Feeling old....

More and more realize i am no longer the same me as in Year 1 and 2.....

Feeling my body can no longer carry me through 2 or 3 sleepless days.... as evidenced in this touch camp......

After a full night of sharing..... all i can do is to cook the breakfast and then do the dishes before i collasp..... skipped the last part of the touch camp..... it's kind of wasted... but then, i guess i have tried my best in 'promoting' hall life to them..... and their feedback seems quite positive... hope it's going to be fine.....

Was awakened later in the afternoon for the evaluation of the freshmen and overall evaluation of the programme...... have just finished.... I guess i deserve my good sleep now.... goodnight~ Shall write again soon.

In touch camp

As promised.... i am now literally burning my life in the different O camps, starting from today.

Today it's the touch camp of RC Lee hall..... hoping through the camp the freshmen can have a taste of hall life before they decide which hall to choose (or maybe to rethink whether to get in hall or not)..... the programme is more or less like the previous years (meaning that you cant expect me to have the same enthusiasm like before)..... but luckily our group seems quite fine and there's not much for me to worry about.... i can basically enjoy myself in the camp, doing what i am suited best to do, just give a helping hand when the team needs that......

It's really a joyful day today.... hope the freshmen can be inspired and share my thoughts.

Life-Burner.....

Maybe my last few post before i start to burn my life in different O camps~

Thanks James for calling today.... it's glad to know you're okay.

Become more and more intolerant towards people and things..... Conflict-prone lately.... maybe it's the stress.....

Finally cut my hair..... feels like one year ago....

The touch camp will soon start.... i'll write more after it....

PS. To Horus: thanks for the message. We are brothers bonded by blood-pact. Glad to have you around.

To my dear groupmates

I want to dedicate this post to some very wonderful groupmates i have in dental faculty....

I must apologize to Rachel that we have been groupmates for 3 years already...... I have never written anything about you in my blog (maybe i have in year 1.... but just a word or two)

Got an unexpected chance to chat with them tonight.... just a casual dinner, very relaxed manner~

Learned so much about how people see me before....

Never expected rachel is the one who knows-it-all in the group..... maybe we are all too deceived by your apparantly unintelligent appearence..... thanks for sacrificing so much in keeping our group together......

Thanks for your advice given..... i guess it's always better to have advice from a gals' stand poing regarding the relationship issues.....

Just wanna quote a pharse from Horace (who's unfortunately not here tonight.... guess he's now in Nepal somewhere....) "我學會了甚麼是朋友"..... Thanks Chow Fai and Rachel.

Take care my friends..... we shall meet again soon.

PS. I'll soon be leaving HK for a few days..... change itself is not bad, it only depends on how you react to changes.

I-day

So tired.... but it's worth it.....

Helped in the Informations day today..... seeing so many freshmen.... greeting them and showing them our hall over and over again..... trying to promote what i think it's joyful to them... I've done my part.... the others are left for them to decide.

I hate taking advantage of people.
An eye for an eye.... maybe that's better.

Fruitful.

Had a long day today..... but feeling good.

Woke early in the morning for a game of basketball with my ex-floormates.... it's such a hot day... really like the days in secondary school (anyways, i guess the last time i really played a 3 on 3 was in Form 7 already).... made some impossible shots, also missed some important ones..... well~~ It's been real fun~

Head for tutorial in the afternoon, then head back to Hall for Informations Day briefing, it's actually the first time i ever help the hall in preparation of I day (my previous years was mainly spent on clubs and ICA activitites~).... i guess i'll be as excited as the freshmen tomorrow~ (really wanted to know how my next next chong are doing~)

It's been really weird for me and Lo Kai to keep in touch so infrequently, when'll you be free?

PS. It's not my usual norm for me to leave post script for someone whom i'm not too familiar with... but this time i shall make this special exception cause that guy really piss me off.... this is to one of the junior of mine (both in La Salle and Dental this year).... if you are desperate to get into medic, fine. Everyone do have their own values, for me, i feel fine about my own profession, please at least pay some respect to your senior..... explore more about this world and THINK before you say your words for i found them very insulting..... If you ever provoke me again, you'd better consider switching faculty as I can assure you your life in Dental will be your worst nightmare ever.

In memory.

If time can heal, why is my heart still feeling the pain?

It's been exactly 3 months. More or less than same time as tonight.

Never to regret over my own decision, that's what i learn from the experience.

Cant resist flipping through my entries... feeling like a fool... all i see is my naivety in my words.

Chinese has best put it, "緣和份".... it's two different things.

I'm glad that we have met, giving so many colours in our lifes;

but perhaps, we can have a better future if we meet sometime later, when the way we think is no longer the same, the environment is different..... perhaps.

很久以後 - 梁靜茹

一片空白　腦袋只剩冰塊
曾經你的溫柔　最後只剩沉默
我想不起來　你為什麼離開
那天你說分手　我才恍然明白

很久以後　看見你的笑容　
很久以後　終於學會放手　
我傷過的你　也許不再難過　
想起你的輪廓　也許很久以後　以後

灰色的天　一點一滴沉澱
那雙褪色的鞋　帶你走了多遠
口袋的昨天　答錄機的留言
像無聲的畫面　消失在我眼前

Track

Was asked about my usual jogging track, and here it is..... join me if you can ^^

Thanks Jeff for the call, you caught me by surprise actually. We shall have a long chat when you're back. See you then.

Truth

Seeing is believing.

But truth is easily obscured.

Finished my jogging today with the time of 50 mins..... not a bad time, but not good either.... still got a long road if i am to prepare myself for the selection in September.

Coincidence

Sometimes, God really has his plan for you.

I dont use to trust fatalism, but maybe, all things didnt happen just by chance alone.

Thanks for the song and everything. I guess it's more than appropiate.

倒帶 - 蔡依林

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　說的未來到底多久才來
總是要來不及才知道我可愛　我想依賴而你卻都不在

應該開心的地帶　你給的全是空白　
一個人假日發呆　找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的門外　卻一直都進不來　
你累積給的傷害　我是真的很難釋懷

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

你總是要我乖　慢慢計劃將來　我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代　你該給的信賴　被你親手緩緩推入懸崖

從我臉上的蒼白　看到記憶慢下來　
過去甜蜜在倒帶　只是感覺已經不在

而我對你的期待　被你一次次摔壞　
已經碎成太多塊　要怎麼拼湊跟重來

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開