up.

Dinner with Horace and Fai.... our usual combination.... sometimes, you must admit that destiny has some role in life......

Song of the day: 誰 - 吳克群

Warm dinner.

Dinner with parent today.... It's a really short dinner but it's so warm.

Time to work hard.... got too much to read lately.

To my friends: No matter what you said... I have chosen my path... just wish my luck.

A lovely song:

可樂戒指 - 梁靜茹

星星在天上寫詩 浪漫到放肆
嘴角的吻還微濕 我害羞掩飾
我調整了我坐姿 假裝更矜持
你的緊張 你的攻勢 就像個孩子

你把 我喝完的可樂 拉環當作戒指
輕輕套上了 我 小指 你問 能不能一輩子
那一秒突然 愛上了你 傻傻的固執

我不要你解釋 我不要你發誓
我只要 你記得此刻 你眼裡 我的樣子

愛我不要解釋 愛我不要發誓
這一刻到 世界末日 讓我們 一起把愛
活成最美最美的鑽石

你把平凡的日子 變成紀念日
永恆變成未來式 男孩變王子
我不要有大房子 也不要大寶石
我會珍惜 可樂戒指 永恆的小事

你用 吃完的糖果紙 那是你的方式
默默的寫下 你 發誓 你說 保護我一輩子
那一秒突然 看到了你 背後的雙翅

我不要你解釋 我不要你發誓
我只要 你記得此刻 你眼裡 我的樣子

愛我不要解釋 愛我不要發誓
從此刻到 世界末日 讓我們 一起把愛
活成最美最美的鑽石

我不要你解釋 我不要你發誓
我只要 你記得此刻 你眼裡 我的樣子

愛我不要解釋 愛我不要發誓
從此刻到 世界末日 讓我們 一起把愛
活成最美最美的鑽石
你在等答案 我會對你說 Yes

Ordinary day.

Thanks to my 2 acquaintances.... you have made my day extraordinary.

Seldom have the chance to get to see you, but everytime, time is great with you.

Dare to dream, dare to try.

Wish you all the best in future.

Surgeon Lam?

Yea, that looked real cool.

Suddenly.... wanted to wear this uniform for my career, can I?

Black Friday....

Black Friday..... unlucky friday.

Do not expect 2 classes can ever be the same.

Last week IV Sedation was excellent.

And Today..... it sucks.

All because of the tutor.

There is no point showing off what you know and what i dont. If i knew all that then i'll be the anesthesiologist doing all the procedure.

Better to turn my focus back on the dental stuff i need to know.

可否?

分手後一分鐘　便有後悔聲音
能傷我最深的人　偏得我心

應該漠不關心　然而還著緊　
當攬緊他人　想起跟你熱吻　

愛過太深　原來身體會疑問　
再沒法可適應別人　
願醉掉了　能容許你憐憫

早知不應試愛　未放開　便節哀　
有情人　日日夜夜同分開感慨　
避開　願你改　一個　小小意外　
未悔恨我未會知　不散不愛　

心　話放開　未放開　雨驟來　
才能提示真愛是確實存在　
愛滿分　竟是換來　痛亦滿分　
可否錯一次以後　一直愛　

分手後天天都是最重要犧牲
皮膚有你的指紋　刻得太深

應該漠不關心　然而還著緊　
當攬緊他人　想起跟你熱吻　

愛過太深　原來身體會疑問　
再沒法可適應別人　
願醉掉了　能容許你憐憫

早知不應試愛　未放開　便節哀　
有情人　日日夜夜同分開感慨　
避開　願你改　一個　小小意外　
未悔恨我未會知　不散不愛　

心　話放開　未放開　雨驟來　
才能提示真愛是確實存在　
愛滿分　竟是換來　痛亦滿分　
可否錯一次以後

早知不應試愛　未放開　便節哀　
有情人　日日夜夜同分開感慨　
避開　願你改　一個　小小意外　
未悔恨我未會知　不散不愛　

心　話放開　未放開　雨驟來　
才能提示真愛是確實存在　
愛滿分　竟是換來　痛亦滿分　
可否錯一次以後
一直愛

十分愛 - 鄧麗欣 方力申

Quality time.

So annoying..... woke with such a poor headache....

Struggled for so long before finally heading to school.... only to find out that my class has been cancelled (reason being that my tutor is on emergency call.... what the heck?) Totally miserable day.....

Decided to translate our group's anger in 'destroying' McDonald's Breakfast... we ate so much today.....

Got back to home and have a long sleep......

Evening spent with my ex-floormates.... time is great.

Finally feel a little confident in dealing with amalgam restoration (after numerous failed attempts)..... Should have no problem in the upcoming key skills exam...... (I hope).

Song of the day: 人若然忘記了愛 - 鄭中基