Beautiful scenes...

Beautiful scenes do not depend on where you look at it, but how you look at it....

It can be a paradise even in a common place.

Horace and Chow Fai, Sai Wan, i have witnessed one of the best sunrise ever.... thanks.

It's a gorgeous night scene in Cyberport as well.

Something you dont deserve.

What should you do if you have taken something that dont belong to you?

I feel bad even i have passed my exam.

Talked to sister today, the usual combination of people.... but today my heart ache.

Karma

Finally learned one reason never to skive lesson...

You'll never know when's your next class....

I have woken up so early only to find that i have class at 11.....

Nevermind... i shall spend this unexpected 2 hours wisely~

Idle day....

It's such a good rest for me today...

Totally idle for the whole day apart from some light reading...

It's time for me to regroup and rethink.

Thanks Kathy for coming by today.... sorry that my cooking is terrible today.... i guess my mind drifted somewhere else when i was cooking.

My mind is still kept busy even though i am resting.... started the book "Purpose Driven Life" (recommended by my cousin).... hope to find some inspiration there.

Exam results will be released tomorrow.... um...

Tragedy...

How come tragedy always appear around me? Since a few days before everything just doesnt seems right anymore.... i dont want to see all these.... i no longer want to see my friends suffering...

My pal Jacky got his forearm broken in a basketball match... it's so worrying as this might affect his whole career (dentists earn their living by hand.... please remember).... just hope that he'll be well soon...

Man are too fragile... you'll never know what come up next second... from now on i am going to treasure everyone around me, for no matter sweet or bitter experience, destiny has connected us together...

It's been a great afternoon with horus in CB and mong kok..... thanks for tolerating my 'self-contained' behaviour..... i really appreciated all that.

Fallen once again in my deep thoughts.

Friendship

Thanks to my friends... who bought me light and guide me through this dark path of life.

I will not treasure them as much in the past, for i am blind... Your friendships is the greatest asset i ever have in my entire life.

James: I am terribly sorry for your lost.... hang tough buddy.

Finally got rid of my old, faulty mobile phone... currently using an even older one.....

Sometimes, things are just out of human reasoning capacity.... all i can do is try.

"近在眼前 時間剛剛好 去讓你知道

見面愉快 告別難過

我仍然會笑著祈禱

有沒有誰心中有數 怎麼雙眼尚有濕度

明天將會更好的信徒 如害怕煩惱為何期望太高"

愛人 - 楊千嬅

Shattered Soul

Only you can turn my world upside down.

I lost myself.

Only my shattered soul is left.

I can sit in my room for days looking at sunrise sunset... i let my tears blur my vision..

I lost the joy in my life... i only feel the hollowness in me...

I go to the street wandering... go searching for the memories...

I am like a ghost... I go drifting mindlessly...

I must have taken twenty orange ice-sticks today.... for i can taste your presence...

I miss you.

Knowing what i need most

I will no longer live in yesterday's shadow as i have found what i need most.

I feel lost when you're not here with me.

All that i need - Corrinne May

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me
I prayed it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you
I'll make a brand new start
Believe me, when i say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

You know I'm far from perfect
Like a child that needs a guiding hand
Can you stay here with me
I finally understand
You've always been the missing part
Complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart
Please hear me when i say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

Please, let me hear your voice again
Let me hear you say your love will never end
That whatever it takes you'll be there
Believe me, when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need
You are all that I need

I'm back... with thanks

Mood can go swinging.... sometimes natural high, and sometimes record low..... i guess i have just been through my lowest trough for now (i guess it wont be long before i meet the next trough.... release of result on 12 of July.... but anyways).... Thanks so much to my dental groupmates who have showed so much support during these few days....

Chow Fai: Thanks so much for understanding
Angela: I'll remember the time and the 'promises' we made in McDonald..... I miss the days when we have lunch in the Peninsula Hotel ^^
Yvone: Thanks for your patience, not every girl can wait in a game arcade for so long (and being cheated to go there as well)
Horace: Thanks for the time, chatting and shopping with you is always joyful

Maybe i have thought too much lately.... become easily agitated and sometimes fallen into my own thoughts.... but i am now sure that i am doing the right thing.... i am going to do it one-hearted and single-mindedly... the past is passed, and the future is too far to reach, so we have to treasure the present, as it is the greatest present we have from God.

To Ceci: I am sorry as i might have scared you. I have promised that i am not leaving this year no matter what~ of course i am not going to leave hall yet as i still treasure everything i have here, every people, everything and you...

Bought some very lovely stitch dolls today..... they're now displayed neatly on my desk right now~

Song of the day: 只想愛你 - 楊丞琳

我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音 像舞動奇蹟

你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近

我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流的眼淚 也是種甜蜜滋味

只想愛你 當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定

只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry我還是不會放棄愛你

Sentimental Entry

Okay.... I have endured another sleepless night. Maybe it's at times like this that make people think more sentimentally.... no matter what, i still want to share what i think lately with you all...

I dunno why, but i feel very lonely lately.... it's not that my friends are not 'physically' present, but it's like we all are too fussed by a whole lot of different things in our lifes that make me feel so distanced.... it's like we are on different chapters of the book.... sometimes i may flip through the chapter, paying very little attention while you are concentrating on it; or sometimes it's me who is too focused that i failed to see your need... Maybe this is like what the elderly said, it's all part of life.... but then, i just cant accept it yet.....

I would like to thank all my friends so much. I must be a very difficult and troublesome people to hang out with.... i am just too arrogant (but in the same time ignorant), insensitive about others feeling and too self centered.... you all are great people for tolerating me... you have shaped me into a better person and i really appreciated that...

Maybe i have really grown up a little.... suddenly have the thought that i no longer wish to take any risk.... i just want everything steady and go step by step...

Suddenly have a single thought of leaving hall and go back home... but there is still one thing on my mind that i cant put down yet, one deepest regret... i wish by the time i leave i can have your forgiveness...

同類 - 孫燕姿

雨後的城市 寂寞又狼狽
路邊的座位 他空著在等誰
我拉住時間 他卻不理會
有沒有別人 跟我一樣很想被安慰

風 停了又吹 我忽然想起誰
天 亮了又黑 我過了好幾歲
心 暖了又灰 世界 有時候孤單的很
需要另一個同類

愛 收了又給 我們都不太完美
夢 做了又碎 我們有幾次機會 去追

不曉得為什麼愛 又稀少又昂貴
雲在半空中 被微風剪碎
回憶也許美 可是正在飛走對不對